"Yes, I was infatuated with you: I am still. No one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. I cut you out because I couldn't stand being a passing fancy. Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren't having any of those ( Read more... )

My grandfather, Jay, he died this morning in his sleep. He didn't suffer. He had his wits about him til the day he died. My family was prepared for his passing. Except for me. I was not prepared. I was caught off guard. I am sad and I am dealing, but I'm not sure of how to proceed ( Read more... )

long day today, but not in a bad way ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say but it is over and there are no take-backs ( Read more... )

I just don't want to be this sad anymore ( Read more... )

The one thing at the core of my system of beliefs and moral credo and spiritual bondage is an idea even greater than that of True Love, although less spoken about. That core belief is in the idea of Free Will. We all have it, separating sentient from non, human from animal, and individual from herd ( Read more... )

Just random updates ( Read more... )

"Flash of Green ( Read more... )

I am depressed, I have PMS and there's no more cookies. Things will start getting head-explody here pretty quick ( Read more... )

I am not the type of person that gives up. I am unfortunately as of yet also not a person who has demonstated enough self-restaint or where-with-all to follow through entirely on my goals. One of the slogans I've adopted is "I shall either Find a way or make one". (Lee always loved that about me) On the other hand, I have always had the beleif ( Read more... )