Later
Oh gosh I have never been this EMO. I mean I just wanna listen to all this Dashboard and Elliot Smith and literally sit in the dark. I was talking to Josh for an hour. We're definitely gonna be going out or something. I should be excited. It's gonna be my first relationship in a long while. Im still worried about having to give a bigger answer to all those questions he asked before, but Im gonna be as honest as I can and everything is going to be perfect and good. I need it to be.
Rachel blew me off to go out with Alex tomorrow to the beach. I was gonna go somewhere with Josh but I feel like i need some "Kris" time. Just me and my brain.
I'm listening to a thousand songs and all of them make sense when I don't make sense myself. Geez that sounded deep. I dont think I've written anything that deep in awhile. It's so EMO. Going to listen to more John Mayer now (after I get off the computer). I don't think any of that REAL cry baby emo stuff is good for me right now.
PS. Rachel and I are gonna rent an escalade!!! oh man we are gonna pimp our ride. That's one exciting thing to look forward to.
PPS. I think there's one more thing I have do that has to wait until after prom, but that will determine how things are going to be from now and on. I'm scared to death.
"If i just breathe in. someday you'll see everything is alright"
Rachel blew me off to go out with Alex tomorrow to the beach. I was gonna go somewhere with Josh but I feel like i need some "Kris" time. Just me and my brain.
I'm listening to a thousand songs and all of them make sense when I don't make sense myself. Geez that sounded deep. I dont think I've written anything that deep in awhile. It's so EMO. Going to listen to more John Mayer now (after I get off the computer). I don't think any of that REAL cry baby emo stuff is good for me right now.
PS. Rachel and I are gonna rent an escalade!!! oh man we are gonna pimp our ride. That's one exciting thing to look forward to.
PPS. I think there's one more thing I have do that has to wait until after prom, but that will determine how things are going to be from now and on. I'm scared to death.
"If i just breathe in. someday you'll see everything is alright"