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Weekend was heavy.....

am now skint, empty and alone......

shit happens!

I have a whole new chosen family, and I am in love with each of them. They are the best people I have ever known and for the first time in my life, there is no one bringing me down. Everyone I know adds something to my existence. They all bring a smile to my face ( Read more... )

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Why can't I just get rid of HIM. He's not even a presence in my life but i let him be so fucking present anyway. I think about HIM all the time. But I don't even want him around anymore. He's hurt me too much and the damage he's done is greater than anyone will know ( Read more... )

Some people make me fucking sick ( Read more... )

Adam's asked me to model for this Tony and Guy TV thing again. I love it so much. Last time i got an awesome hair style and lots of people fussing over me for hours. And I get to be on every Toni and guy TV in britain.... yes my friends. Ha ha!! My claim to fame!! It's nice to pretend i am a model for a day. Being surrounded by real models however ( Read more... )

Work work work.......

Smoke smoke smoke.............

mashed mashed mashed.............

Life is just a mashed up blurr these days.

The weird thing is I kinda like it.

I need to stop taking drugs!!!

So I am now officially broken hearted.... but not broken!!! It'll take more than a fucking man to break me ( Read more... )

So I bought the new series of sex and the city on DVD and have been spending the last two evenings watchin the WHOLE damn thing. But I couldn't help it. I reminded me why I wanted to go into fasion.... SJP. Gotta love her ( Read more... )