wow in another bad mood
yea u kno how yesterday i mentioned that steve came back from AZ, well he came back to school today. yea nd u kno how i was wondering if he got me sumthing or not...well he did. and u wanna kno wat it is...its a keychain that has a feather and a heart shape binding thingy with lil red white and black beads. well when sumone breaks up with you and then goes an gives you a gift like that whats the first thing that comes to mind..they wanna go back out right.. thats wat i thought but no he said that he was just being nice. so yea nick was the one who convinced me that he still wanted to go out with me and that he still loves me and so i sat through the entire physics class pondering that. well i got so sick of thinking about it that i just ended up writing an ote to him. in it i asked him if he really did wanna go back out with me. well i gave hin the note and then he ignored me at lunch. that m ade me even more upset. so then i asked marcus to ask him sum stuff for me. well marcus came to history and gave me the scoop. he said that steve was only being nice with the gift and that he didnt wanna go back out with me becuz he was afraid that i would cheat on him with dwayne. well first of all, i havent talked to dwayne in awhile. i decided to stop talking to him and seeing him when steve and i got back together. i was so happy when we got back together that i didnt wanna jeopardize our relationship. but apparently steve doesnt trust me so w/e. i talked to him after school cuz he had to come to tutoring cuz of mrs brush he had to ake up a test from when he was absent. well i talked to him and all the time i talked to him he barely said ne thing. so yea that was y my day was so bad. all day ive just wanted to cry and i forced myself not to becuz i was at school but let me tell you when i get home i already told poof that im gunna go in our room and ball my eyes out for like an hour. but yea im at the library now and my times prolly almost up and i have to go look for sum books and a movie for matt so i shall update later.
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