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I am updating this 2 times in like less than 24 hours. That is a sign of boredom/depression. I was going to pick up Scotty tomorrow (sunday) after work because I got off at 4 and he would be in Daytona at his mom's job. Well his mom didnt want to drop him off until monday and then he told her i was comming tomorrow and she said "ask her to wait until monday" yea well wtf could I do. I got upset like any girlfriend who missed their boyfriend would, I wouldn't let Scotty talk because I was telling him how I was upset and mad and I wasn't mad to begin with but then I was. I was being rude but ya know his mom might as well have asked me to wait until tuesday because that's when I'll see him. Monday I work 10-5:30 and he works 5-10 or something. I am not picking him up. There is not any school on monday. I am depresed. well he hung up on me cuz he said "r u going to let me talk? because if you're not then I am going to hang up" and I stopped and said "Go ahead" and he did. So I am ignoring his calls and I haven't listened to any of the 4 or 5 voicemails he left or whatever the fuck # it's at now. I don't feel like dealing with it tonight. He doesn't understand I have been crying and miserable all night friday and day saturday. The 1st thing I did was send friend requests to a bunch of guys that I had deleted off of my myspace because Scotty didn't like them. I was friends with them before I dated Scotty and if me and Scotty break up then I'll be friends with them to the end. So therefor that's why I sent them requests. Tomorrow after work, instead of picking Scotty up I am going to go downtown and buy me some Dip N Dots if they are open. I am going to see if my sister is working and then I am going to go sit by the bay ALONE. Yea I don't give a fuck. I dont care if I look like a loser being alone. I am going to try and get sleep I have to get up at 9:30 I cant stand life. How's your life? Mine... it sucks. I'll leave it at that.