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I worked today from 12 to 5 and then i told tegal and tyler that i would help with strike...and the move..cause it was only the two of them and the LD...so the LD kinda stole me and i just helped him..and there was one other lady...strike 1
someone's been comming in my room and i'm not okay with it. in fact i'm going to get upset soon...stike 1
so we, chris the LD and i went over at 6:30 but the show was going on still so we just chilled till a few before 7 and then rocked the castbar and knocked out the set and the lights...tyler and danny headed over to placid around 10:15-10;30 i suppose and we finished up striking the old lights, hanging, circuting and trouble shooting the next show...one out
I would really like to do my laundry...however it so happens that my housemates...danny excluded...don't ever stop doing their laundry..i have been here a week and the only time the machines aren't on...they have wet or unfolded clothes in them. It's kinda obnoxious. stike 1
and i must bitch in a moment of exaustion, irritation and frankly depression....WHERE THE FUCK HAVE ALL MY FRIENDS GONE? it seems as though i only have one...and she's been true from the beginning....and she lives in bougalousa...it seems as though over the past year...all the people i thought were my friends are not..perhaps never were..am i really that foolish?... this of course is due to being away from florida and being out of school...i came to this new place...and i can't manage to maintain old friendships..I would help if i could use my phone...but i wouldn't know who to call aside from her.. on a related yet differnt direction...i used to be closer to you two but i don't know what's goign on...i have a feeling that you grew close...and what happened between me and s affected me and a....i don't know..tell me i'm crazy...tell me i'm a bad friend..a bitch...tell me i'm difficult...talk to me at all...or don't and i'll know my answer...thank you. my bitch fest is over. stike one on me...in saying this i recogonize how foul i am...it's raw...this is how we are different..you deal...i deal...we both excuse...god i sound bitter...i'm sorry...i'm not really bitter i don't think...i think i'm just frustrated for being so vocal and hearing nothing back. i said i would respect this..and i will..i just have to find it..i'm sure this is appeasing somehow..so here we are.
why do people think they can lead care free lives...doing "what they want" all the time..shit...get real...
i have lost a lot...and a lot have lost me...there is some sadness with that...and anger....it has been locked up..it's out now...strike 1
someone's been comming in my room and i'm not okay with it. in fact i'm going to get upset soon...stike 1
so we, chris the LD and i went over at 6:30 but the show was going on still so we just chilled till a few before 7 and then rocked the castbar and knocked out the set and the lights...tyler and danny headed over to placid around 10:15-10;30 i suppose and we finished up striking the old lights, hanging, circuting and trouble shooting the next show...one out
I would really like to do my laundry...however it so happens that my housemates...danny excluded...don't ever stop doing their laundry..i have been here a week and the only time the machines aren't on...they have wet or unfolded clothes in them. It's kinda obnoxious. stike 1
and i must bitch in a moment of exaustion, irritation and frankly depression....WHERE THE FUCK HAVE ALL MY FRIENDS GONE? it seems as though i only have one...and she's been true from the beginning....and she lives in bougalousa...it seems as though over the past year...all the people i thought were my friends are not..perhaps never were..am i really that foolish?... this of course is due to being away from florida and being out of school...i came to this new place...and i can't manage to maintain old friendships..I would help if i could use my phone...but i wouldn't know who to call aside from her.. on a related yet differnt direction...i used to be closer to you two but i don't know what's goign on...i have a feeling that you grew close...and what happened between me and s affected me and a....i don't know..tell me i'm crazy...tell me i'm a bad friend..a bitch...tell me i'm difficult...talk to me at all...or don't and i'll know my answer...thank you. my bitch fest is over. stike one on me...in saying this i recogonize how foul i am...it's raw...this is how we are different..you deal...i deal...we both excuse...god i sound bitter...i'm sorry...i'm not really bitter i don't think...i think i'm just frustrated for being so vocal and hearing nothing back. i said i would respect this..and i will..i just have to find it..i'm sure this is appeasing somehow..so here we are.
why do people think they can lead care free lives...doing "what they want" all the time..shit...get real...
i have lost a lot...and a lot have lost me...there is some sadness with that...and anger....it has been locked up..it's out now...strike 1