I'm not with stupid, I am Stupid!

Oct 15, 2005 18:01

I've done some stupid things lately, and I hope people understand that I am truly sorry for them. I know I shouldn't act as I have been, and I would very much like not to. I simply ask for forgiveness, since that's all I can do.

I don't know what's wrong with me right now. I can keep wracking my twisted brain with excuses, such as "it's b/c I haven't been to church in almost 4 months" or "I haven't been sleeping well," but I fear it'd be pointless. Something is seriously wrong with ME. One minute I am hateful, the next I'm sobbing, and struggling to stabilize. Why am I sobbing? I don't know. Is there anything really wrong? And then I hear the other voice in my head..."is anything really alright?" "Maybe you're just going crazy, and denying it!" It probably is a bad sign when you can honestly say your head has two voices, and it seems the worse of the two is winning.

All I ask, is that if you're a religious person, keep me in your prayers.
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