I'm not with stupid, I am Stupid!

[ureshii]

I've done some stupid things lately, and I hope people understand that I am truly sorry for them. I know I shouldn't act as I have been, and I would very much like not to. I simply ask for forgiveness, since that's all I can do

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[schmelf]

Socio-theological disagreements aside, I will most certainly keep you in my prayers. And while I doubt you're too messed up, have you considered seeing some sort of counselor? You could be suffering depression or something.

[rachm_rn]

I agree with Kyle. I'm worried about you. Don't be afraid to get help if you need to. Still praying for you.

[ureshii]

Oh, I've considered it. I know I suffer from depression bouts pretty regularly, and the stress I've had recently has taken my usual simply blah personality to outright "ahhh, I want to crawl into a hole and die!!" Hopefully once bosses realize I'm doing the best I can under the circumstances, and I can sleep a whole 6 or more (hopefully more) hours of sleep again, my mentality should restabilize. I at least had some good long talking to myself on the way to work this morning, so I think I made some progress.

[rachm_rn]

Good. You're sounding a little bit better. Like I said. Call me any time. Day, night, 2:30am, whenever. I don't promise to be in my room, and I don't promise to not kill you at a later date for 2:30am calls, but I do promise that if you catch me, I won't kill you at the time and I will listen. Hope things start/keep getting better.

[ureshii]

lol, thanks. Sadly, I don't really need to rant or anything...just remind myself that things aren't as bad as I see them. Hopefully more sleep this weekend will help, since last night's full night of sleep (YAY!!!) helped a lot.