May 19, 2015 12:24
What my family doesn't get:
- the toughest part about failing the bar is having to pick myself back up and genuinely believe i have what it takes to make it
- doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result is insanity. So i change it up in the way I feel I need to.
- having to explain my decisions are tiring and i would rather not go there. So while i know it's not easy for you to understand why i choose to skip traditional study methods and shit, or to trust me at all because i havent exactly proven i am a smart being after all, dont question me. I have weighed my options and decided as i see fit. The last thing i need now is to go back to questioning even my most basic ability to weigh my choices.
- maybe i shouldve taken a medical degree instead. Maybe i ahouldve taken any other course instead. That wouldve hurt less than this.
- most days i would rather get hit by a truck than do this.
- saying 'money is renewable and we will make it work so dont worry about it' and actually meaning it are different. I dont expect you to give me everything but i always pay my debts. And i never ask unless i need it.
- part of why i failed the bar was my reading material. Approximately how much did you contribute for that? Oh yeah. Zero.
- if people in my profession respect me and my work enough that i am filing shit at the supreme court level and im doing work as next in line to someone who is practically a corp sec of major company, who are you to question my ability?
I thought i was having a good day. All it takes is a text.