bad days
was going on my way somewhere today. I don't even remember where. That tells you how sane I am these days. I was so sad i started to cry. How pathetic. it's a hot ass day. I was suppose to hang out with Josh. He wanted to go watch the surf stuff going on at HB. I don't even know why I'm so bummed out. Well maybe part of it is that my Dad is a dumbass and decided that after prom I get to go home and play monopoly by myself because I'm not allowed to go to the parties and bowling like everyone else. I've decided to spend $300 on a dress. It's not my money, but maybe it will fill up this hole in my life. I've always been told that money makes you happy. Someone's been lying to me because the only time I feel that there's nothing wrong is when I'm paddling out on my board far as hell away from everyone as I can.
Anyways, just sitting at home for the rest of the day doing homework, reading, other unimportant things. I should really be looking for a dress. Bye for now.