In other news
Well I just had an unexpectedly wonderful conversation with James. I won't go into much detail because I still have a mild respect for other people's privacy. Granted I've crossed that boundary a time or two, I was upset and I figure that's understandable. I needed an ear/shoulder. And certainly wasn't going to get it from where I needed it at the time. In any case, he's really a decent guy underneath. Though that's unfortunately not the only thing I was wrong about. Suffice it to say, he and Alyssa apparently still have some things to work out. But he was not only civil, he was actually quite considerate to me. Told me how things looked from his perspective, apologized profusely for all the misunderstandings. I returned the favor. So though things are still horribly confusing, he and I are at least on the same page and on good terms. It actually gave me a lot of closure as well. I'll admit I still love her. But I think I can move on now. I hope. (Though I don't really have much choice since she's basically stopped talking to me)
In other news, it has recently occured to me that apparently only one of my online friends was aware of things I used to dabble in, artsy stuff. But that's more because she dabbled in art herself. And has now gone on to go to college for it. So, here's a glimpse at a Vyk you never knew. And may yet never know even still. But imagine if you will. I can draw. I can play music. And I have fun with foreign languages. And you all thought I just muddled with stories :D
I got a new digicam. It takes pics in sepia (among other things). Has a much longer battery life. Takes way better pictures. And has better storage compression capabilities. I do not miss my old camera at all now. Plus it is fully capable of being a camcorder, complete with audio. Even gives me the option of putting voice memos for every pic I take. So I could set the memo on for a pic, snap a surprise picture of someone in an awkward situation, it starts recording right away to catch all the swearing and cursing to follow. Glorious
Now to find things to do the rest of the night. I gotta keep myself quite occupied so I don't start worrying about Wednesday at the hospital :D I think I'm gonna go to the movies after work. And I'm totally going to get my hair done. Need to find a salon with a chick that wants/needs to experiment. And I'll be her guinea pig. I have clippers here. I can just snap on a half inch clip and buzz it all anyway. But that's not very interesting. So I'll let someone see if they can make it interesting. And then if I don't like it. I'll buzz it. But there's the off chance I will get something new and likable. And I want to take that chance. New hair is like new clothes that you get to wear 24/7 (on your head).
Yeah, I'm obviously kinda tired, whether I realize it or not. Its showing now in my capacity to think. So, I may not sleep (still) but I'm gonna go lie down at least. Take care everyone. Much love all around. Life, treat these people well...
In other news, it has recently occured to me that apparently only one of my online friends was aware of things I used to dabble in, artsy stuff. But that's more because she dabbled in art herself. And has now gone on to go to college for it. So, here's a glimpse at a Vyk you never knew. And may yet never know even still. But imagine if you will. I can draw. I can play music. And I have fun with foreign languages. And you all thought I just muddled with stories :D
I got a new digicam. It takes pics in sepia (among other things). Has a much longer battery life. Takes way better pictures. And has better storage compression capabilities. I do not miss my old camera at all now. Plus it is fully capable of being a camcorder, complete with audio. Even gives me the option of putting voice memos for every pic I take. So I could set the memo on for a pic, snap a surprise picture of someone in an awkward situation, it starts recording right away to catch all the swearing and cursing to follow. Glorious
Now to find things to do the rest of the night. I gotta keep myself quite occupied so I don't start worrying about Wednesday at the hospital :D I think I'm gonna go to the movies after work. And I'm totally going to get my hair done. Need to find a salon with a chick that wants/needs to experiment. And I'll be her guinea pig. I have clippers here. I can just snap on a half inch clip and buzz it all anyway. But that's not very interesting. So I'll let someone see if they can make it interesting. And then if I don't like it. I'll buzz it. But there's the off chance I will get something new and likable. And I want to take that chance. New hair is like new clothes that you get to wear 24/7 (on your head).
Yeah, I'm obviously kinda tired, whether I realize it or not. Its showing now in my capacity to think. So, I may not sleep (still) but I'm gonna go lie down at least. Take care everyone. Much love all around. Life, treat these people well...