I'm not with stupid, I am Stupid!

[ureshii]

I've done some stupid things lately, and I hope people understand that I am truly sorry for them. I know I shouldn't act as I have been, and I would very much like not to. I simply ask for forgiveness, since that's all I can do

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[veggie_goddess]

so, a few weeks ago the bio seminar was this guy who's a photographer for the conservation department. and i think that would be a great job for you, kinda a mix of biology and photography. and since this guy is retiring soon [like, in the next couple months, i believe].... you could totally have this great job.

take care, dear. i'll be thinking of you

[niatinari]

-hug!-

But I do know the situation you're talking about, and you're not crazy. Our emotions and stress can do strange things to us...

Hang in there! You're be in my prayers.

[rachm_rn]

I'll be praying for you too. If you ever just need to talk, call me. You know what kind of hours I keep. And if it's a dire need to talk, I don't care what hour it is, call me.

[schmelf]

Socio-theological disagreements aside, I will most certainly keep you in my prayers. And while I doubt you're too messed up, have you considered seeing some sort of counselor? You could be suffering depression or something.

[rachm_rn]

I agree with Kyle. I'm worried about you. Don't be afraid to get help if you need to. Still praying for you.

[ureshii]

Oh, I've considered it. I know I suffer from depression bouts pretty regularly, and the stress I've had recently has taken my usual simply blah personality to outright "ahhh, I want to crawl into a hole and die!!" Hopefully once bosses realize I'm doing the best I can under the circumstances, and I can sleep a whole 6 or more (hopefully more) hours of sleep again, my mentality should restabilize. I at least had some good long talking to myself on the way to work this morning, so I think I made some progress.

[rachm_rn]

Good. You're sounding a little bit better. Like I said. Call me any time. Day, night, 2:30am, whenever. I don't promise to be in my room, and I don't promise to not kill you at a later date for 2:30am calls, but I do promise that if you catch me, I won't kill you at the time and I will listen. Hope things start/keep getting better.