Struggles
What people don't tell you about the whole Bar ordeal is that it,s fucking lonely. The review is lonely, because nobody really understands what you're going through. Your family doesn't know what sort of shit you put yourself through studying all day every damn day because you're fucking terrified of not passing a fucking set of exams. Afterwards, it's lonely being scared about the results, and even though you have friends there who are also waiting on the results, there's nothkng anyone can say that will convince you that you're going to pass for sure. Because it will never be a sure thing. Not until results are out and they're positive.
And if they are, then the ordeal is over for you. Great job. But if you're like me, it goes on. There is literally nobody in this earth who can pull you out of your slump except for yourself. So if you cant figure out how, you're stuck.
Maybe the lesson here is really just self-reliance. You realize that in the end, it's you versus this exam. You versus yourself as you keep studying, as you keep waiting, as you keep hoping, and keep fighting to stay alive one more day.
If you're looking for a sign not to kill yourself tonight, this is it. Look no further.
It's a lonely road, yeah. But its bound to end up somewhere.
I just want to get wherever this road is taking me, because i am fucking done with this shit.
And if they are, then the ordeal is over for you. Great job. But if you're like me, it goes on. There is literally nobody in this earth who can pull you out of your slump except for yourself. So if you cant figure out how, you're stuck.
Maybe the lesson here is really just self-reliance. You realize that in the end, it's you versus this exam. You versus yourself as you keep studying, as you keep waiting, as you keep hoping, and keep fighting to stay alive one more day.
If you're looking for a sign not to kill yourself tonight, this is it. Look no further.
It's a lonely road, yeah. But its bound to end up somewhere.
I just want to get wherever this road is taking me, because i am fucking done with this shit.