Dreamland
I had two dreams last night. The first was a bad dream. I was at a party and kept trying to slip away unnoticed, but no matter what I tried I kept getting caught. For some reason it was important that no one see me leaving. I never succeeded in getting away from the party that I remember.
The second dream may or may not have been a continuation of the first dream. It was a suicide dream, my third or fourth one. I don't remember much of the details. There was something about me having to go to the store to buy a bottle of vodka (I think) and a soda. For some reason I was reluctant to go, but don't think I was opposed to going. How I got from there to the next part I don't remember. My mom was there and I was very upset, flinging dvds around and otherwise throwing a tantrum. I was also telling my mom that I didn't want to live anymore. I can't recall what I was saying exactly but the gist was I wanted my life to be over.
The second dream may or may not have been a continuation of the first dream. It was a suicide dream, my third or fourth one. I don't remember much of the details. There was something about me having to go to the store to buy a bottle of vodka (I think) and a soda. For some reason I was reluctant to go, but don't think I was opposed to going. How I got from there to the next part I don't remember. My mom was there and I was very upset, flinging dvds around and otherwise throwing a tantrum. I was also telling my mom that I didn't want to live anymore. I can't recall what I was saying exactly but the gist was I wanted my life to be over.