so my weekend wasn't too bad. didn't fight with my father, which was fantastic. didn't really fight with my mother, although she was a dick to me most of the weekend about the hair [on my head, facial hair, and body hair]. i didn't have to spend time around people i didn't like, so that was cool. louis bought me new pants and my period ended. ( Read more... )

my wrist has been bothering me for the past few days. i've been refusing to acknowledge it because, as we've seen, i have a seriously irrational fear of losing the use of my right hand. i'm typing with the left only now and jesus this is taking forever. but yea ( Read more... )

i have a headache and my heart hurts. why ( Read more... )

tracie feels like shit today.
went to the doctor. he doesn't know what's wrong with the hand, shock.
good news: arthritis or carpal tunnel would be in the joints. i have muscular hand pain.
it hurts now, but i'm 90% sure that's in my mind. i make up pain if i think about it long enough.

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so not even five minutes ago i slid out of my chair and sat on the floor in the middle of the floor. and i felt tears coming. i had no idea why, and i just sat there crying for like a minute and a half, confused out of my mind ( Read more... )