to know that you'll always be around
update, anyone? =)
i'm thinking really hard right now, and i could go to my paper journal with these thoughts, but, to be honest, my hand is acting up again. i'm tryign to pace myself as far as writing in that thing goes. i definitely need to see a doctor soon about that thing.
it's raining, right now. i probably shouldn't be surprised, as this is berkeley, well-known for it's dampness. but there's flash-flood warnings going around, and it's really fucking cold. it was not this cold, or this wet, last year. yuki had the window open half the time! but that was mostly due to smell, lol. but in Southern California, it's fucking storming. and that does worry me. billy sent me pics of the ice floating along the water in the streets, and darbrielle was calling me about tornado warnings and shit.. i've lived in long beach my whole life, up until one year ago. it never rains that much. it snowed in santa cruz, for christ's sake! why am i ranting about the weather to people who mostly don't realize the significance of huge storms in Los Angeles? i don't know. i'm worried. for louis, for mama, for liam and cami and darby and john and brandon and nique. for niki and for my father. and grandma.
i got into my Gender and Women's Studies Composition class, thank God. i was short on units and if i didn't get into the class i would have been shit out of luck. the only reason i got in was because the professor likes me. that's not a conceited assumption, it's an observation. yay for making good impressions? i'm really excited about that class. there are a lot of cool people in there, and we'll be doing a lot of cool stuff. plus, i'm intending on being a GWS major. yay!
i was totally hesitant about the whole thing. when i came to cal, i actually didn't want to take any GWS classes because it would just be too... stereotypical and predictable of me. plus, how would i make money from that degree? [lol, i so don't think like this anymore] but after doing a lot of soul searching and contemplation and finally research, i want to be a GWS major. for some reason, i was really inspired by this comment from red about creating a cunt merchandise store, and i really can't get it out of my mind. i know that it's insane, but honestly: would it even be me if it weren't? exactly. so yes. that's what i want to do.
as for my GWS 10 class [intro to Gender and Women's Studies], i'm very very excited about it! so desiree from the vagina monologues is in that class. caitlyn, who is another femsex fac, is in there as well. ashley, the angry bisexual biracial girl i had a crush on early 2007, is also in that class. sarah, one of monet's partners, is also in that class. and angelina, my graduate student instructor from last semester's Ethnic Studies Fiasco, is my gsi for this class. between the vagina monologues and femsex, i know a lot of womyn, lmao. this will be fun. not to mention, we were watching clips of Alix Olsen performing on the first day of class. that's pretty much the best sign ever. ♥
the other night, darbrielle and i pinky swore that we would do a road trip across america this summer. this should be... interesting, lmao. we should learn how to drive first. it's not just she and i, we're going to invite others, but well if those other people fall through, she and i are still doing this.
pamela and i have plans to get tattoos and have cake today. but i'm trying to be wiser with my money. maybe i won't. >.>
i'm thinking really hard right now, and i could go to my paper journal with these thoughts, but, to be honest, my hand is acting up again. i'm tryign to pace myself as far as writing in that thing goes. i definitely need to see a doctor soon about that thing.
it's raining, right now. i probably shouldn't be surprised, as this is berkeley, well-known for it's dampness. but there's flash-flood warnings going around, and it's really fucking cold. it was not this cold, or this wet, last year. yuki had the window open half the time! but that was mostly due to smell, lol. but in Southern California, it's fucking storming. and that does worry me. billy sent me pics of the ice floating along the water in the streets, and darbrielle was calling me about tornado warnings and shit.. i've lived in long beach my whole life, up until one year ago. it never rains that much. it snowed in santa cruz, for christ's sake! why am i ranting about the weather to people who mostly don't realize the significance of huge storms in Los Angeles? i don't know. i'm worried. for louis, for mama, for liam and cami and darby and john and brandon and nique. for niki and for my father. and grandma.
i got into my Gender and Women's Studies Composition class, thank God. i was short on units and if i didn't get into the class i would have been shit out of luck. the only reason i got in was because the professor likes me. that's not a conceited assumption, it's an observation. yay for making good impressions? i'm really excited about that class. there are a lot of cool people in there, and we'll be doing a lot of cool stuff. plus, i'm intending on being a GWS major. yay!
i was totally hesitant about the whole thing. when i came to cal, i actually didn't want to take any GWS classes because it would just be too... stereotypical and predictable of me. plus, how would i make money from that degree? [lol, i so don't think like this anymore] but after doing a lot of soul searching and contemplation and finally research, i want to be a GWS major. for some reason, i was really inspired by this comment from red about creating a cunt merchandise store, and i really can't get it out of my mind. i know that it's insane, but honestly: would it even be me if it weren't? exactly. so yes. that's what i want to do.
as for my GWS 10 class [intro to Gender and Women's Studies], i'm very very excited about it! so desiree from the vagina monologues is in that class. caitlyn, who is another femsex fac, is in there as well. ashley, the angry bisexual biracial girl i had a crush on early 2007, is also in that class. sarah, one of monet's partners, is also in that class. and angelina, my graduate student instructor from last semester's Ethnic Studies Fiasco, is my gsi for this class. between the vagina monologues and femsex, i know a lot of womyn, lmao. this will be fun. not to mention, we were watching clips of Alix Olsen performing on the first day of class. that's pretty much the best sign ever. ♥
the other night, darbrielle and i pinky swore that we would do a road trip across america this summer. this should be... interesting, lmao. we should learn how to drive first. it's not just she and i, we're going to invite others, but well if those other people fall through, she and i are still doing this.
pamela and i have plans to get tattoos and have cake today. but i'm trying to be wiser with my money. maybe i won't. >.>