no no you are NOT stupid and you're NOT done for. you can do this. you really, really can. but you will probably need a lot of help on the way. is there anywhere you can go for counseling?? I love you ♥ you can do this.
CALL MEEEEE. I may not be clean but I'm god damn good emotional support if you need it. Just know that if you have the super duper desire to quit, you can do it without detox (where they'll probably give you Ativan till you're hooked on that too). All you need is some love babe. I pray Dylan isn't making this harder for you.
I LOVE YOU. I know you can do it and you know you can do it and you also know you can call me ANYTIME.
Xen, this may be of a shock to you, but all you have to do is make a conscious decision to quit! thats all I did. I thought about everyone I was pushing away, friends, family, even myself. I know what your going through, first off you have to stop hanging around others who are doing it, I know its harsh, but seriously, when its not around, its a bit easier to with hold your cravings, you need to sever ties with anyone who can get it, and you need to be around people who understand what your going through, and not judge you for it. I found myself falling down this hole, and I hated it. I made the choice that I liked being myself, not what the drugs made me, which was indecisive, dependent, self conscious, paranoid, questioning myself about what I was capable of, and most of all sick of who I was becoming. If you want to kick this, you need to WANT to kick it, the solution is there, you just have to grab it and go with it. most of all you don't need, or have to be around enablers, don't let them guilt you. plus, sure you had good times
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oh, and yes you will go through tremendous changes, mood swings, sweats, urges, but think about how great your going to feel when its over, it will take some time, but I know you can do it, you have always been a tough cookie.
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you can do this. you really, really can. but you will probably need a lot of help on the way. is there anywhere you can go for counseling??
I love you ♥ you can do this.
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ily!!
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i'm going to go on a trip.
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I may not be clean but I'm god damn good emotional support if you need it.
Just know that if you have the super duper desire to quit, you can do it without detox (where they'll probably give you Ativan till you're hooked on that too). All you need is some love babe. I pray Dylan isn't making this harder for you.
I LOVE YOU. I know you can do it and you know you can do it and you also know you can call me ANYTIME.
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and i'm going to quit this.
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