Intersting

[vanityincarnate]

So I was reading a journal of a friend from middle school, and it was a list of "confessions" about her life and what she was feeling, so I'm going to try it to see if I like it
*i confess that i dont talk to people as much as i should. I think that i feel unimportant and that no one wants to hear me talk so why bother?
*i confess that i feel like i am changing, growing into a new person who is less fun and more moody and much easier to upset.
*i confess that i hate it, but yet at the same time i feel like im maturing and that it will all even out in the end
*i confess im not entirly sure this recent change isnt due to like PMS or stress or something
*i confess that i jump into things without thinking and then hate it but do nothing about it
*i confess resenting the fact that im not in college yet and not only that but i work a lot and i dont like it anymore
*i confess deelpy resenting and even begining to dislike everything and everyone that represents to me that im still here and i still have to be here
*i confess picking unnecessary fights because i wont talk about what is really wrong
*i confess not really hating any of the above qualities about myself
*i confess feeling hypocrytical at times
*i confess a sort of desire to be slapped in the face and yelled at, because i know i need it but also know that i will probably hate the person who does it

hum, that actually really helped....weird