i saw this line in one of my friends' profile and, well, it kinda made me go 'ouch.'

...i believe in the saying that, in life, we would meet 2 kinds of LOVE, your Greatest Love and your TRUE Love...more often than not, your greatest love will not be the one you'll end up with, sad but true...

just thinking about it is giving me a heavy feeling.

looking at my Friendster account, i am annoyed to see how many "friends" i have on that list. almost 520 people. of course, some of those on the list are groups, but even if you count them out, there would still be over 500 in there. considering i never accepted invites from complete strangers, this was still a dubious number. hindi naman ako ( Read more... )

I am presently reading Dave Eggers' "A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius". At least, i'm trying to. I do want to read it, i'm very much interested in it. But the thing is, finishing a chapter of that book gets me so exhausted. Like i end up feeling whatever he felt back then, teen angst in the midst of his father's death and a dying mother. ( Read more... )

at the event of receiving horrendous news, one can't help but freak out and i did just that yesterday. so i consoled myself by treating a very good college friend of mine, jason, to lunch, then proceeded by tagging him along with me to do some semi-serious shopping. mostly christmas presents, even though i was hardly in the mood for gift-giving ( Read more... )

WOW, CONGRATULATIONS ( Read more... )

Putangina shet. I'm here in the office's 'lung center', smoking away my lunch break. I'm hungry but there's no food and anyway, i'm on a 'starvation diet' of sorts. I'm sleepy but there was no room in the rec-room for me to squeeze into. I'm pissed because most of my callers were asking for either movie times and pizza, stuff i wish i was busy with ( Read more... )

i'm better.

now the only thing is to wait for this hacking cough to melt away and my insane jealousy to blow and i'll be back to *being* whatever it is that i was.

jealousy.. we've said it once, we'll say it again.. is a sin indeed and IN DEED.

no one ever told us that love could fuck us up in every imaginable way, distorting ourselves and mangling the relationships we have with the rest of the world. what a price to pay for a certain, exact feeling that everyone wishes, dies for and dreams of ( Read more... )

i hate PMS-ing. the days preceding my period are always the worst. oh sure, it grants you the biological right to be bitchy and all, but that's just what it is... A BITCH ( Read more... )

putangina, ano nanamang problema ko?!

i have been stressing myself out for stupid reasons. for seemingly wrong people. talk about lack of priorities. lately, it seems as if the only priority i have is matching my accessories with my outfit.

i have become what everyone in high school thought i would be. walang future. of course, they also thought ( Read more... )