Jelousy isn't one of my better faults
(journal i wanted to write last night but was too tired to think straight)
Does any one know how to comunicate with someone well? can anyone teach me how to speak my mind and not be embarassed about what i have to say? I seem to never be able to say what I want, and when i do i get embarassed and change my mind and say i didnt mean it.
I feel like i am second best, like when ever i met people i am always "their friend"..."i would like you to met my friends this is jimmi, bobby, rachael, josh, and their friend" and i wish that i was the one who knew people, who people were close to. I always joke about not having any friends, but there is something behind the fact that i call the same like 4 people whenever i am free.
I wish i didnt have a happy face
I am ready to go to college, i am already starting to pack, as if that will make it some sooner
Does any one know how to comunicate with someone well? can anyone teach me how to speak my mind and not be embarassed about what i have to say? I seem to never be able to say what I want, and when i do i get embarassed and change my mind and say i didnt mean it.
I feel like i am second best, like when ever i met people i am always "their friend"..."i would like you to met my friends this is jimmi, bobby, rachael, josh, and their friend" and i wish that i was the one who knew people, who people were close to. I always joke about not having any friends, but there is something behind the fact that i call the same like 4 people whenever i am free.
I wish i didnt have a happy face
I am ready to go to college, i am already starting to pack, as if that will make it some sooner