The saddest thing is that on the 10th September all day I kept thinking there was something about the day. It was the next day on Facebook memories that I realised what it was. It was the anniversary of Amos's birthday, his 50th. He always said when he got to 50 he'd buy a funeral plan so his kids wouldn't be hit with a huge bill. But he never got ( Read more... )

Hard to believe it's two years to the day that I woke up to find Penny, Flossie and Henrietta outside the bedroom window in the herb bed telling me that I was running late. They were so funny! But little fuckers too.

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Every day my little Tobacco had to take so many meds. All the reminders about the place are so odd. The paper on the kitchen cupboard my carer drew up for me about 4 years ago. The other I did as I could never remember for a long time on which ear I had applied his epilepsy meds. Tobacco was so clever for his meds. "Horrible" was his epilepsy meds ( Read more... )

It would have been Maries birthday today :-( I am glad that she is with Kevin now but I do miss her :-(

Libraries have always held a very special place in my heart, I have very few memories of people or places, I remember things usually through a 'photograph' or because they're written down. However my clearest earliest memories are of libraries! I remember the children's section of the Library at Mansfield Woodhouse when we lived there temporarily ( Read more... )

With yesterday's deranged complete opposites, whilst I mentioned it on Facebook I didn't mention it on here but it would have been Coz's birthday yesterday & his friends raised a glass in his memory. He would have been 51. It was very strange not sending flowers to his mother in his memory as now she too is gone. It feels very odd indeed. I put his ( Read more... )

It's actually been a nice day considering the date. I have at the moment got a candle burning by Ruths photo on the mantlepiece and talked to her as I so often do ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe that it is 5 years since Ruth died. On lj she was cat_crimson cat_crimson, UKP kitty scarlet. 5 Years. I miss her so much still, there's so much I want to tell her, so much I want to run by her to see what she thinks. I want to hear the latest those tenants of hers were up too. Ruth was so private too. I remember sitting in the garden ( Read more... )

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