When Life Is Just Life
Life right now is just life. Not really going any where right now. Still single, still fat, still broke. So really in the end nothing has changed. I was talking to this guy i thought was the one. Well it turns out he was not. And I am fine with it. I am just living life as it comes my way. Taking it slow when i need to. I am just over all right now just content in my life. I am not totally happy or totally sad I am just me. And that says a lot right there. I am so sick of being single but I think I am scared to commit. And i don't know why it is so hard for me to commit. I just can't seem to get rid of this wall up in front of my heart. And I know I should take it down. But I am just so scared. Scared to get hurt scared I will hurt someone. JUST SCARED!!! But I need to get over my fears and just live life as it comes at me. Take it one day at a time. Life will never just be perfect for anyone. So I should stop hoping for that. I am talking to a guy I know will never be more than a friend to me. But he is so cool and I love texting him. And he is so cute. But something is making it known that I will never be more with him. And that is fine with me. I just wish people would let people live there lives and butt out. I mean i know we all want to protect those we love but damn give people room. Let us get hurt and find happiness without your voice in our heads. I don't know. I am done for now. Ttyl all my live journal friends.
Love, Peace and Happiness
David Sapp
AKA Only The Best David