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I guess I should let everyone who was concerned know that I was mistaken. The hospital couldn't set me up an appointment while I was visiting my doctor. So my appointment at the hospital wasn't today. It was set up today. As in they made the appointment today. The appointment itself is next wednesday. 8am. No food, no drink. She said to prepare for an all day ordeal u_u They're just gonna run me from one test to another. Get everything they can done at once. This is going to be expensive...
I've decided to have another movie night. Watched a few movies last night. Watching a few more tonight. Keep me distracted and entertained. Not highly commental though. But it seems people understand. I hope they don't think I don't want to talk. Just... not in the mood. No offense of course. I am lonely... Just... I got a lot of thinking to do I suppose. I had my day of good mood. I'm not depressed again. Just... really thoughtful I guess. There's a lot to think about. Too much sometimes. Some of it scares me now and then I have to admit. But I'll be alright. Again, I appreciate the sentiments of those that have expressed care.
Its sad really. When you're alone. You may not be the type to expect, or even want proof that people care. But sometimes you just kind of need it. Reassurance. And it's really relieving when someone willingly offers it up to you. When you don't ask for a thing. Thank you... And I'm sorry.
I've decided to have another movie night. Watched a few movies last night. Watching a few more tonight. Keep me distracted and entertained. Not highly commental though. But it seems people understand. I hope they don't think I don't want to talk. Just... not in the mood. No offense of course. I am lonely... Just... I got a lot of thinking to do I suppose. I had my day of good mood. I'm not depressed again. Just... really thoughtful I guess. There's a lot to think about. Too much sometimes. Some of it scares me now and then I have to admit. But I'll be alright. Again, I appreciate the sentiments of those that have expressed care.
Its sad really. When you're alone. You may not be the type to expect, or even want proof that people care. But sometimes you just kind of need it. Reassurance. And it's really relieving when someone willingly offers it up to you. When you don't ask for a thing. Thank you... And I'm sorry.