Maybe there is just something I don't understand about her. I always feel put off. I got beyond the insecure feelings, but I feel it's always being tested. The better I try to be at it the more tested I get. I always feel pushed into asking about her day because if I don't she will say "well this is a great conversation." Then if I ask too much I ( Read more... )

I really wish my girl was here to share it with me. Ya know, I really love that girl. Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!

I will be glad when its over. This year has sucked, but I must say has brought much good. I guess the goal now is to make a the good real. I hope by this time next year I am sitting with a special girl talking about all we pulled off in 2005, and how the past is behind us. We will also laugh at all the drama that closed 2004. The best part of ( Read more... )

You should dump her. Her Vodka wasent there on time.

Why can't they just say what they want when they feel it. Why all the wondering? Why all the games? I Love Kristin!! I can say that with no worries, no fear, no looking back. Why do people make love sooooo fucking complex???? They even worry when you love them too much. I think I will look into this sucking dick thing. Then I can get my ( Read more... )

Well I wish I was there to comfort your pain, or atleast know when you want to be let alone without you having to say it. That I know can be a comfort in itself. Reading people over the phone or over the web has always been a weakness for me. I know the distance will fade soon, and I can hold you untill your better when things are not their best ( Read more... )

I wonder if it's real. I have taught myself to hope for happiness for so long, that I don't really know when it's here. The words say it's here, but just not now not yet. I try to be myself, but she doesn't respond to what it is I am. I want to be playful and close as two should be. I want to feel her near me even though we can't be close ( Read more... )

Here I am in the part of cyber space were I have never played before. Love has sent me many place I didn't want to go, but this is cooler than most. In the end it's all worth it when I think back to how I got here.