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Gaining trust chapter 8
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 8/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 -
black_fenrir
Reita had stayed overnight at Uruha’s place but ever after they got in the fight about subject who Uruha could talk with and spend time with, taller had shut the door to his bedroom. Only coming out when he needed to do something but never did he said word to Reita. Later on that same eve Reita had tried to create peace back to between them and make Uruha understand his point of view without any success. And here he was again knocking the bedroom door in the morning and trying to get answer from his friend. He didn’t want to wake other up but he had to be going on midday.
“Uruha, please open up. I need to talk with you.” When no voice could be heard, he lowered his hand to door knob and tried to turn it. It was useless, door was still locked. Maybe Uruha was still sleeping? But he could sleep later after he was gone, he wanted to clear the air before he left. “Uruha?” After calling other’s name few more minutes he decided to leave but not without letting other know. “Okay, you win. I will be back later today or I will call you. Just to check you are still alive and doing well.” Making his way toward the outdoor, Reita shook his head disappointed. Why was Uruha at times hard to deal with? “Bye Ruha!” And he was out of the door.
Slowly bedroom door opened and Uruha peeked to see if Reita had really gone. When he didn’t see other he made his way out of the room. Biting lip he sat on the couch to think. He hadn’t eaten anything after the fight began but he wasn’t hungry, not at all. Why was Reita like this? Of course he knew Reita only meant well but he wasn’t his mother or father who could say what he could or couldn’t do. He had heard every word Reita had said to him and how he kept knocking the door numerous times. In the night Uruha hadn’t gotten much sleep, only little. He hoped this day would be better than last late eve was.
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Knocking on the door of his friend, Reita patiently waited him to come answer the door. He had surprise for other which he hoped would cheer him up and make him forget the fight they had earlier. Maybe Uruha hadn’t realized he took extra time just for him but he never minded doing so. After all they had grown close to each other over the years they have known each other.
Opening the door Uruha pouted a little. “Sorry, Rei.” Stepping out of the way, letting his friend come in. “I didn’t meant to be childish or hard headed.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry too for getting angry with you. But I still hope you would keep distance to Aoi.” Taking off his shoes he walked to living room and sat on the couch with grin on his face. “I have something cool where we both can go.” As Uruha curiously looked at Reita, his doubt could be seen from his face as well. “Wait wait.” Digging from his pants pocket Reita held up high two tickets to somewhere. “Tomorrow, we can go party!”
“We..what?!”
“Party.” The grin on his lips wasn’t going anywhere. “I’m sure no one will bother you there. It’s held by one of my coworkers. So no bad guys, no anyone who would harm you.” Waving tickets in the air, Reita was eager to get answer from other. “What you say? Are you coming?”
Looking away from Reita for awhile thinking what he should do with this. He could stay at home and be with himself or go with Reita and have fun. Since the party was going to be held with people of the place where Reita worked, there wouldn’t be anyone who would do bad things for him. Before answering he bit his lips briefly. “Sure, why not. It has been so long since my last party where I attend to.”
“That’s the spirit.” Reita said with wide smile. “Oh, no need to wear anything too fancy. Just put some clean and stylish clothes.”
“Are you saying I don’t wear stylish clothes?!”
“No, that’s wasn’t what I meant.” Sighing he rolled his eyes.
“I’m only kidding. I’ll check what I have.” Chuckling slightly Uruha made his way to bedroom to look what he could wear at the party tomorrow. Few moments later Uruha walked back to living room. “Mmhh, is this good?” He didn’t wanted to wear anything too eye catching, wanting more to blend in the crowd. He was wearing black pants and black belt, buckle of belt was silver, black wide neckline shirt, sleeves reaching elbows and under it white button up shirt which sleeves reached just bit longer than black shirt’s did, upper buttons were left open and silver necklace with pendant decorated neck area, frame of his glasses were black and his hair left open reaching his shoulders.
Blinking few times Reita smiled. “You look good. Those are great clothes but why glasses?”
“I want to use them for a change. I use contacts so often.” Shrugging, not really having any real reason why. “What you are going to wear?” Asking curiously, he sat next to other.
“Hmm, I’m not fully sure yet but maybe I will wear…” Showing necklace he had currently around his neck, silver with sword pendant. “This. And umm, black shirt with same kind of sleeves you have and grey vest top of them, black pants, not to forget these babies.” Reita showed couple bracelets he had around his wrist and his new black belt where was silver lines on the edges and buckle was also silver with skull picture in it.
“Oh you show of.” Uruha sighed rolling his eyes. Reita only grinned pleased which made Uruha shake his head amused. He was little jealous because other didn’t fear to wear what he wanted and whenever he wanted. He was always very cautious of his own clothing, making sure there wouldn’t be nothing too eye catching. Of course before the rape he had far more colourful closet and he still had those clothes but he always ended up choosing the ones what weren’t eye catching nor too show off.
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At the party Reita showed the places he did work before they returned to lobby area which was full of people and two halls where music played on back round, entertaining and keeping odd silent moments away. Uruha hadn’t seen anyone familiar to him or anyone who would be people who put their hands on him. He was pleased and stick to his friend’s side to make sure he wouldn’t get lost.
“What do you like? Great place, right.”
Nodding Uruha smiled. “Thanks for bringing me here.” Taking sip of champagne. “This is good~ It does taste kind of expensive one. Who did throw this party anyway? Your boss?”
“Oh, no. He rarely does these kinds of things and they always are lame. No one really likes his parties but don’t tell that to him.” Reita gave short laugh and pointed other one of the halls. “Let’s go there. My coworker who threw this party wanted to say something.”
Without saying anything he listened what Reita had to say and followed him to second hall where you could access from lobby’s left side. The hall was full of laugher and people talking in small groups. It was Uruha’s first time to be in such an event, he had only been parties what were partly like this but never work related. Sudden voice made Uruha jump almost out of his skin, he had been in his own world thinking and watching others and trying to hear what they talked about.
Chuckling Reita patted his shoulder. “Calm down and look on the stage. There is the person who threw this party.”
Wrinkling his nose to Reita he turned his gaze toward the stage to see the person who was behind all of this. There stand person with darker brown hair than his own were, man was wearing suit wanting to be able to be recognized as the host of the event. Uruha was sure he had seen the host somewhere but couldn’t remember where.
“Welcome! And thank you everyone for coming. It had been fun evening and it’s still young eve. Let’s have fun!” Random agreeing shouts could be heard. “I want to introduce someone. Who is really hard working person and should get more appreciate than he gets. Reita come up here! I know you are in here.”
Reita looked shocked; this was something he didn’t expect. Gazing at Uruha, he wasn’t sure if he could leave the other alone but when Uruha pushed him and said smiling “Go.” Reita gave smile back and walked to the stage. Taking firm steps he rose to the stage and went to stand next to the host.
“There you are.” Host said smiling. “You are hard working person, right.”
“Well, I try to be.” Reita answered bit of embarrassed.
Laughing host wrapped his arm around Reita’s shoulders. “That’s good.” Taking his arm away, he continued. “Tell us, what your big secret is. How you do it?” Everyone could see host weren’t that serious about the subject or anything what came out of his mouth.
“Work, hard, hard and harder.” Reita said grinning victoriously.
“Fancy meeting you here.”
Sudden voice startled Uruha and quickly turning to see who it was. “Oh, hi.” hanging his head low so hair would cover his face much as possible, not wanting to show to the person who had came his blushing face. “What are you doing here?”
“Having fun besides friend wanted me to accompany him. He didn’t have anyone else who could come with him. Well, that was what he said to me.” Lightly chuckling he kept watching Uruha, he couldn’t help but think how cute other looked and those clothes looked good on him. “I like your style.”
“T-Thanks. You look good too.” Lifting his head, Uruha turned to face Aoi. Aoi was wearing dark purple button up shirt where two upper buttons were left open, top of it was black suit jacket, and pants were black, necklace and bracelet were matching with big chains, there were few smaller pendants hanging including black colour and in the middle was bigger one with bigger black part.
Turning his gaze for short while to the stage, he stated. “See the person on stage? He is the friend I came with. His name is Saga.”
“Oh, he is Saga. Reita told me about him.”
“He did?”
“Yeah, they are friends…well kind of, through work.”
Wrapping arm around Uruha’s shoulders Aoi smiled. “We have same friends after all.” When he couldn’t hear answer from other, he turned to look if there was something wrong but what he saw made him smile. Uruha had head hanged low just like he was trying to hide. Maybe after all Aoi would have chance with Uruha.
Blushing even more badly Uruha did his best to hide from the other’s piercing eyes. It felt great to feel Aoi touching him; even it was little and pretty much sincere. Reita was still talking on stage with Saga which was only good; it would give them little more time to spend with each other. “Aoi?” His voice was low, it made him wonder if other had heard him.
“Ye?” As Uruha kept staying silent, Aoi found himself thinking it was really cute the way Uruha kept acting toward him. Before other had chance to say whatever he was going to say, Aoi said with his voice soft and full of hope. “Maybe we could spend more time together. What you say?” Lowering his hand lower, reaching waist soon he started to give light strokes on Uruha’s back before slipping finger and second under Uruha’s shirt to give soft touches on his skin but what he didn’t expect was the flinch and small jump.
Quickly turning to face Aoi, Uruha bowed using only his head. “I…I need to go.”
Lifting his eyebrows in question manner, Aoi asked. “Now?” But he never had chance to get answer back because Uruha was almost running pushing through mass of people. What heck happened? Aoi felt confused and sad. He couldn’t bring himself to run after other, so he stayed on the place acting like he was listening what Saga and Reita talked on stage but not really listening what they said, only hearing their voices mumbling something.
“Saga, no, no. It wasn’t my doing.” What Saga said back went to deaf ears. Reita saw Uruha pushing himself through the crowd being in panic. Reita had learned to recognize when other was panicking. It happened quite often tell the truth which was sad. “I’m sorry but I need to go.” Without giving a chance to Saga say anything he went after other.
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Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 8/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 -
black_fenrir
Reita had stayed overnight at Uruha’s place but ever after they got in the fight about subject who Uruha could talk with and spend time with, taller had shut the door to his bedroom. Only coming out when he needed to do something but never did he said word to Reita. Later on that same eve Reita had tried to create peace back to between them and make Uruha understand his point of view without any success. And here he was again knocking the bedroom door in the morning and trying to get answer from his friend. He didn’t want to wake other up but he had to be going on midday.
“Uruha, please open up. I need to talk with you.” When no voice could be heard, he lowered his hand to door knob and tried to turn it. It was useless, door was still locked. Maybe Uruha was still sleeping? But he could sleep later after he was gone, he wanted to clear the air before he left. “Uruha?” After calling other’s name few more minutes he decided to leave but not without letting other know. “Okay, you win. I will be back later today or I will call you. Just to check you are still alive and doing well.” Making his way toward the outdoor, Reita shook his head disappointed. Why was Uruha at times hard to deal with? “Bye Ruha!” And he was out of the door.
Slowly bedroom door opened and Uruha peeked to see if Reita had really gone. When he didn’t see other he made his way out of the room. Biting lip he sat on the couch to think. He hadn’t eaten anything after the fight began but he wasn’t hungry, not at all. Why was Reita like this? Of course he knew Reita only meant well but he wasn’t his mother or father who could say what he could or couldn’t do. He had heard every word Reita had said to him and how he kept knocking the door numerous times. In the night Uruha hadn’t gotten much sleep, only little. He hoped this day would be better than last late eve was.
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Knocking on the door of his friend, Reita patiently waited him to come answer the door. He had surprise for other which he hoped would cheer him up and make him forget the fight they had earlier. Maybe Uruha hadn’t realized he took extra time just for him but he never minded doing so. After all they had grown close to each other over the years they have known each other.
Opening the door Uruha pouted a little. “Sorry, Rei.” Stepping out of the way, letting his friend come in. “I didn’t meant to be childish or hard headed.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry too for getting angry with you. But I still hope you would keep distance to Aoi.” Taking off his shoes he walked to living room and sat on the couch with grin on his face. “I have something cool where we both can go.” As Uruha curiously looked at Reita, his doubt could be seen from his face as well. “Wait wait.” Digging from his pants pocket Reita held up high two tickets to somewhere. “Tomorrow, we can go party!”
“We..what?!”
“Party.” The grin on his lips wasn’t going anywhere. “I’m sure no one will bother you there. It’s held by one of my coworkers. So no bad guys, no anyone who would harm you.” Waving tickets in the air, Reita was eager to get answer from other. “What you say? Are you coming?”
Looking away from Reita for awhile thinking what he should do with this. He could stay at home and be with himself or go with Reita and have fun. Since the party was going to be held with people of the place where Reita worked, there wouldn’t be anyone who would do bad things for him. Before answering he bit his lips briefly. “Sure, why not. It has been so long since my last party where I attend to.”
“That’s the spirit.” Reita said with wide smile. “Oh, no need to wear anything too fancy. Just put some clean and stylish clothes.”
“Are you saying I don’t wear stylish clothes?!”
“No, that’s wasn’t what I meant.” Sighing he rolled his eyes.
“I’m only kidding. I’ll check what I have.” Chuckling slightly Uruha made his way to bedroom to look what he could wear at the party tomorrow. Few moments later Uruha walked back to living room. “Mmhh, is this good?” He didn’t wanted to wear anything too eye catching, wanting more to blend in the crowd. He was wearing black pants and black belt, buckle of belt was silver, black wide neckline shirt, sleeves reaching elbows and under it white button up shirt which sleeves reached just bit longer than black shirt’s did, upper buttons were left open and silver necklace with pendant decorated neck area, frame of his glasses were black and his hair left open reaching his shoulders.
Blinking few times Reita smiled. “You look good. Those are great clothes but why glasses?”
“I want to use them for a change. I use contacts so often.” Shrugging, not really having any real reason why. “What you are going to wear?” Asking curiously, he sat next to other.
“Hmm, I’m not fully sure yet but maybe I will wear…” Showing necklace he had currently around his neck, silver with sword pendant. “This. And umm, black shirt with same kind of sleeves you have and grey vest top of them, black pants, not to forget these babies.” Reita showed couple bracelets he had around his wrist and his new black belt where was silver lines on the edges and buckle was also silver with skull picture in it.
“Oh you show of.” Uruha sighed rolling his eyes. Reita only grinned pleased which made Uruha shake his head amused. He was little jealous because other didn’t fear to wear what he wanted and whenever he wanted. He was always very cautious of his own clothing, making sure there wouldn’t be nothing too eye catching. Of course before the rape he had far more colourful closet and he still had those clothes but he always ended up choosing the ones what weren’t eye catching nor too show off.
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At the party Reita showed the places he did work before they returned to lobby area which was full of people and two halls where music played on back round, entertaining and keeping odd silent moments away. Uruha hadn’t seen anyone familiar to him or anyone who would be people who put their hands on him. He was pleased and stick to his friend’s side to make sure he wouldn’t get lost.
“What do you like? Great place, right.”
Nodding Uruha smiled. “Thanks for bringing me here.” Taking sip of champagne. “This is good~ It does taste kind of expensive one. Who did throw this party anyway? Your boss?”
“Oh, no. He rarely does these kinds of things and they always are lame. No one really likes his parties but don’t tell that to him.” Reita gave short laugh and pointed other one of the halls. “Let’s go there. My coworker who threw this party wanted to say something.”
Without saying anything he listened what Reita had to say and followed him to second hall where you could access from lobby’s left side. The hall was full of laugher and people talking in small groups. It was Uruha’s first time to be in such an event, he had only been parties what were partly like this but never work related. Sudden voice made Uruha jump almost out of his skin, he had been in his own world thinking and watching others and trying to hear what they talked about.
Chuckling Reita patted his shoulder. “Calm down and look on the stage. There is the person who threw this party.”
Wrinkling his nose to Reita he turned his gaze toward the stage to see the person who was behind all of this. There stand person with darker brown hair than his own were, man was wearing suit wanting to be able to be recognized as the host of the event. Uruha was sure he had seen the host somewhere but couldn’t remember where.
“Welcome! And thank you everyone for coming. It had been fun evening and it’s still young eve. Let’s have fun!” Random agreeing shouts could be heard. “I want to introduce someone. Who is really hard working person and should get more appreciate than he gets. Reita come up here! I know you are in here.”
Reita looked shocked; this was something he didn’t expect. Gazing at Uruha, he wasn’t sure if he could leave the other alone but when Uruha pushed him and said smiling “Go.” Reita gave smile back and walked to the stage. Taking firm steps he rose to the stage and went to stand next to the host.
“There you are.” Host said smiling. “You are hard working person, right.”
“Well, I try to be.” Reita answered bit of embarrassed.
Laughing host wrapped his arm around Reita’s shoulders. “That’s good.” Taking his arm away, he continued. “Tell us, what your big secret is. How you do it?” Everyone could see host weren’t that serious about the subject or anything what came out of his mouth.
“Work, hard, hard and harder.” Reita said grinning victoriously.
“Fancy meeting you here.”
Sudden voice startled Uruha and quickly turning to see who it was. “Oh, hi.” hanging his head low so hair would cover his face much as possible, not wanting to show to the person who had came his blushing face. “What are you doing here?”
“Having fun besides friend wanted me to accompany him. He didn’t have anyone else who could come with him. Well, that was what he said to me.” Lightly chuckling he kept watching Uruha, he couldn’t help but think how cute other looked and those clothes looked good on him. “I like your style.”
“T-Thanks. You look good too.” Lifting his head, Uruha turned to face Aoi. Aoi was wearing dark purple button up shirt where two upper buttons were left open, top of it was black suit jacket, and pants were black, necklace and bracelet were matching with big chains, there were few smaller pendants hanging including black colour and in the middle was bigger one with bigger black part.
Turning his gaze for short while to the stage, he stated. “See the person on stage? He is the friend I came with. His name is Saga.”
“Oh, he is Saga. Reita told me about him.”
“He did?”
“Yeah, they are friends…well kind of, through work.”
Wrapping arm around Uruha’s shoulders Aoi smiled. “We have same friends after all.” When he couldn’t hear answer from other, he turned to look if there was something wrong but what he saw made him smile. Uruha had head hanged low just like he was trying to hide. Maybe after all Aoi would have chance with Uruha.
Blushing even more badly Uruha did his best to hide from the other’s piercing eyes. It felt great to feel Aoi touching him; even it was little and pretty much sincere. Reita was still talking on stage with Saga which was only good; it would give them little more time to spend with each other. “Aoi?” His voice was low, it made him wonder if other had heard him.
“Ye?” As Uruha kept staying silent, Aoi found himself thinking it was really cute the way Uruha kept acting toward him. Before other had chance to say whatever he was going to say, Aoi said with his voice soft and full of hope. “Maybe we could spend more time together. What you say?” Lowering his hand lower, reaching waist soon he started to give light strokes on Uruha’s back before slipping finger and second under Uruha’s shirt to give soft touches on his skin but what he didn’t expect was the flinch and small jump.
Quickly turning to face Aoi, Uruha bowed using only his head. “I…I need to go.”
Lifting his eyebrows in question manner, Aoi asked. “Now?” But he never had chance to get answer back because Uruha was almost running pushing through mass of people. What heck happened? Aoi felt confused and sad. He couldn’t bring himself to run after other, so he stayed on the place acting like he was listening what Saga and Reita talked on stage but not really listening what they said, only hearing their voices mumbling something.
“Saga, no, no. It wasn’t my doing.” What Saga said back went to deaf ears. Reita saw Uruha pushing himself through the crowd being in panic. Reita had learned to recognize when other was panicking. It happened quite often tell the truth which was sad. “I’m sorry but I need to go.” Without giving a chance to Saga say anything he went after other.
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