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Gaining trust chapter 10
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 10/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 -
black_fenrir
”Yeah, you heard me. I want to be with him alone, without you, without anyone else.” Aoi placed his hands to pants pockets, he tried to sound convincing. He wished Reita would understand and let him meet Uruha without Reita being around to watch every move he made.
“Why should I trust you that you won’t hurt him or try to fuck him?”
“I can’t make you trust me but I won’t hurt him. I promise.” He had feeling Reita wouldn’t let him meet Uruha alone. Every time he was talking to Uruha and Reita would appear he would get shooed away. If he knew where other lived he would have gone to his house long time ago to talk and seek the truth.
“Oh, sure, I should just trust you that you won’t do anything but be a nice guy. You don’t even know what he has gone through.” Reita examined Aoi’s body movements to see if he was hiding something.
Aoi was surprised and confused of what other had just said. “What do you mean?” There was something behind Uruha’s shyness.
“Not my place to tell you.” Reita said not really not wanting to tell more nor wasn’t his place to tell it. “Why do you even want to meet him? And why private?” He stared at Aoi trying to get everything out of him. Pulling his jacket bit better he leaned against the wall.
Slightly blushing Aoi held his head a little lower. The fact that he was blushing surprised him totally. He rarely blushed. “I, I want to talk with him. Only talk with him. So please, let me talk with him alone.”
Reita moved his gaze away from Aoi. ‘Why he suddenly sounds like I could trust his word?’ It annoyed him to be talking with Aoi. They didn’t never get along great, Reita had disliked Aoi ever since he got to know what he did and some of Aoi’s doing were and still are his friends. Word “Please” was heard again. It seemed that Aoi really wanted to get time alone with Uruha. “Hm, only in one condition. You will do whatever Uruha says. If he tells you to leave, you go and leave him alone. Understand?”
Nodding smile spread to Aoi’s lips. “Thank you. I will do as he says; you can trust me on this.” Offering his hand for agreement and promise. He saw how unsure Reita still was and how much he doubted Aoi. “Where I can meet him?”
Taking paper and pen out of my bag I wrote address. “Go to this address. He lives there but don’t you dare to do anything stupid.” Reita gave last warning before he walked away already regretting his decision to let Aoi and Uruha meet alone.
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Uruha was watching movie. One of those movies Reita had brought to him when door bell rang. Checking the clock Uruha noticed it couldn’t be Reita since it was still his working hours. Walking carefully to the door and opened it just enough for him to see who was behind the door. When he saw Aoi he felt amazed. How Aoi could be here, he didn’t know where he lived. Quickly checking how he looked he opened the door. “Hi.” Faint smile rose to his lips.
“Hi, can I come in?” Aoi asked.
Staring front of him for awhile before realizing he had to answer, Uruha moved away letting Aoi to come in. “How did you find where I live?” He had to know. Reita couldn’t be the one who gave Aoi his address. It was just too insane if that happened.
“It was Reita, believe it or not. You know I was surprise he did gave me your address.” Aoi walked around in the house, which wasn’t big. “Pretty small home you have.”
Scratching back of his head Uruha nodded saying. “Well, I done exactly can’t afford bigger one.” Closing out door Uruha followed Aoi to living room. He felt much safer in his own home where he could be more freely himself not fearing someone would jump behind the corner. “I ah, I want to ask something…” Getting Aoi’s eyes on him sudden urge want to hide rose up inside him. “What are you doing here?” Lowering his gaze that he didn’t wanted to face Aoi’s eyes.
Often Aoi was person who’d easily talked with everyone but this time he found himself hard to form any words. “I came to talk with you.” Sitting on the couch he turned to check the movie what was still running on background. “You like this stuff?” He pointed at the television.
Shaking head Uruha gave short laugh. “No, it’s Reita’s film.” Taking remote to his hand he turned the movie off. “You want something to drink? I don’t really have much.” As Aoi shook his head as no, he felt nervous. What could they talk and top of that why Aoi was even here?
“Uruha, come here.” Aoi said wanting to be close to other but Uruha wasn’t movong from his spot. “I won’t hurt you. I won’t even touch you if that’s what you want.” He was disappointed to find out other feared him. “Please.”
Slowly but surely Uruha sat down next to Aoi. Awkward silent fell for few minutes before Aoi opened his mouth. “Can I..kiss you?” Noticing how scared the person he wanted to impress looked, Aoi instantly regret his words. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that. Reita said something happened in your life.”
Blushing deep red Aoi’s words finally sink in. Nodding he whispered his approval for the kiss. It only made Aoi more confused. “Aoi, kiss.” were simple words Uruha could form. He felt embarrassed yet at the same time happy. Only down side in this whole situation was that he wasn’t sure what Aoi was after.
Slowly closing distant between them Aoi ghosted his lips against Uruha’s, it felt right. Just before he closed gap between them Aoi blushed feeling utterly happy. It amazed him how he hadn’t felt this way with anyone else. He had been with lots of people, more than he could count but never did they kissed.
Quickly pulling away Uruha’s face stayed red. It was amazing to feel Aoi close to him but he needed to know more before he was willing to go further. Telling what had happened in his past was also out of question; it wasn’t Aoi’s to know. At least not yet, only if he wanted to really be with him.
Grabbing Uruha from the jaw Aoi turned his head, wanting to see other’s expression and eyes. “Uruha.” Mouthing other’s name soft smile appeared to his lips. He couldn’t place the feeling he was currently overwhelmed by but he would love to get more of it. “How was it?” Aoi asked quietly.
If it was possible Uruha would have turned even redder and turned his face away again, not showing the happy smile to Aoi. But when Aoi asked him to say it to his face and look at him, Uruha had to turn and face Aoi. “I like it, a lot.” He knew he shouldn’t trust other yet but he couldn’t help but look at other with shining eyes. “Do it again?” Uruha couldn’t form any proper sentence even if wanted to.
Aoi chuckled. “As you wish.” Getting closer and closer till there was only small air space between them as Aoi’s phone started to ring. Pulling away, Aoi ran his hand through Uruha’s hair. “Sorry.” He took phone from his pocket checking who the caller was. Sighing annoyed he answered. “Hi, what is it?”
“Is that the way you greet your dear friend?” Saga said sarcastically. “Seriously, are you still thinking the blondie?”
Keeping his eyes on Uruha, Aoi answered. “Not so much.”
Being curious person Uruha moved little closer and whispered question. “Who is it?”
Aoi gave warning look to Uruha to stay away and lifting finger to his lip motioning him to stay quiet. “Yeah, yeah, I’m on my way.”
“You better be. We have much to catch up on. I need to show you couple of my friends.” Saga told excitedly. “Oh, wait you have met them before. Remember Byo and Manabu?”
“Oh, those assholes. Yeah, I remember them.” Aoi sounded rather bored than good to meet those two who bad mouthed him last time when they met.
“Don’t call them assholes. They get far more done than you in these past days.” Saga scolded Aoi. Not liking that his friend called his other friends by stupid names. “Now, drag your ass here.”
“Yes, yes, will do so.” Then he closed the phone line. “Uruha, I need to get going.” He would have loved to stay longer and cheer other up but he couldn’t give away that he really wasn’t gotten over this person which Saga liked to call blondie. “Don’t tell Reita what happened. He wouldn’t understand.” Seeing puzzled gaze in Uruha’s eyes, he added. “He told me to do whatever you wanted.”
“Then stay.”
It made Aoi smile but he couldn’t stay. Saga would call again and ask where he was. “No can do. I need to get going.” As he was stepping out of the door, he said. “Maybe we can meet again someday.” with that he left.
Watching after Aoi, Uruha felt amazing and he sure wanted to meet other again. Soon it hit him that he couldn’t take contact in any way. He leaned against the wall for a moment before sliding on the floor. Feeling sad, he mumbled to himself. “Why I didn’t asked his number…”
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Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 10/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 -
black_fenrir
”Yeah, you heard me. I want to be with him alone, without you, without anyone else.” Aoi placed his hands to pants pockets, he tried to sound convincing. He wished Reita would understand and let him meet Uruha without Reita being around to watch every move he made.
“Why should I trust you that you won’t hurt him or try to fuck him?”
“I can’t make you trust me but I won’t hurt him. I promise.” He had feeling Reita wouldn’t let him meet Uruha alone. Every time he was talking to Uruha and Reita would appear he would get shooed away. If he knew where other lived he would have gone to his house long time ago to talk and seek the truth.
“Oh, sure, I should just trust you that you won’t do anything but be a nice guy. You don’t even know what he has gone through.” Reita examined Aoi’s body movements to see if he was hiding something.
Aoi was surprised and confused of what other had just said. “What do you mean?” There was something behind Uruha’s shyness.
“Not my place to tell you.” Reita said not really not wanting to tell more nor wasn’t his place to tell it. “Why do you even want to meet him? And why private?” He stared at Aoi trying to get everything out of him. Pulling his jacket bit better he leaned against the wall.
Slightly blushing Aoi held his head a little lower. The fact that he was blushing surprised him totally. He rarely blushed. “I, I want to talk with him. Only talk with him. So please, let me talk with him alone.”
Reita moved his gaze away from Aoi. ‘Why he suddenly sounds like I could trust his word?’ It annoyed him to be talking with Aoi. They didn’t never get along great, Reita had disliked Aoi ever since he got to know what he did and some of Aoi’s doing were and still are his friends. Word “Please” was heard again. It seemed that Aoi really wanted to get time alone with Uruha. “Hm, only in one condition. You will do whatever Uruha says. If he tells you to leave, you go and leave him alone. Understand?”
Nodding smile spread to Aoi’s lips. “Thank you. I will do as he says; you can trust me on this.” Offering his hand for agreement and promise. He saw how unsure Reita still was and how much he doubted Aoi. “Where I can meet him?”
Taking paper and pen out of my bag I wrote address. “Go to this address. He lives there but don’t you dare to do anything stupid.” Reita gave last warning before he walked away already regretting his decision to let Aoi and Uruha meet alone.
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Uruha was watching movie. One of those movies Reita had brought to him when door bell rang. Checking the clock Uruha noticed it couldn’t be Reita since it was still his working hours. Walking carefully to the door and opened it just enough for him to see who was behind the door. When he saw Aoi he felt amazed. How Aoi could be here, he didn’t know where he lived. Quickly checking how he looked he opened the door. “Hi.” Faint smile rose to his lips.
“Hi, can I come in?” Aoi asked.
Staring front of him for awhile before realizing he had to answer, Uruha moved away letting Aoi to come in. “How did you find where I live?” He had to know. Reita couldn’t be the one who gave Aoi his address. It was just too insane if that happened.
“It was Reita, believe it or not. You know I was surprise he did gave me your address.” Aoi walked around in the house, which wasn’t big. “Pretty small home you have.”
Scratching back of his head Uruha nodded saying. “Well, I done exactly can’t afford bigger one.” Closing out door Uruha followed Aoi to living room. He felt much safer in his own home where he could be more freely himself not fearing someone would jump behind the corner. “I ah, I want to ask something…” Getting Aoi’s eyes on him sudden urge want to hide rose up inside him. “What are you doing here?” Lowering his gaze that he didn’t wanted to face Aoi’s eyes.
Often Aoi was person who’d easily talked with everyone but this time he found himself hard to form any words. “I came to talk with you.” Sitting on the couch he turned to check the movie what was still running on background. “You like this stuff?” He pointed at the television.
Shaking head Uruha gave short laugh. “No, it’s Reita’s film.” Taking remote to his hand he turned the movie off. “You want something to drink? I don’t really have much.” As Aoi shook his head as no, he felt nervous. What could they talk and top of that why Aoi was even here?
“Uruha, come here.” Aoi said wanting to be close to other but Uruha wasn’t movong from his spot. “I won’t hurt you. I won’t even touch you if that’s what you want.” He was disappointed to find out other feared him. “Please.”
Slowly but surely Uruha sat down next to Aoi. Awkward silent fell for few minutes before Aoi opened his mouth. “Can I..kiss you?” Noticing how scared the person he wanted to impress looked, Aoi instantly regret his words. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that. Reita said something happened in your life.”
Blushing deep red Aoi’s words finally sink in. Nodding he whispered his approval for the kiss. It only made Aoi more confused. “Aoi, kiss.” were simple words Uruha could form. He felt embarrassed yet at the same time happy. Only down side in this whole situation was that he wasn’t sure what Aoi was after.
Slowly closing distant between them Aoi ghosted his lips against Uruha’s, it felt right. Just before he closed gap between them Aoi blushed feeling utterly happy. It amazed him how he hadn’t felt this way with anyone else. He had been with lots of people, more than he could count but never did they kissed.
Quickly pulling away Uruha’s face stayed red. It was amazing to feel Aoi close to him but he needed to know more before he was willing to go further. Telling what had happened in his past was also out of question; it wasn’t Aoi’s to know. At least not yet, only if he wanted to really be with him.
Grabbing Uruha from the jaw Aoi turned his head, wanting to see other’s expression and eyes. “Uruha.” Mouthing other’s name soft smile appeared to his lips. He couldn’t place the feeling he was currently overwhelmed by but he would love to get more of it. “How was it?” Aoi asked quietly.
If it was possible Uruha would have turned even redder and turned his face away again, not showing the happy smile to Aoi. But when Aoi asked him to say it to his face and look at him, Uruha had to turn and face Aoi. “I like it, a lot.” He knew he shouldn’t trust other yet but he couldn’t help but look at other with shining eyes. “Do it again?” Uruha couldn’t form any proper sentence even if wanted to.
Aoi chuckled. “As you wish.” Getting closer and closer till there was only small air space between them as Aoi’s phone started to ring. Pulling away, Aoi ran his hand through Uruha’s hair. “Sorry.” He took phone from his pocket checking who the caller was. Sighing annoyed he answered. “Hi, what is it?”
“Is that the way you greet your dear friend?” Saga said sarcastically. “Seriously, are you still thinking the blondie?”
Keeping his eyes on Uruha, Aoi answered. “Not so much.”
Being curious person Uruha moved little closer and whispered question. “Who is it?”
Aoi gave warning look to Uruha to stay away and lifting finger to his lip motioning him to stay quiet. “Yeah, yeah, I’m on my way.”
“You better be. We have much to catch up on. I need to show you couple of my friends.” Saga told excitedly. “Oh, wait you have met them before. Remember Byo and Manabu?”
“Oh, those assholes. Yeah, I remember them.” Aoi sounded rather bored than good to meet those two who bad mouthed him last time when they met.
“Don’t call them assholes. They get far more done than you in these past days.” Saga scolded Aoi. Not liking that his friend called his other friends by stupid names. “Now, drag your ass here.”
“Yes, yes, will do so.” Then he closed the phone line. “Uruha, I need to get going.” He would have loved to stay longer and cheer other up but he couldn’t give away that he really wasn’t gotten over this person which Saga liked to call blondie. “Don’t tell Reita what happened. He wouldn’t understand.” Seeing puzzled gaze in Uruha’s eyes, he added. “He told me to do whatever you wanted.”
“Then stay.”
It made Aoi smile but he couldn’t stay. Saga would call again and ask where he was. “No can do. I need to get going.” As he was stepping out of the door, he said. “Maybe we can meet again someday.” with that he left.
Watching after Aoi, Uruha felt amazing and he sure wanted to meet other again. Soon it hit him that he couldn’t take contact in any way. He leaned against the wall for a moment before sliding on the floor. Feeling sad, he mumbled to himself. “Why I didn’t asked his number…”
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