(no subject)
it's so funny how i can so easily lie to my family.
andrea (my perfect little cousin who you know from some point in your life) is living in the dorms at sac state. she's gained about 30 pounds since the last time i saw her. i didn't notice it until she mentioned it, and then it became apparent. she was always the skinny one, and i'm currently at 115 lbs which is the lowest weight i've ever been. (the funny thing is i don't even care.)
the other night she goes "don't lie, you have obviously lost weight. how did you do it?"
hmm... depression? cigarettes? restriction? starvation? excessive sex? bulimia? cocaine?
"everyone keeps asking that. i haven't lost anything. i guess i just have more confidence, so it looks like i have."
nothing's gonna change my world.
andrea (my perfect little cousin who you know from some point in your life) is living in the dorms at sac state. she's gained about 30 pounds since the last time i saw her. i didn't notice it until she mentioned it, and then it became apparent. she was always the skinny one, and i'm currently at 115 lbs which is the lowest weight i've ever been. (the funny thing is i don't even care.)
the other night she goes "don't lie, you have obviously lost weight. how did you do it?"
hmm... depression? cigarettes? restriction? starvation? excessive sex? bulimia? cocaine?
"everyone keeps asking that. i haven't lost anything. i guess i just have more confidence, so it looks like i have."
nothing's gonna change my world.