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Gaining trust chapter 7
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 7/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 -
black_fenrir
Lying on his bed, Aoi kept wondering what he should do. Should he go with Saga’s idea or say it’s not going to happen in last moments. Idea was good and he would get chance to talk with Uruha privetly. It would be great and he would have chance to try to get his attention. “Maybe it’s good idea after all. I would get Reita out of the way for awhile.” He had promised to message Saga about his decision before next night came. Today was the day when he had promised to inform him. It was already getting late, as Aoi looked at the clock it showed little over four in the evening. It would be hour more before he would even contact Saga. Saga would get out from work on 5 pm.
Sitting up from the bed, he walked to the kitchen to get something to drink before going out. He had habit to go out every single day, even without real reason. Sudden soft smile appeared to his lips, it would be nice to walk with Uruha every day like this, randomly without any destination and then coming back home. Soon after that he realized how ridiculous he sounded. ‘I must be going crazy.’
Sudden ringing voice made Aoi groan in frustration. Walking to living room where he had left his phone and picking it up. “What?” It was Saga.
“Don’t use that angry voice with me. Anyway, I left work earlier and I’m on my way to your place.”
“Does your boss know you left again earlier?”
“Oh, what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him.” It was his bad habit to leave work hour or two earlier. He had never been caught doing this and he got money without really doing anything for it.
“You should quit doing that before you get caught. I’m serious.”
“Yes, yes, dad. Now, back to business. Have you decided yet what you want with that blodie?” Saga sounded rather eager to find out other’s decision, sounding like he had something in his mind for Uruha. They haven’t agreed yet what they would fully do but some ideas had thrown in the air to get Uruha and Reita separated.
Sighing he nodded. “Yeah, I have decided.” In his gut he felt something was going to go wrong but he ignored the feeling and assured himself this was right way to get over of the tall blond. “Hey, what if we go for a walk? I was just going to go anyway.”
Shrugging Saga didn’t care if they stayed at Aoi’s place or went out. “Sure, whatever. We could go to the new cafeteria to talk. Have you even heard of it, it just got opened?”
“Nope but sounds good. Meet me outside of my home.”
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Uruha had found old photo book from one of the boxes what were still unpacked. He didn’t had enough room for all of his stuff, not so important stuffs were kept in boxes. It had been couple years since he had moved to this house. This far, there was nothing to complain about, not in the house and not with the neighbors. It was good place to live.
At the current moment was going through old photos from his high school years. Small chuckles escaped past his lips as he saw those photos. In some of them he was wearing school uniform and in others he was playing with his former friend he had lost ever after the rape. They didn’t kept contact much. It could go days and weeks without a word to each other. Tora still lived in the same area where they went high school together. He missed his old friends but he couldn’t tell what happened, it was shameful.
“Reita!”
“Yeah?”
Reita’s voice came from small living room Uruha had. The house was enough big for him with only one bedroom with small living room and kitchen. “Am I disgusting?” It could be heard from his voice how uncertain he was if the question should have been ever said out loud.
Walking to bedroom’s door and leaving television on, Reita lifted his eyebrow. “Are you asking that seriously?”
Small nod could be seen as Uruha closed photo book and started to hug pillow. “I am disgusting, aren’t I?” Ever after the rape, he had felt that he wouldn’t be worth of anyone’s love, especially if the person ever would found out what had happened to him. First weeks he had tried to rub the disgusting feeling from the skin but in never worked. Now days he didn’t do that but he still felt dirty and could remember every touch and thrust.
Sitting on the edge of the bed Reita kept watching his friend. “No, you aren’t disgusting. What happened to you doesn’t make you disgusting. Who said you are?”
Keeping his head low, he managed to mouth in small voice. “Me.”
Reita hugged his friend and got up. “Now, brush your hair and get yourself out of those pajamas!” Getting weird look from his friend, grin made its way to Reita’s lips. “We are going out.”
“Reita no, we are not going out.” Uruha lay down on the bed matters. “I do not want nor feel like doing so, either.” Grabbing the photo book, he opened it and placed it top his face, trying short of hide under it. “It’s getting dark too. I could call this day the lazy day and stay home.”
Reita watched his friend not believing what he was doing. Didn’t he want to get better? As soon as Uruha had placed photo book on his face, Reita started smile more and more until it turned to laughter. Today sure had been one of the laziest days. They had spent whole day together, it was only sad that Uruha had stayed in the bedroom and stayed also in his pajamas. Reita had gone to get food for them from near restaurant. They had even eaten on Uruha’s bed chatting whatever came to their minds. Reita hoped he would get Uruha out and be himself again, the lively person he had chance to get to know long time ago.
Peeking under the book, Uruha shot angry look to Reita. “What is so funny, smartass.”
“You.” He simply answered with wide smile.
“I’m not!”
“Yes you are. I was only trying to get you out of the house to get some fresh air and see other people but instead you act like this.” He sat back down on the bed next to his friend and patted other’s thigh. “Do you want to watch movie?” He didn’t want to spent rest of the day in one room. He was going to get Uruha at least to living room, if nothing else.
Abruptly sitting up Uruha shoved Reita’s hand away before saying proudly without taking time to breathe. “For your record, one day I was waiting you outside at the park, alone. You were at the work on that time. It was okay till it got dark but then I met Aoi and we talked short while.”
“You what?!” Reita sounded surprised and angered. He couldn’t believe what Uruha had just said. How this could talk with that asshole when he knew how he thought about Aoi. He should make it more clearer why Aoi was bad company and why Uruha should stay as far as he could from him.
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Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 7/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 -
black_fenrir
Lying on his bed, Aoi kept wondering what he should do. Should he go with Saga’s idea or say it’s not going to happen in last moments. Idea was good and he would get chance to talk with Uruha privetly. It would be great and he would have chance to try to get his attention. “Maybe it’s good idea after all. I would get Reita out of the way for awhile.” He had promised to message Saga about his decision before next night came. Today was the day when he had promised to inform him. It was already getting late, as Aoi looked at the clock it showed little over four in the evening. It would be hour more before he would even contact Saga. Saga would get out from work on 5 pm.
Sitting up from the bed, he walked to the kitchen to get something to drink before going out. He had habit to go out every single day, even without real reason. Sudden soft smile appeared to his lips, it would be nice to walk with Uruha every day like this, randomly without any destination and then coming back home. Soon after that he realized how ridiculous he sounded. ‘I must be going crazy.’
Sudden ringing voice made Aoi groan in frustration. Walking to living room where he had left his phone and picking it up. “What?” It was Saga.
“Don’t use that angry voice with me. Anyway, I left work earlier and I’m on my way to your place.”
“Does your boss know you left again earlier?”
“Oh, what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him.” It was his bad habit to leave work hour or two earlier. He had never been caught doing this and he got money without really doing anything for it.
“You should quit doing that before you get caught. I’m serious.”
“Yes, yes, dad. Now, back to business. Have you decided yet what you want with that blodie?” Saga sounded rather eager to find out other’s decision, sounding like he had something in his mind for Uruha. They haven’t agreed yet what they would fully do but some ideas had thrown in the air to get Uruha and Reita separated.
Sighing he nodded. “Yeah, I have decided.” In his gut he felt something was going to go wrong but he ignored the feeling and assured himself this was right way to get over of the tall blond. “Hey, what if we go for a walk? I was just going to go anyway.”
Shrugging Saga didn’t care if they stayed at Aoi’s place or went out. “Sure, whatever. We could go to the new cafeteria to talk. Have you even heard of it, it just got opened?”
“Nope but sounds good. Meet me outside of my home.”
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Uruha had found old photo book from one of the boxes what were still unpacked. He didn’t had enough room for all of his stuff, not so important stuffs were kept in boxes. It had been couple years since he had moved to this house. This far, there was nothing to complain about, not in the house and not with the neighbors. It was good place to live.
At the current moment was going through old photos from his high school years. Small chuckles escaped past his lips as he saw those photos. In some of them he was wearing school uniform and in others he was playing with his former friend he had lost ever after the rape. They didn’t kept contact much. It could go days and weeks without a word to each other. Tora still lived in the same area where they went high school together. He missed his old friends but he couldn’t tell what happened, it was shameful.
“Reita!”
“Yeah?”
Reita’s voice came from small living room Uruha had. The house was enough big for him with only one bedroom with small living room and kitchen. “Am I disgusting?” It could be heard from his voice how uncertain he was if the question should have been ever said out loud.
Walking to bedroom’s door and leaving television on, Reita lifted his eyebrow. “Are you asking that seriously?”
Small nod could be seen as Uruha closed photo book and started to hug pillow. “I am disgusting, aren’t I?” Ever after the rape, he had felt that he wouldn’t be worth of anyone’s love, especially if the person ever would found out what had happened to him. First weeks he had tried to rub the disgusting feeling from the skin but in never worked. Now days he didn’t do that but he still felt dirty and could remember every touch and thrust.
Sitting on the edge of the bed Reita kept watching his friend. “No, you aren’t disgusting. What happened to you doesn’t make you disgusting. Who said you are?”
Keeping his head low, he managed to mouth in small voice. “Me.”
Reita hugged his friend and got up. “Now, brush your hair and get yourself out of those pajamas!” Getting weird look from his friend, grin made its way to Reita’s lips. “We are going out.”
“Reita no, we are not going out.” Uruha lay down on the bed matters. “I do not want nor feel like doing so, either.” Grabbing the photo book, he opened it and placed it top his face, trying short of hide under it. “It’s getting dark too. I could call this day the lazy day and stay home.”
Reita watched his friend not believing what he was doing. Didn’t he want to get better? As soon as Uruha had placed photo book on his face, Reita started smile more and more until it turned to laughter. Today sure had been one of the laziest days. They had spent whole day together, it was only sad that Uruha had stayed in the bedroom and stayed also in his pajamas. Reita had gone to get food for them from near restaurant. They had even eaten on Uruha’s bed chatting whatever came to their minds. Reita hoped he would get Uruha out and be himself again, the lively person he had chance to get to know long time ago.
Peeking under the book, Uruha shot angry look to Reita. “What is so funny, smartass.”
“You.” He simply answered with wide smile.
“I’m not!”
“Yes you are. I was only trying to get you out of the house to get some fresh air and see other people but instead you act like this.” He sat back down on the bed next to his friend and patted other’s thigh. “Do you want to watch movie?” He didn’t want to spent rest of the day in one room. He was going to get Uruha at least to living room, if nothing else.
Abruptly sitting up Uruha shoved Reita’s hand away before saying proudly without taking time to breathe. “For your record, one day I was waiting you outside at the park, alone. You were at the work on that time. It was okay till it got dark but then I met Aoi and we talked short while.”
“You what?!” Reita sounded surprised and angered. He couldn’t believe what Uruha had just said. How this could talk with that asshole when he knew how he thought about Aoi. He should make it more clearer why Aoi was bad company and why Uruha should stay as far as he could from him.
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