Aug 05, 2006 00:30
I'm not totally sure what it is about me but i went through that whole..i don't really want a relationship...i'm not even needing anyone right now phase....but tonight...i did...i wanted a relationship...i wanted someone to love....i have no one to fill that void...i suppose it's the 3 people who have been in love or lust around me lately...it gets me in the mood...and i do have a crush here..but all i want is a make out sesh...i'm not even that into em...not in a serious we'll make it work ...or summer fling even..just make out....drunk maybe...
i'll fall out of it now that i've said it but ...i want to love someone and be loved back...to miss someone before i go to bed...but alas...i miss no one..well not in that way....there are plenty of missed people on my behalf....good night...