I havent updated in awhile
I havent posted in a long time, my last post was ment to go in my community (no_self_esteem). So I shall sit here and post. Sounds like a good idea to me.
Day 1: We were fine. I already wanted to leave because my dad thought he was being a dad by sitting RIGHT BEHIND ME while im on the computer. Gawd he's annoying.
"dad, its called privacy"
"you dont get privacy online"
"mom leaves me alone"
"have you looked at me lately... im not your mom"
"..I'm going to be here every day, all the time...sept when im working"
"im going to cry.."
"why?!"
"because your being a jerk"
At this point he shutup.
Also, Evan read my entry that I wrote before I left about Josh and how Evan is such an ass, so he desided that being more of an ass would help. I suppose we worked it out Saturday night.. which he said he would "change for me"
Day 2: They wake me up early, because DAD wanted me up. What the fuck is that? I'm a teenager, you leave me alone until I wake up. Pfft. Anywho, I went to the store with Tammy, Connie and Emily. We dropped off film (3 rolls) of myne (HEATHER THE FILM OF US IS IN THERE!). For some reason, I kept shocking the girls, and all I was doing was pushing the cart. (: *hours pass* I was sitting in the room that is myne for the summer, and here comes dad to annoy me again. I start yelling and half crying because ALL I WANT IS FRIGGEN PRIVACY! He says if I don't want him to see something that I shouldn't send it to my friends. After a few minutes of verbal fighting, here comes Tammy (GAWD). By this point I already called him a bad father and he said it's probably because im a bad daughter. Then Tammy had to go off and make my dad see that hes stupid, why he couldn't have just listened to ME. I DONT KNOW. "I just want to know whats going on in your life" He's soo stupid!!!!!
"I'm just trying to spend time with you"
"WHEN IM AT HOME MY MOM LEAVES ME ALONE! THE ONLY TIME I EVER SEE MY FAMILY IS WHEN WE ARE EATTING DINNER OR I DESIDE TO GO OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM!"
Then that just brought more arguing and the idiots finally UNDERSTOOD me.
"why are you being so hostile to me?"
"Because of last summer i stopped liking you. I DON't LIKE YOU!"
" you dont want to see me?"
"NO I DONT!"
*he leaves the room*
Day 3: I wake up at 1 after having a dream that I was in hiding with my friends (like I was a JEW or somethin.) I try to make oatmeal and fail at it... ohh did I fail so bad. I put in a request for the community's layout/backround. As of right now, I have a radio in this room.
I'm already missing everyone and my home. I hate being here, some times. It's a nice house really. The shower is confusing to use, but i figured it out. Before next Wednesday Colie is coming up, she will probably drop by, maybe just maybe we will go out and do something. Maybe a nice beach or something. (I need a new bathing suit.)-THIS JUST IN! NICOLE SAID HER DAD IS GANNA TAKE US PAIRASIALING!- Some time After Nicole leaves Dad and I will go pick up Tabby. I'll stay down in Florida for 2 weeks. Allie's mom (will probably) will drive us to my dad's and we both will be there with Tabby for a week, before dad takes her back. Allie must live in hell with me for the rest of the summer, or until she wants to leave. Then I shall be home KIDDOS!
I advise you all to join no_self_esteem, It's almost finished. Ohh and dad is trying to talk me into buying this $400 dollar camera, because it's "good". I probably will because its something "professionals use" and me and Jamie are going to be taking pictures when I get back. Plus it comes with a free 64MB memory card. Which is a "$30" value.
Fill this out!
Brooke is _______.
Brooke thinks a lot about _______.
When I think of Brooke I think of ________.
I want Brooke to ________ me.
Brooke wants ______.
Brooke needs ______.
If I could describe Brooke in a few words: _______.
______ is how I describe meeting Brooke.
Brooke will never ______.
Brooke can ______ my _______.
If I were alone in a room with Brooke I would _______.
Without Brooke, my life would be _______.
I hope Brooke never _____.
I _____ Brooke because _______.
Worst thing about Brooke is _______.
Best thing about Brooke is _______.
I am ______ with Brooke.
Day 1: We were fine. I already wanted to leave because my dad thought he was being a dad by sitting RIGHT BEHIND ME while im on the computer. Gawd he's annoying.
"dad, its called privacy"
"you dont get privacy online"
"mom leaves me alone"
"have you looked at me lately... im not your mom"
"..I'm going to be here every day, all the time...sept when im working"
"im going to cry.."
"why?!"
"because your being a jerk"
At this point he shutup.
Also, Evan read my entry that I wrote before I left about Josh and how Evan is such an ass, so he desided that being more of an ass would help. I suppose we worked it out Saturday night.. which he said he would "change for me"
Day 2: They wake me up early, because DAD wanted me up. What the fuck is that? I'm a teenager, you leave me alone until I wake up. Pfft. Anywho, I went to the store with Tammy, Connie and Emily. We dropped off film (3 rolls) of myne (HEATHER THE FILM OF US IS IN THERE!). For some reason, I kept shocking the girls, and all I was doing was pushing the cart. (: *hours pass* I was sitting in the room that is myne for the summer, and here comes dad to annoy me again. I start yelling and half crying because ALL I WANT IS FRIGGEN PRIVACY! He says if I don't want him to see something that I shouldn't send it to my friends. After a few minutes of verbal fighting, here comes Tammy (GAWD). By this point I already called him a bad father and he said it's probably because im a bad daughter. Then Tammy had to go off and make my dad see that hes stupid, why he couldn't have just listened to ME. I DONT KNOW. "I just want to know whats going on in your life" He's soo stupid!!!!!
"I'm just trying to spend time with you"
"WHEN IM AT HOME MY MOM LEAVES ME ALONE! THE ONLY TIME I EVER SEE MY FAMILY IS WHEN WE ARE EATTING DINNER OR I DESIDE TO GO OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM!"
Then that just brought more arguing and the idiots finally UNDERSTOOD me.
"why are you being so hostile to me?"
"Because of last summer i stopped liking you. I DON't LIKE YOU!"
" you dont want to see me?"
"NO I DONT!"
*he leaves the room*
Day 3: I wake up at 1 after having a dream that I was in hiding with my friends (like I was a JEW or somethin.) I try to make oatmeal and fail at it... ohh did I fail so bad. I put in a request for the community's layout/backround. As of right now, I have a radio in this room.
I'm already missing everyone and my home. I hate being here, some times. It's a nice house really. The shower is confusing to use, but i figured it out. Before next Wednesday Colie is coming up, she will probably drop by, maybe just maybe we will go out and do something. Maybe a nice beach or something. (I need a new bathing suit.)-THIS JUST IN! NICOLE SAID HER DAD IS GANNA TAKE US PAIRASIALING!- Some time After Nicole leaves Dad and I will go pick up Tabby. I'll stay down in Florida for 2 weeks. Allie's mom (will probably) will drive us to my dad's and we both will be there with Tabby for a week, before dad takes her back. Allie must live in hell with me for the rest of the summer, or until she wants to leave. Then I shall be home KIDDOS!
I advise you all to join no_self_esteem, It's almost finished. Ohh and dad is trying to talk me into buying this $400 dollar camera, because it's "good". I probably will because its something "professionals use" and me and Jamie are going to be taking pictures when I get back. Plus it comes with a free 64MB memory card. Which is a "$30" value.
Fill this out!
Brooke is _______.
Brooke thinks a lot about _______.
When I think of Brooke I think of ________.
I want Brooke to ________ me.
Brooke wants ______.
Brooke needs ______.
If I could describe Brooke in a few words: _______.
______ is how I describe meeting Brooke.
Brooke will never ______.
Brooke can ______ my _______.
If I were alone in a room with Brooke I would _______.
Without Brooke, my life would be _______.
I hope Brooke never _____.
I _____ Brooke because _______.
Worst thing about Brooke is _______.
Best thing about Brooke is _______.
I am ______ with Brooke.