-_- Livejournal
Just sucks you right back in. *sighs* Basically asking myself questions.
Anyone know how it is to be terrified to lose someone? Like, you wouldn't know who you would become without them? That's how I feel these days. With everything that's been going on I just feel...scared. I feel like I found something I'm only going to find once in this life and I'm afraid I'm going to lose it. Her. I'm afraid I'm going to lose her. It's like I've found half of my soul. Half of my heart. Things I hadn't been aware of until I met her that I was even missing. Everything just feels so complete when she is around. Like everything we do together is pretty normal stuff but, It's like I've never done it before. Like I'm experiencing everything for the first time because I'm where I'm supposed to be. It's pretty crazy to me honestly. How does someone just become this central point of importance in your life? And just how quickly it happened blows my mind. Ugh all I feel like doing is ranting like crazy to anyone who will listen. My journal will have to suffice for the moment. And thus ends this rambling.