(no subject)
I lay awake at night thinking of you, looking at the phone. . . as if just looking at it will make it ring. I hope it makes you happy. I think about when the exact moment hit. . . the moment you knew you didn't want me. It pisses me off, nope. . .can't put it any more eloquently than that. . . it pisses me off that you lead me to the cliff and pushed me over.