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Dear Heart,
Stop it. Just STOP IT.
Yeah, he's a nice guy. He's sweet, and he's probably the coolest guy I've gotten the pleasure of knowing in a while. But I barely know him. All the time we've talked is not enough for me to actually feel this way about him.
And it just wouldn't work. This cannot work. There is no way anything good can come from this. Because, even if things were different...I doubt he'd be interested in me, anyway.
Why do you have to do this, huh? It's just going to end up being painful, like it always is.
How many times do you have to break...before I throw you out completely? Because if this keeps happening, you'll be so broken that I can't use you anymore.
And I...I don't want that to happen.
Let's just put this to rest, and not think about this anymore.
...
You're going to make this difficult, aren't you?
Grrr....when are you going to get that I don't want to feel this way? Not with everything else going on! Why do you have to do this to me?
Why does this have to keep happening?
Stop it. Just STOP IT.
Yeah, he's a nice guy. He's sweet, and he's probably the coolest guy I've gotten the pleasure of knowing in a while. But I barely know him. All the time we've talked is not enough for me to actually feel this way about him.
And it just wouldn't work. This cannot work. There is no way anything good can come from this. Because, even if things were different...I doubt he'd be interested in me, anyway.
Why do you have to do this, huh? It's just going to end up being painful, like it always is.
How many times do you have to break...before I throw you out completely? Because if this keeps happening, you'll be so broken that I can't use you anymore.
And I...I don't want that to happen.
Let's just put this to rest, and not think about this anymore.
...
You're going to make this difficult, aren't you?
Grrr....when are you going to get that I don't want to feel this way? Not with everything else going on! Why do you have to do this to me?
Why does this have to keep happening?