Oct 19, 2007 09:32
Well not totally wonderful but going ok. I am happy. OR content. But I am good. I don't know what I am. All I know is that for once I think I found the guy of my dreams. But we have not met yet so I am not getting my hopes up. He does not look like the man in my dreams. But I am trying to move on from looks. I need to be less shallow. I mean I think I am so cute for a fat guy. But sometimes being a fat guy you are not so cute. People say he is cute and I don't think he is a dog or anything. But I wouldn't not say he is hot at all. But he is the sweetest guy ever. And we have like everything in common. I mean I am sure not everything but close to it. And I am so excited to meet him. He is coming to Racine next Saturday and I can't wait. So nothing in my life is really that different. But I did not lose the weight I said I was going to do earlier this year. It will happen sometime I am sure. But for right now I am still fat. And being fat is not so bad but it is. LOL So anyways Jessica is back living in Racine with the kids now. I am so happy. I love those kids so much. And I was so sad when I could not see them at least once a week. I don't want to miss a thing with them. They are like my kids. I love them sooo much. And Jessica too. LOL Well I am not sure what to write anymore. Except I love country music. And I am starting to listen to Christmas music already. I know I am a loser but I love it. I want someone this Christmas so bad. I just hate being alone at Christmas. But if I am oh well. So I will update later if I think of something else to write. This is David Sapp signing out!!!
Love, Peace and Happiness
David Sapp
AkA It's David! Bitch!