im in shock
hey everyone wassup...special shout out to all my scitech jv softball girls. yea im sry that i havent updated in a long time but ive been very busy. im on the softball team. im catcher and one of the captains at the moment. yea the team has had three games. the first one, we lost 15-0 vs belchertown. the second, we lost 6-21 vs monson. the third game we WON 17-15. it was a close call but we still won. we were up 11-0 for the first three innings and the it was down hill from there but we kept our game and ended up winning. so thats the reason ive been so busy, i wake up go to school go to practice or a game and come home do hw and eat if i remember and then i go to bed and start the whole thing all over again. but yea ive been really dperessed lately and i guess its a good thing that i keep busy becuz steve found new girl. and im sure hes gunna go out with her if hes not already. yea he came to the softball game today but not for me for the new girl which im not naming n e names. its really hard for me to see him with a new girl in his life already but i guess hes moved on so im gunna try to do the same. its so hard to see them together. i wanna cry everytime i see them. also when sumone tells you that they wanna be friends after they break up and then turns around and doesnt talk to you at all whats thaty gotta say. idk but me and julie feelt he same way about ex bfs right now. i love u julie and our lil chat in intro to law today really helped me but then the game and him being there for her really messed me up again. but yea im gunna try my hardest to move on cuz i def kno that its over now. i wish it wasnt cuz i miss him so much and still love him with all my heart. i guess ill just make the best of it and i guess the next time i see him ill tell him i kno about him adn the new girl and i guess ill wish him luck in his new relationship if it comes to that. but i should go now cuz now that i got the internet to work, im gunna go on aim!!!!