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Gaining trust chapter 9
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 9/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 -
black_fenrir
Slapping Aoi’s head Saga shouted sounding very annoyed. “What the fuck happened?!”
Aoi only stood at his place watching Saga’s fuming. “I didn’t even get far. How you think I’m supposed to do anything when I didn’t even had chance to take it further?”
“You idiot! You could have went after him and be aggressive. Like you do all the time! I was even holding Reita back and would have held him back longer if I haven’t seen you just standing on your place as the blondie ran away.” Saga didn’t care to hear excuses he wanted to get real answer from other. “What’s even the blondie’s name?”
“None of your business.” Aoi spat. Why was Saga annoyed about his business? “This shouldn’t be even your concern. Why do you even bother?! I can handle this on my own.”
“It has been my business ever since you didn’t come to three-way. Where for noticed you promised to come when we have chance we do it. These days you are like a zombie and don’t care to join me when you and I have a chance to go clubbing. We used to do it every week! Every single week!” Saga started to poke Aoi’s chest, not caring if it annoyed Aoi. He had something to point out for Aoi.
Did he really act like zombie these days? “I’m not acting like zombie!” Aoi shouted, he was now getting angry too. He had to agree that his mind was often occupied but he didn’t act like zombie. He still did things he usually would do.
“Oh yeah? When was the last fuck you had?” Saga lifted another eyebrow being curious to know Aoi’s answer but still though he knew when the last time was. “It was with me. Am I right?”
Aoi looked down, trying to think answer for the question but he could only come to the same conclusion which other already had said. “Yeah…” Voice was low and defeated. ‘Was it really that long from last time? Is Uruha really that big of obsession to me and why I feel sad when he ran away from my arms?’ Aoi’s mind was full of questions what were without answers. He couldn’t figure out answers but he knew he had to do something to make his mind to clear. Gasping out of pain when Saga turned his arm behind his back. “What the fuck man?”
With smug face Saga stated. “Just what I thought. Now, it is your time to be fucked.”
Aoi couldn’t do anything only admit his defeat. They had agreed long time ago when two of them started doing this that they could do it to each other when they wanted. They were standing outside of the building where Reita and Saga worked. Party was still going; it had only begun four hours ago. Pushing through people they made their way to upper floors where was less people. Saga pushed Aoi harshly against the wall, starting to undress other from his party clothes. One thing Aoi had made clear to everyone, he didn’t liked to be kissed on lips. Saga had tried many times but often gotten punched or kicked cause of it but eventually Saga gave up of it and never again tried to kiss Aoi on the lips. Other than that Aoi didn’t mind what people did to him while they were fucking. With most of people Aoi didn’t let them be on the top, he being the aggressive one than submissive one.
Saga placed his lips on Aoi’s cheek really close to lips. Little mischievous smile appeared. Slowly but surely Saga made sure Aoi’s mind was occupied with good feeling as he massaged clothed crotch area with his hand as he moved his lips closer and closer to Aoi’s own. He hated how other was all about that blondie and the fact that he couldn’t do anything about it to Aoi get over it. Reaching corner of his lips, Saga’s mind started to grin victoriously but got disappointed soon enough.
Aoi harshly pushed Saga off of him. “I told you!!” His voice was firm and full of hatred. “No one can do that. Not even you.” Narrowing his eyes he glared at his friend.
Knowing all too well that, Saga only gave quick shrug acting as if he didn’t care before attacked back to Aoi’s body. Sure, he wanted to know the reason why other had decided so but he never told it to anyone. He would find out someday. That would have to wait, now was time to make Aoi forget that stupid blondie, whatever his name was. “I will make you scream but you better be quiet if you don’t unwanted attention from people downstairs.” Saga smirked evilly. “I won’t make it easy for you; it is last thing on my mind, my whore.”
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At the cafeteria Reita and Uruha were spending time before Reita had to go work. They had drank couple drinks already, never really planning to go anywhere else expect stay at the cafeteria. Gathering courage Reita wanted to ask what happened last night. He had guessed right about Uruha and going on stage. There was no way he was going to leave Uruha’s side again in situations like that. “Um, Uru. What exactly happened yesterday?”
Not really catching what Reita meant. “What about yesterday?” Taking sip of his vanilla latte he kept his eyes on Reita, waiting for the answer.
Rubbing back of his neck Reita seemed to be uncomfortable with the subject and how he should present it to other. ‘Maybe it is best idea to be straight.’ “Last night after I had gone to the stage, I noticed you running away. You care to tell me what happened?”
“I uh…” Knowing all too well that Reita only meant well by asking this but he couldn’t tell he saw Aoi there. He still liked Aoi way too much but he was now far more afraid to approach him. What if he would try it again? He wasn’t ready to do such a things or get too close with anyone. Pushing his latte to more middle of the table, he suddenly didn’t felt like drinking it and placed his hands on his lap. “I uh…just went to panic and had to get out of there. Too much people.”
“Really?” Reita wasn’t really buying this story. It sounded more of half of the story rather than the whole story. “Uruha.” He said sternly wanting the real answer. “Tell me the truth.”
Uruha’s eyes widened. He didn’t expect Reita to say that because he always seemed to be okay with his answers. “Wh-what?”
“You heard me. The truth, Uruha, the truth.”
Biting his lip, Uruha lowered his head avoiding Reita’s gaze. “One guy came to talk to me and wrapped his arm around me. I…I am not ready...” Fingers were messing with the shirt, he felt nervous because of various reason. “I cannot take that kind of touches…, not yet.”
Taking deep breath Reita folded his arms. “I should have known not to leave you alone. At least not that far of the crowd. Was it Aoi?”
“Eh?” Uruha was surprised Reita mentioned his name. Maybe he needed to tell other what happen, maybe he would understand. But why he had mentioned Aoi’s name and not someone else’s? As Reita talked about how Aoi wasn’t supposed to be even able to come at the event and how bad company Aoi was and that he couldn’t understand how all the girls and some of the guys fell for him. “No, it wasn’t him. He had black hair but I can’t remember anything else.” Uruha said with small voice. Reita would just make sure he wouldn’t be able to talk with him never again. “I ah, got to go and get new drink. I don’t feel like drinking this anymore.” With that said Uruha stood up from the table and walked slowly steps to make a new order. Leaving Reita behind with his words to table to think for awhile.
When he was coming back with new warm drink in his hand, Aoi walked in with slightly limping. What happened to him? Uruha watched in horror how other looked injured. When their paths crossed Uruha made sure he looked to Reita like he was only checking Aoi’s walking. “Are you okay?” He whispered voice full of worry; he wanted to help other in some way.
Aoi only hmph’ed and said “Yeah, don’t worry. I’m fine.”
Uruha lifted his gaze but sadly Aoi didn’t even look at his way. He made his way back to table to Reita and continued talking about past events and what they would do later on. Keeping chatting quietly Uruha felt sad, like he had been rejected from the person he had asked out. After half an hour had past Aoi limped to front of their table and smacked his hands on the surface of the table. “Reita, I need to talk with you. ALONE.”
Glaring at Aoi, Reita wished he would be gone and would never come back. “I take Uruha home. Meet me at front of this cafeteria after an hour. Deal?”
“Deal.”
Uruha kept looking Aoi and Reita, not believing what they had agreed because to his mind it sounded like they were going to have a fight. Watching after Aoi as he walked away then turning to look at Reita in horror. “You are not going to fight?”
Not answering Reita stood up saying grumpily. “Let’s get you back home. Take the drink with you.” When they were making their way back to Uruha’s home it annoyed Reita how slowly other walked. “Uru, please. What’s up with you?”
“I want to know what you two are going to do. I don’t want any fights..”
Sighing Reita stated. “I wish so too but you never know what Aoi wants. But if he wants to fight, fight he is going to get.” Soon after that they arrived at the door of Uruha’s home. “Let’s talk later, ok?”
“Mm, yeah.” Uruha agreed quietly. He had always hated fighting and even more he hated fist fighting. Opening the door he stepped inside. “Promise me one thing. You won’t be the one who starts the fight.”
Nodding he agreed and made his way back to cafeteria. It hasn’t been an hour yet but he already made his way to front of it. Reita had feeling Aoi would still be there. And there he was standing front of cafeteria. “What you want?”
“There you are.” Aoi said sounding like it had been longer than hour. “I need to talk with you and you need to listen me.” Keeping eye contact with Reita he wanted to get answer out of other. After what happened to him last night he had been thinking. He knew his mind was one big mess but he had to start somewhere and try, hoping it would make it clearer.
Reita’s simple answer was “Shoot.” relieved of the fact Aoi didn’t seem to want to have fist fight with him.
“I need for you to give me a chance to be alone with Uruha.”
“What?!” Reita didn’t like where this was going. Aoi was no good news in his book.
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Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 9/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 -
black_fenrir
Slapping Aoi’s head Saga shouted sounding very annoyed. “What the fuck happened?!”
Aoi only stood at his place watching Saga’s fuming. “I didn’t even get far. How you think I’m supposed to do anything when I didn’t even had chance to take it further?”
“You idiot! You could have went after him and be aggressive. Like you do all the time! I was even holding Reita back and would have held him back longer if I haven’t seen you just standing on your place as the blondie ran away.” Saga didn’t care to hear excuses he wanted to get real answer from other. “What’s even the blondie’s name?”
“None of your business.” Aoi spat. Why was Saga annoyed about his business? “This shouldn’t be even your concern. Why do you even bother?! I can handle this on my own.”
“It has been my business ever since you didn’t come to three-way. Where for noticed you promised to come when we have chance we do it. These days you are like a zombie and don’t care to join me when you and I have a chance to go clubbing. We used to do it every week! Every single week!” Saga started to poke Aoi’s chest, not caring if it annoyed Aoi. He had something to point out for Aoi.
Did he really act like zombie these days? “I’m not acting like zombie!” Aoi shouted, he was now getting angry too. He had to agree that his mind was often occupied but he didn’t act like zombie. He still did things he usually would do.
“Oh yeah? When was the last fuck you had?” Saga lifted another eyebrow being curious to know Aoi’s answer but still though he knew when the last time was. “It was with me. Am I right?”
Aoi looked down, trying to think answer for the question but he could only come to the same conclusion which other already had said. “Yeah…” Voice was low and defeated. ‘Was it really that long from last time? Is Uruha really that big of obsession to me and why I feel sad when he ran away from my arms?’ Aoi’s mind was full of questions what were without answers. He couldn’t figure out answers but he knew he had to do something to make his mind to clear. Gasping out of pain when Saga turned his arm behind his back. “What the fuck man?”
With smug face Saga stated. “Just what I thought. Now, it is your time to be fucked.”
Aoi couldn’t do anything only admit his defeat. They had agreed long time ago when two of them started doing this that they could do it to each other when they wanted. They were standing outside of the building where Reita and Saga worked. Party was still going; it had only begun four hours ago. Pushing through people they made their way to upper floors where was less people. Saga pushed Aoi harshly against the wall, starting to undress other from his party clothes. One thing Aoi had made clear to everyone, he didn’t liked to be kissed on lips. Saga had tried many times but often gotten punched or kicked cause of it but eventually Saga gave up of it and never again tried to kiss Aoi on the lips. Other than that Aoi didn’t mind what people did to him while they were fucking. With most of people Aoi didn’t let them be on the top, he being the aggressive one than submissive one.
Saga placed his lips on Aoi’s cheek really close to lips. Little mischievous smile appeared. Slowly but surely Saga made sure Aoi’s mind was occupied with good feeling as he massaged clothed crotch area with his hand as he moved his lips closer and closer to Aoi’s own. He hated how other was all about that blondie and the fact that he couldn’t do anything about it to Aoi get over it. Reaching corner of his lips, Saga’s mind started to grin victoriously but got disappointed soon enough.
Aoi harshly pushed Saga off of him. “I told you!!” His voice was firm and full of hatred. “No one can do that. Not even you.” Narrowing his eyes he glared at his friend.
Knowing all too well that, Saga only gave quick shrug acting as if he didn’t care before attacked back to Aoi’s body. Sure, he wanted to know the reason why other had decided so but he never told it to anyone. He would find out someday. That would have to wait, now was time to make Aoi forget that stupid blondie, whatever his name was. “I will make you scream but you better be quiet if you don’t unwanted attention from people downstairs.” Saga smirked evilly. “I won’t make it easy for you; it is last thing on my mind, my whore.”
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At the cafeteria Reita and Uruha were spending time before Reita had to go work. They had drank couple drinks already, never really planning to go anywhere else expect stay at the cafeteria. Gathering courage Reita wanted to ask what happened last night. He had guessed right about Uruha and going on stage. There was no way he was going to leave Uruha’s side again in situations like that. “Um, Uru. What exactly happened yesterday?”
Not really catching what Reita meant. “What about yesterday?” Taking sip of his vanilla latte he kept his eyes on Reita, waiting for the answer.
Rubbing back of his neck Reita seemed to be uncomfortable with the subject and how he should present it to other. ‘Maybe it is best idea to be straight.’ “Last night after I had gone to the stage, I noticed you running away. You care to tell me what happened?”
“I uh…” Knowing all too well that Reita only meant well by asking this but he couldn’t tell he saw Aoi there. He still liked Aoi way too much but he was now far more afraid to approach him. What if he would try it again? He wasn’t ready to do such a things or get too close with anyone. Pushing his latte to more middle of the table, he suddenly didn’t felt like drinking it and placed his hands on his lap. “I uh…just went to panic and had to get out of there. Too much people.”
“Really?” Reita wasn’t really buying this story. It sounded more of half of the story rather than the whole story. “Uruha.” He said sternly wanting the real answer. “Tell me the truth.”
Uruha’s eyes widened. He didn’t expect Reita to say that because he always seemed to be okay with his answers. “Wh-what?”
“You heard me. The truth, Uruha, the truth.”
Biting his lip, Uruha lowered his head avoiding Reita’s gaze. “One guy came to talk to me and wrapped his arm around me. I…I am not ready...” Fingers were messing with the shirt, he felt nervous because of various reason. “I cannot take that kind of touches…, not yet.”
Taking deep breath Reita folded his arms. “I should have known not to leave you alone. At least not that far of the crowd. Was it Aoi?”
“Eh?” Uruha was surprised Reita mentioned his name. Maybe he needed to tell other what happen, maybe he would understand. But why he had mentioned Aoi’s name and not someone else’s? As Reita talked about how Aoi wasn’t supposed to be even able to come at the event and how bad company Aoi was and that he couldn’t understand how all the girls and some of the guys fell for him. “No, it wasn’t him. He had black hair but I can’t remember anything else.” Uruha said with small voice. Reita would just make sure he wouldn’t be able to talk with him never again. “I ah, got to go and get new drink. I don’t feel like drinking this anymore.” With that said Uruha stood up from the table and walked slowly steps to make a new order. Leaving Reita behind with his words to table to think for awhile.
When he was coming back with new warm drink in his hand, Aoi walked in with slightly limping. What happened to him? Uruha watched in horror how other looked injured. When their paths crossed Uruha made sure he looked to Reita like he was only checking Aoi’s walking. “Are you okay?” He whispered voice full of worry; he wanted to help other in some way.
Aoi only hmph’ed and said “Yeah, don’t worry. I’m fine.”
Uruha lifted his gaze but sadly Aoi didn’t even look at his way. He made his way back to table to Reita and continued talking about past events and what they would do later on. Keeping chatting quietly Uruha felt sad, like he had been rejected from the person he had asked out. After half an hour had past Aoi limped to front of their table and smacked his hands on the surface of the table. “Reita, I need to talk with you. ALONE.”
Glaring at Aoi, Reita wished he would be gone and would never come back. “I take Uruha home. Meet me at front of this cafeteria after an hour. Deal?”
“Deal.”
Uruha kept looking Aoi and Reita, not believing what they had agreed because to his mind it sounded like they were going to have a fight. Watching after Aoi as he walked away then turning to look at Reita in horror. “You are not going to fight?”
Not answering Reita stood up saying grumpily. “Let’s get you back home. Take the drink with you.” When they were making their way back to Uruha’s home it annoyed Reita how slowly other walked. “Uru, please. What’s up with you?”
“I want to know what you two are going to do. I don’t want any fights..”
Sighing Reita stated. “I wish so too but you never know what Aoi wants. But if he wants to fight, fight he is going to get.” Soon after that they arrived at the door of Uruha’s home. “Let’s talk later, ok?”
“Mm, yeah.” Uruha agreed quietly. He had always hated fighting and even more he hated fist fighting. Opening the door he stepped inside. “Promise me one thing. You won’t be the one who starts the fight.”
Nodding he agreed and made his way back to cafeteria. It hasn’t been an hour yet but he already made his way to front of it. Reita had feeling Aoi would still be there. And there he was standing front of cafeteria. “What you want?”
“There you are.” Aoi said sounding like it had been longer than hour. “I need to talk with you and you need to listen me.” Keeping eye contact with Reita he wanted to get answer out of other. After what happened to him last night he had been thinking. He knew his mind was one big mess but he had to start somewhere and try, hoping it would make it clearer.
Reita’s simple answer was “Shoot.” relieved of the fact Aoi didn’t seem to want to have fist fight with him.
“I need for you to give me a chance to be alone with Uruha.”
“What?!” Reita didn’t like where this was going. Aoi was no good news in his book.
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