Seven years go today I wrote;
"I'm not sure where I'm starting, how much I'm writing, or how real it will be. I'm terrible at journals, diaries, spirals. Only really good at keeping up unending poetry and odd stories."
Seven years ago I started this journal, on the heels of nardasarmy (whose journal has had a handful of different names since then), thinking ( Read more... )

I have finished another day's few hours in my old bedroom eradicating the last signs that I once lived within those humble walls, which so sheltered and still contain, just faintly enough, the whispers of that life. Two boxes and a green plastic trashcan full of things went to the Good Will. Three boxes are packed with books for donation to Half ( Read more... )

And then there are the moments when, surrounded by friends and boyfriend, I feel totally alone. When something that is undeniably me comes out and it's at complete agastly alternate. Not looked down on, but filled with beguiled confusion from all of those faces after my statement. Proviso's and stipulations are added in a flurry from multiple ( Read more... )

Now Kindred Merit fills the sable Bier,
Now lacerated Friendship claims a Tear.
Year chases Year, Decay pursues Decay,
Still drops some Joy from with'ring Life away;
New Forms arise, and diff'rent Views engage,
Superfluous lags the Vet'ran on the Stage,
Till pitying Nature signs the last Release,
And bids afflicted Worth retire to Peace.-- Excerpt ( Read more... )

Wherein I write about Sexy Witch journaling prompts set one & activity related or inspired thoughts.

( Cut for sex, nudity, my body, honesty, words, and health )

Billy's parents returned to today from their big trip. We weren't sure of the hours since they'd left messages saying it would be this morning, so there were only vague plans for some last few hours together last night, but no spending the night. Of course. But one thing led to another and someone really needed me last night so I gave up our last ( Read more... )

This has been on my mind lately ( Read more... )