Men = Daft, Dumb, Annoying
God dammit >< guys are so confusing. If we're supposed to be friends, and your the one bringing up how horny you are and how your searching to find someone to release it with online, than why is it when i say im disappointed my friend canceled on me, because i might have gotten sex from it, why then do you get to be the one who gets all emotional and jealous. Fuck people. They all confuse the hell out of me. mixed signals, mixed messages... why cant people just come out and say what they want?! Or at least set some clear boundaries. You want no sex talk? then there will be no sex talk, fine. But if you get to bring the subject up, so should i dammit >< especially if its your fault i can go out and get some in the first place.
GRRR!!!
*sigh* but whats worse is that i still feel bad. Because I hurt him... i think i made him cry. Goddammit why cant i just stop caring altogether >< Maybe if I rip out my heart it wont hurt as bad.
But anyway, so yea my night is ruined... my mood is ruined. Now I'm just depressed and I'm not getting the sexins -_- this blows.
GRRR!!!
*sigh* but whats worse is that i still feel bad. Because I hurt him... i think i made him cry. Goddammit why cant i just stop caring altogether >< Maybe if I rip out my heart it wont hurt as bad.
But anyway, so yea my night is ruined... my mood is ruined. Now I'm just depressed and I'm not getting the sexins -_- this blows.