Feels Like...?
We found an apartment. It's nothing grand but it's in a great location, serves our needs and is the right price. This has strangely served as some sort of catalyst in our relationship.
Kurt always told me that moving into a new place with someone, making it "our" apartment rather than "my" apartment or "Patrick's" apartment... Is a changing point for relationships. And it really has been. We applied, together, nervously, on Friday. Each day this week, we are waiting on edge, hoping the good (...or bad...) news will come.
We've talked about the life we want to build together. The things we want, the way we want OUR PLACE to look, to feel.
Our. Place.
We can both see it so strongly. Vividly.
I so hope we are approved. I hope we can take this step forward.
I can see it all, clearly, in my mind. He can too.
Things seem like they're falling apart? MOVE IN TOGETHER. WHAT COULD GO WRONG.
But in the face of just that, the noise dies down and there is only ***US***. And that is what we need to persevere.
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