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Why can't I just get rid of HIM. He's not even a presence in my life but i let him be so fucking present anyway. I think about HIM all the time. But I don't even want him around anymore. He's hurt me too much and the damage he's done is greater than anyone will know.....
I'm so angry at HIM for not loving me the way i want him to, for not noticing that i'm not around. For not thanking me for all the shit i do for him. And At myself for being so pathetic.
I will loose him... and it will be my choice. I'm gonna put him down and just forget where I left him and he'll become another piece junk that i forget exists. I am not a convenient friend, there when it suits him. He can fuck right off out of my life and I am pulling no more punches.
Thats it for us now. No more bollocks, I don't even want him as a friend anymore. He sucks me dry and then waits till I've put all the pieces back together to swoop in and shit all over it again. And then disapears. Well Disapear you cunt.... I don't need you, or want you.
And if we meet again, which I know we will, it's gonna be your turn to cry. and I'll become your HER! And you'll become nothing.
I'm so angry at HIM for not loving me the way i want him to, for not noticing that i'm not around. For not thanking me for all the shit i do for him. And At myself for being so pathetic.
I will loose him... and it will be my choice. I'm gonna put him down and just forget where I left him and he'll become another piece junk that i forget exists. I am not a convenient friend, there when it suits him. He can fuck right off out of my life and I am pulling no more punches.
Thats it for us now. No more bollocks, I don't even want him as a friend anymore. He sucks me dry and then waits till I've put all the pieces back together to swoop in and shit all over it again. And then disapears. Well Disapear you cunt.... I don't need you, or want you.
And if we meet again, which I know we will, it's gonna be your turn to cry. and I'll become your HER! And you'll become nothing.