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Today [28 May 2003|11:45pm]
It was my first day on the job today. I got to sleep at like 2 and the children woke me up at 7. It was a long long day today.. it was. After Tammy called and said she was coming home with pizza, I put in Lilo and Stitch and passed out. I didn't mean to. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. If I sleep tonite, which I don't see happening.
Nathan. Mad at me. I messed up. I love the guy. *dies* What to do? There isnt anything to do. I hate you bridget. A lot. You know I like him, worth my life.
I love the kid
yet he "doesnt know" if he loves me anymore
I hate her
I hate her alot
I hate myself to..
I want to kill myself
I want to kill myselfffffff
I want to kill Evan too..
I want to kill her and then evan and then myself.. and jessie while I'm at it.
Sounds good. Because right now.. I'm feeling hell because I'm loosing the best thing that ever happened to me, because of one STUPID STUPID mistake.
It was my first day on the job today. I got to sleep at like 2 and the children woke me up at 7. It was a long long day today.. it was. After Tammy called and said she was coming home with pizza, I put in Lilo and Stitch and passed out. I didn't mean to. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. If I sleep tonite, which I don't see happening.
Nathan. Mad at me. I messed up. I love the guy. *dies* What to do? There isnt anything to do. I hate you bridget. A lot. You know I like him, worth my life.
I love the kid
yet he "doesnt know" if he loves me anymore
I hate her
I hate her alot
I hate myself to..
I want to kill myself
I want to kill myselfffffff
I want to kill Evan too..
I want to kill her and then evan and then myself.. and jessie while I'm at it.
Sounds good. Because right now.. I'm feeling hell because I'm loosing the best thing that ever happened to me, because of one STUPID STUPID mistake.