I think that thiss all depends not on his sobriety. Sobriety itself is quite a usual thing/ Well, I don't drink alkohol at all. I stopped drinking two months ago (on Ville's birthday btw), when I realised that my trying to escape my grieve with the help of boose is not a good idea and my health started to give up... so what? I can't say that I'm suffering from it. But I still have a terrible depression. .. of being alone. When nobody's waiting for you at home (I don't take into accaunt my son, cause I'm talking about a bit different things now). When there's noone who takes care of you and you take care in return. When there's nobody to lay your head on one's kneels and feel comfort and safetiness. This is what my depression from. But with my life experience it's so hard to start to trust in peaople again even if I know in my mind that it's silly and all people are different and each relationship is different. I think Ville needs in support of one special person even more than any of us because he's got soooo heavy responcibility and so deep and wide spirit. It's hard to wipe his own rubish beneath the carpet, If you understand what I mean....
i know what you mean and i think your right. ville needs to know that somone cares about him and is there for him. sure his family is there and the bands and his friends and us but sometimes that's just not enough. so i agree with you.
Yeah, I guess their really is no replacement for honest, true and deep intimacy and passion in life and lets face it, that seems to be what he is missing now. I still think it will happen for him though. I have not given up on LOVE finding Mr. Valo!
There's so much love in his so many hearts, and it feels like he's desperately in need of sharing it with someone. I also think what he really needs now is someone to complete his life and to share it with, his dreams, his good tastes, all of his love, the beauty of his mind, heart and soul, his pain, his fears; a partner who will take care of him and let him take care of her, and will be always beside him, which he can always count on, and will make him always feel safe, and will care about him and love him until the end, unconditionally; in joy and sorrow. Hopefully, someday he'll find his soul mate, and I wish it's gonna happen soon. He just has to wait a bit more; it's a hard sad wait, and sometimes the only thing that seems to make some sense is to give up, but true love waits in haunted attics, as Mr. Yorke said; well, Ville hasn't met his true love yet, but, in a way, probably he already knows that the special someone who was made just only for him is somewhere out there, just waiting for the magic moment to be found by him. Someday he's gonna make someone very happy.
IMO you're perfectly right. And I know what you're talking about .. no one waiting for you at home. I know that feeling too, feeling all alone and lonely.
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