[Fic] You’re Not Alone
Title: You’re Not Alone
Author: urufu
Pairing: Chinen Yuri x Kawashima Umika
Genre: Romance, Comfort
Rating: NC-17
Warning: SMUT!! Please, don’t read this if you’re offended by this kind of fic. I’ve warned you!! >,<
Notes: I FINALLY MANAGED TO FINISH THIS~! This is my first attempt at smut. Really, I’m not used in writing fic like this, but I decided to CHALLENGE myself.
Umika’s phone was ringing, signing someone was calling her.
“Hello?”
“Umika!”
“Yuri!”
“Sorry, I left my phone on my house so I’m using Dai-chan’s right now…”
“Oh, I see. That’s why I didn’t know this number…”
“Why didn’t you come to school?”
“I was having a fever…”
“That’s bad!!”
“Don’t worry, Yuri. I’m kinda fine right now. It’s only dizzy a little…”
“I’ll come to your house at 7. I must do a photoshoot with JUMP after this so… will you wait for me?”
“Is it okay? You’ll be very tired then. You know you don’t have to come…”
“I know. But I miss you…”
“Aww… I miss you too, Yuri…”
“Hehe… And tomorrow we’ll have a chemistry test!”
“Eeeh?? No way!!”
“I know, right? Sensei gave us some notes for the test tomorrow. You won’t be able to do it if you don’t read those notes…”
“W-What should I do…?”
“That’s why I’ll come to your house…”
“Oh… You’re right…”
“I’ll give it to you later. So… wait for me?”
“Okie. I’ll wait for you, Yuri-babe~”
“Stop calling me that~!”
“Hehe~ Bye!”
“Bye~! Get well soon!”
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It was already 8.19 PM. Chinen hadn’t come yet. It was rainy outside, and it made Umika worry. What if he was trapped in the rain? What if something bad happened to him? Those bad perceptions filled Umika’s mind right then.
Finally, someone rang her door bell. Umika rushed to her door immediately.
“Yuri!” she let the boy in. “Are you okay? You’re soaked!”
“I-I’m okay…” Chinen answered as he was trembling. “Sorry I’m late… The photoshoot took longer than I expected because of Yuto’s bugs and Ryutaro’s hamster… The rain poured suddenly when I was in the train a-and there was no taxi in the station. I didn’t want you to wait so I run to your house…”
“It’s quite far from the station to my house! You should have just called me so I could call a taxi for you!”
“I didn’t bring my phone, remember?”
“Oh…”
“I’m sorry to make you wait longer, Umika…”
“Hey, at least you’re already here! I was really really worried if something happened to you!”
Umika dragged her boyfriend to the bathroom and then gave him a towel.
“Wait here, okay? I’ll get dry clothes for you,” Umika went to her parent’s room to take some of her dad’s t-shirt and pants.
But then when she came back to the bathroom, she saw an interesting scene in front of her. Chinen was drying his hair with a towel, with his boxer shorts only. She could see water dropping from his hair, flowing slowly on his smooth skin, his beautiful abs, his strong legs…
Umika realized what she was just thinking and then blushed heavily.
“I-I’m sorry!” she left the dry clothes and then got out from the bathroom immediately after she had taken his wet clothes, leaving a confused Chinen.
After putting his clothes into the dryer, Umika run to her bedroom upstairs and tried to calm herself. Really, that was embarrassing to think about her boyfriend in that way.
“Umika?” Chinen peeked through her door. “What’s wrong?”
“N-Nothing!” she blushed again, afraid that Chinen would know what she was thinking.
He entered her room and then sat beside her on the bed.
“As expected, you still have a fever. Your face is so red,” Chinen placed his forehead on hers while holding her cheek with his hand.
“N-No no, I’m fine! Don’t worry!”
“You should rest more. If you can’t come to school tomorrow, I’ll tell sensei about that.”
“I’m fine, really…” she closed her eyes, still on the same position.
“Are you sure?”
“Uh-um…”
Chinen let her go.
“Um… Do the clothes fit you?”
“The t-shirt is fine, but these pants are too big for me…”
“That’s because they’re my dad’s~!” she laughed.
“Really?? Is this okay?”
“Yeah, he’s not home right now… My parents are visiting my grandma’s house in Chiba…”
“You’re with your younger sister?”
“She’s having a class trip…”
“Eh? You’re alone?”
“Uh-um…”
“But you’re sick!”
“I didn’t want to make them worry… Besides, I still could take care of myself alone, so it’s fine…”
Chinen smiled to his girlfriend. He was glad she was such an independent girl.
The rain outside changed into a storm. They could hear the branch hitting Umika’s window because of the strong wind. Thunders were roaring, making her shiver.
“Kyaaa!” she covered her ears when another loud thunder roared. “I-I hate thunders…”
Chinen wrapped his arms around her shivering body. “I’m here, don’t worry…”
“Thank you…” she snuggled to him, waiting for the storm to calm down.
They kept their position for a while until finally Umika spoke up.
“Yuri?”
“Yes?”
“When will you give me the chemistry notes?”
“Oh! I forgot!” he laughed when he remembered his first intention to come there. He took his book from his bag.
“Here are the notes. It’s not going to be easy if you read this alone, so I’ll teach you.”
“Is it that difficult?”
“Well, kinda. But it won’t be if you listen to me.”
“Okay then.”
Umika prepared her desk for both of them. But, after she had prepared for it, something happened. The lights in her house went off. Pats!
“Yabai!” they shouted in unison.
“I can’t study in the situation like this~” Umika whined.
“This can’t be helped, na~” Chinen pats her shoulder. “Maybe it’s because of the storm outside…”
Umika pouted but he couldn’t see it.
“Do you have a flashlight?”
“No… But I do have a candle,” she went to her drawer to take out the candle. But, because it was dark, on the middle way she was tripped by hitting her feet to her bed accidentally.
“Ouch!”
“Umika, are you okay?” Chinen sounded concerned.
“Yes, I’m okay… I think I just scratched my arm a little…”
Chinen approached his girlfriend to check her condition.
“Can you get up?”
“Yeah…” Chinen helped her to sit on her bed while holding her waist firmly.
“Okay, I give up.”
“What?”
“You see, it’s dark. I can’t study like this. I’m not a genius like you who can memorize formulas easily with only one time reading.”
“Hey, don’t say something like that! I still can teach you even with only a candle!” Chinen opened her drawer to take out her candle. “Do you have a lighter?”
“In that drawer, too.”
He took out a lighter and then lit the candle with it. Finally there was a small light in Umika’s room.
“No, I can’t. It’s still too dark…”
“Fine…” Chinen sighed to himself. “Just read the notes whenever you can. I’ve read them in the dressing room so it’s okay to give them for you now.”
“Thank you… Yuri, I’m sorry…”
“Hey, it’s okay,” he smoothed her hair. Umika smiled by her boyfriend’s act.
“Have you eaten?”
“Yeah, at station I bought some onigiri. You?”
“Just before you came here.”
“Oh…”
And then they were silent, as they were sitting on Umika’s bedside. Roars of rain and thunders could be heard from outside of her window.
“What time is it? Maybe I should go home now.”
“In this weather? But… It’s still stormy outside… Maybe you can stay for a night?”
“Can I?”
“I don’t want you to get sick tomorrow…”
Chinen thought for a while.
“Um… Okay… Where should I stay?”
“There is a guest room downstairs… And my sister’s beside my room…”
“Oh, then can I stay in your sister’s room?”
“Yes, please. Just don’t… get far from me…”
Chinen stood up from her bed and walked to the door. But, when he turned around, he could see her expression that was screaming ‘don’t leave me’.
“Umika?”
“Um… Could you… s-stay here for tonight? I-I mean… it’s not like what you’re thinking, but… I just-- Kyaaa!!“ another thunder roared loudly. “P-Please?”
He walked back to her bed and then sat beside her. “If you insist, then I can’t refuse it.”
“H-Hey! I didn’t force you!” she pouted.
“I know, I know,” he laughed. “So, where should I sleep? Do you have a sofa or something?”
“You can sleep with me here,” she said as she patted her bed, but then blushed when she saw Chinen’s expression. “N-No! I didn’t mean like that!”
“You mean… sleep on your bed with you?”
“If you don’t mind…”
“If YOU don’t mind, then…” Umika didn’t know that his heart was thumping hard right then.
Chinen sent a short message to his mother, saying that he would spend a night in his friend’s house. Of course he didn’t say it was Umika’s.
She moved to another side so Chinen could lie down beside her. He covered their body with her blanket so the cold air wouldn’t disturb them from sleeping.
“Good night, Umika.”
“Good night.”
He turned to another side, back facing her, and throwing all his weird thoughts and slowly drifted to sleep.
But then he heard a faint sobbing on the other side.
“Umika?” he immediately turned around to see her condition. She cried silently while hugging herself.
“Hey, what’s wrong??” he tried to calm her by embracing her trembling body.
“I-I’m reminded by my past memories…” she cried on his chest. “Long time ago when I was a child, my family was having a trip to my uncle’s house. There was a forest near his house and we decided to have a tour in there. But then I was lost from my family. After a moment it was raining hard, even it changed into storm. I didn’t bring an umbrella. I was alone… I was very scared… There were thunders roaring above me… I had screamed, calling my family but nobody heard me… I never felt scared like that moment in my life before… I thought I was going to die…”
“And then… what happened? Who rescued you right then?” he asked as he was caressing her hair lovingly.
“Thankfully a hunter found me and then called my uncle. I was saved, but… I don’t know, until now I can’t forget it… The fear is still there… Everytime I hear a thunder, I will feel very scared… I-I don’t want to be alone!”
“Sssh, I’m here… You’re not alone anymore…”
Umika was finally calmed in his embrace. The sound of thunder once again boomed from above, making her pushed herself even closer to him.
They were very close, almost no space between them. Somehow their position made Chinen uncomfortable with her hips touching his lower part of his body. Not that he didn’t like it. Honestly, he loved it. But, he knew he shouldn’t think in that way. He tried to move away from her body, but it only made her hips brushed against his more.
Umika stirred slightly from her sleep, awakened by Chinen’s movement.
“A-ah, sorry Umika…”
He tried to calm himself by inhaled deeply, but only to get a whiff of her sweet vanilla scent that gave him even wilder thoughts.
She looked up, noticing the sudden change in Chinen's expression.
“Yuri?”
The small light from a candle reflected on his dark eyes, saying something she didn’t quite understand.
He caressed her cheek softly and leaned in for a kiss. It was just a simple kiss, but it was enough to make his mind go crazy.
The simple kiss slowly turned into the passionate one. He rose slightly so right then he was on the top. Umika wrapped her arms around his torso, shyly drown into his warm embrace. She gasped when she felt his tongue licked her bottom lip, making it entered her warm cavern. She hugged him more, enjoying the new sensation he was giving to her.
After minutes of making out, Chinen pulled away to see her expression. Even though there was only a small light in that room, he could see her face was cherry red by his kisses.
“Umika… I… never felt like this in my life before…”
“Me too… I felt very eased when you kissed me before… Somehow I began to understand that I was not alone anymore…”
He leaned in, eyes to eyes with her.
“M-May we…?”
She smiled, leaned closer enough to peck him on the lips.
“Please… Make me feel secure… Make me feel safe with you, Yuri…”
With her permission, he smiled back and kissed her once again. Umika pulled him closer so their bodies were touching.
As they were kissing, Chinen’s hands managed to find their way underneath her pajama top. Umika moaned softly when she felt his hands caressed her smooth skin. She found his hem of t-shirt, pulling it over the guy’s head so he was topless.
She was admiring his beautiful toned abs. Tracing an imaginary line across his skin, she made him shiver by her touch.
Not wanting to be lost by her excitement, he too began to unbutton her pajama top. He tossed her pajama to the side as he was leaning to her neck. Umika mewled sensually as she felt Chinen nibbling at her skin. As he was nibbling at her neck, Chinen reached to her covered breasts, experimentally but tenderly squeezed the right one. He could hear more of her moans on his ears, so he thought she liked it and decided to move to the next step. He tried to unclasp her pink bra but failed miserably. He tried once again, groaning in anticipation, making her giggled. Finally he did it and threw her bra away. By then his eyes widened on the sight of her precious possession. They were beyond his imagination, more than what he had looked at her sexy photos on magazines and photobooks.
Realizing that he was staring, Umika blushed and tried to cover herself, but Chinen prevented her to do so. He instead put her hands on her side, and then moved his mouth to her pink nipple, nibbling and sucking at it gently. He let her hands go and started fondling her other breast with his hand, making her moan even more as she grabbed his head closer to her chest.
“A-ah… That feels so g-good…”
Her sensual voice made his erection throbbed even more. Hurriedly, he moved his hands to the hem of her pajama bottom, slided it so she was left with only her panty, which was matched with her previous bra. She too slided his black pants below easily because it was too big for him, and left him with his dark blue boxer shorts.
She looked at the bulged part on his boxer, and blushed at the sight. It was quite big despite of his body size. He guided her hand slowly to his covered erection. Understand, she started to rub his erection, uncertainly at first, but when she heard his moans she grew confident and even inserted her hand to his boxer to rub it directly. Chinen gasped, surprised by her straightforwardness but at the same time enjoyed her delicate touch. Not wanting her to do all the job, he reached underneath her panty and started rubbing at her clit. She moaned in surprise, a bit embarrassed since it was the first time a guy touched her like that. But seeing his expression, his serious lustful expression through a small light in that room, making her even wanted to feel more. She slided his only garment on his body, showing his throbbing erection to her eyes.
Umika gasped, suddenly felt afraid by his size that she thought wouldn’t fit in her. Chinen saw her worried expression and smirked. He knew she would be surprised by that. Instead, he pressed his penis to her panty, gently rubbing it with her covered vagina. She moaned loudly, obviously new with the sensation running through her body.
“Yuri, pl-- ah! P-Please… I want m-more…”
Her voice was like a command to him, and he began to pull down her panty. There it was, the most intimate part on her body. Not that he hadn’t ever seen that kind of thing, since he ever had spotted some of his friends watching porns. But that was Umika, the girl he loved the most. She was like an angel in the dim light, much more beautiful than all the girls he had seen.
“You’re beautiful, Umika… Very beautiful…”
Umika blushed, delighted by his compliment. She clung to his neck, pulling him into her kisses. Chinen wrapped his arms around her body, wanting her to feel more secure in his warmth.
Thunders were still roaring from above, making her shiver beneath him.
“D-Don’t leave me…”
“I will never leave you… Umika, I’ll always be here for you…” Chinen kissed her forehead lovingly. His sweet word managed to reassure her feeling.
He positioned himself so he was once again on her top. He held on her hips while she was wrapping her arms around his shoulders.
“Are you sure by this? Umika, if you change your mind we can stop here.”
“I believe in you, Yuri…”
Her soft and relaxed expression convinced him to go on. Chinen spread her legs and guided his erection to her virgin hole. He slowly pushed it through her tight walls, feeling an extreme pleasure started to engulf his cock.
“A-ah! Wait, w-wai-- AAH…!!” she gasped in pain when Chinen suddenly pushed all his length into her.
He panicked when he heard her sobbing on his shoulder.
“S-Sorry! Did I hurt you??” he tried to pull back but was prevented by Umika’s legs wrapping around his waist.
“Don’t… It’s just hurt a little because this was my first time…”
“I’m sorry… I forgot that virgins felt hurt in their first time…” Chinen hugged her tightly.
“It’s okay, but please move slowly at first… I need to adjust it…”
He obeyed her by pulling and pushing back slowly. She hissed a little, still feeling slight pain from each movement. But, as time passed she began to feel the pleasure he was giving. Chinen increased his speed when finally he heard the moans that escaped from her lips.
“Ooh Yuri-- ah! AH! That feels so good~ Aahhh yes right there!”
Her moans got louder and louder, even winning against the thunders from outside, as he was pushing his cock deeper and deeper.
“Aaah… Umika, a-almost there…” Chinen pumped more, demanding the orgasmic feeling he was searching for. He leaned to kiss her mouth, tongues wrestling is passion. She was close, he could feel it from the tightening of her walls.
“Hummph…! Mmmph mmph mmph…! MMMMPH…!!!!” she moaned against his mouth, reaching her climax before him. Chinen too couldn’t take it anymore as her walls squeezed his cock with no mercy, sending him over the edge.
“Umikaaa-- aaahhh!!!” he spurted his white fluid inside her as he let out a loud groan.
Chinen dropped his body to her side, not wanting to add more weight to her now weak frame. He pulled his softened cock from inside of her, and then immediately wrapped his arms around her still trembling body.
“Umika, are you okay?” he looked down to check her.
“I never feel better than this…” she sighed in contentment, smiling when he saw Chinen’s relieved expression. “I don’t feel scared anymore…”
“That’s good… I was scared I hurt you…”
“It was only on the beginning, but the rest was amazing! Was it your first time too?”
“No, I ever did it with Yama-chan and Yuto, so I’m a bit experienced…” he laughed when he saw her shocked look. “Just kidding~! Of course it was my first time too!”
Umika punched his arm lightly as he was laughing more.
“Hahaha… Maybe it was my instinct? I never did it before but I felt like knowing where I wanted to go.”
“Oh well, I’m relieved I’m your first time…” she snuggled closer to his chest. He snuggled back, caressing her smooth vanilla-scented hair.
“I can’t believe spending a night in your place will return like this…”
“Do you regret it?”
“Are you kidding me? If my first time was with an angel like this, of course I have no regret.”
She punched him again, now on his chest. “Silly.”
“I didn’t joke, you know that.”
She snorted, receiving a chuckle from her lover.
“Are you still afraid?”
“No… Thanks to you, I feel calmer now…”
“That’s good…”
Chinen began to feel sleepy by seconds, exhausted from their previous activity.
“Thank you...” she mumbled in her sleep. “Love you choo muchie, Yuri-babe~”
“Don’t call me that~” he poked her head playfully. “And I labb you choo muchie too~”
The storm outside slowly changed into calmer rain, as thunders couldn’t be heard anymore. Chinen closed his eyes, beginning to fall in dream land with Umika and completely ignoring the chemistry test for the next day.
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I WILL NEVER DO SMUT ANYMORE IN MY LIFE
Seriously, this fic was the hardest thing to do!! I needed days to write this DX I wondered why I dared to make one… Oh my, I even laughed when I was writing some parts. *hides*
*embarrassed* *rolls on the floor*
I’M REALLY SORRY!!! I know this is not good. Lame. Cheap. Whatever you will say. But please, tell me something. Bad or good, I’ll accept it.
And for ryoma_nakamada , thanks for your help! I only used some words and ideas from you and your fic, because I realized your writing style is different and much better than me, so if I used your sentences then that would be weird for the parts XD
One more thing. Please, once again please, don’t judge me from this fic. I told you before that I challenged myself to do this. This is not the real me, orz.