"Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see that I want and I'm needing everything that we should be. I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about, and she's got everything that I have to live without. Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's just so funny that I can't even see anyone when he's with me. He says he's so in love, finally got it ( Read more... )

Today, I got a new MacBook. It is possibly both the nicest, and the most expensive thing I HAVE EVER OWNED. (Caps by accident there, but somehow it fits lol ( Read more... )

WELL.

Today started in the early hours of the morning by me having a panic attack over impending results day, and ended with my mother throwing a plate of food at my father in the biggest row I've ever seen them have.

We are highly-strung in my family, it seems.

So it seems that, once again, I am incapable of keeping a diary, despite having a life that does in fact have enough happening in it that I could write in here every day, and that I seem to be perfectly capable of wasting my time pootling around doing not much, when there are actually a multitude of things I could be doing. Wow, big sentence much?

( So yeah, the last time I wrote anything on here was back in June, which seems so long ago Its actually scary... )