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Gaining trust chapter 6
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 6/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 -
black_fenrir
Uruha was sitting in the park what located close to his home. For time being he kept playing with his shirt and also feeling nervous of being out this late. Even it had been long time since the rape he still couldn’t feel safe outside but lately he had courage to come at the park on day time when there weren’t lots of people. Only times he went these days out was when sun shined brightly.
Reita was getting out of work within minutes and Uruha knew his friend would walk through park, most of times. Only when Reita was working late he wouldn’t come to see him. It had grown habit of Reita to come and check Uruha. Well, at least that was what he thought.
Sun was almost down when park started to fill with people. For some reason this park always got filled with people after sun had set down, mostly it was youngsters and no adults. Feeling even far more uncomfortable Uruha stood up, his mind starting to panic little by little. As his mind was running his eyes were frozen to one spot to watch whatever was in front of him.
“What are you looking at?!” One almost adult teenager said with very annoyed voice.
It startled Uruha and he quickly bowed, trying to say sorry. He decided to leave; he couldn’t wait Reita any longer even he would have like to wait. He wasn’t scared of big amount of people, it was Tokyo’s daily life but people hide behind small alleys, behind trees, behind corners, behind everything just to attack you on any time. Turning quickly around he wanted to get out of here fast as possible but fortunately he ended up bumping into someone after few steps.
“Hey, watch where you are going!” The person said harshly but not moving from his spot.
Once again bowing Uruha said sorry with small panic in his voice. It was then when the person front of him grabbed his shoulders. It made Uruha flinch and in panic trying to pull himself free. This man was going to do something and he wasn’t ready to anything at that moment.
“Easy, easy. I won’t harm you.” Without realizing who the person was Uruha continued to push himself free. “Calm down!!” The person yelled and lifted his head with force.
Blinking few times, it took time to realize the person front of Uruha was someone familiar to him. Without really understanding what he did next, Uruha flung himself to this person body, wrapping arms around wanting to feel someone familiar against him.
Feeling awkward because of Uruha’s act, Aoi slowly stroked his back. “There, there now. It’s only me.” Aoi couldn’t understand why Uruha acted this way like someone was chasing him or wanting to hurt him. Sure, he was used to people jumping on his lap but he always pushed them away not wanting to be part of it. This time he couldn’t bring himself to push scared Uruha away and he felt weird sensation to need to comfort other and make him feel safe.
After couple more minutes passed when Uruha had calmed down, he pushed himself out of Aoi’s embrace. “Oh, I’m so sorry.” He bowed; red colour was decorating his cheeks. “I won’t do it again. I’m sorry.” Then turning around he ran away fast as his legs would carry him, leaving confused crush behind.
When Uruha got back to his home he flung himself to bed and took pillow placing it to his chest and staring to hug it. He was still blushing badly, top of that he was embarrassed of the fact he had went to do such a thing. It had felt wonderful but what was up with him? He knew he didn’t act abruptly about anything after what had happened. He was always cautious of his movement and words and who he was approaching.
It was sad that Aoi wasn’t his lover, it made him pout but then he couldn’t stop giggling like a schoolgirl.
Sudden text message came and Uruha happily reached his phone from his pants pocket. It was Reita just saying that he wouldn’t be able to come before tomorrow because he had to stay longer at work. Uruha was more than fine with it, all he wanted to do now is go back to moment where he hugged Aoi.
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“Aoi!!”
The man who was called by his name spun around to greet his friend. “Hi, Saga.” Aoi and Saga had agreed to meet in the park. It had been again one of Saga’s ideas to come here to talk.
“Didn’t you hear me earlier as I called you?” Saga said frowning. “What’s even up with you lately? I need to keep you in my contacts. You know that.” He wasn’t happy of short of losing contact with his friend. They after all did lot of the stuff they now days did together. “Oh, did you hear, few people have been asking where you are. They seem to want to have a fuck with you~” Stupid grin made it’s way to his lips. “Sounds cool, right? You can get your head back in a game.”
Sighing Aoi spread his hands. “I don’t care. Actually it is more like I don’t give a fuck.” He hasn’t been in a mood for going around and having fun with people’s bodies lately. He couldn’t place it why it was such but all he knew was that he would rather lie on his own bed and watch a roof and let his mind run.
“Oh, come on. You have to be kidding.” When Aoi shook his head as a no Saga got further annoyed. “I see, it’s all about that one blond guy who is stuck in your head. Am I right? Have you done him yet?”
Shaking head Aoi said with voice what showed that he wasn’t that much interested of the subject. It always surprised himself how his voice sounded something else when it was about Uruha. “Haven’t had a time. Besides he never stays long enough for me to do anything.”Pointing towards the road where Uruha had dashed off not long ago. “I just met him but he ran off suddenly. How can I make move on him when he never stays?” It wasn’t really a question but he had to say something to keep Saga out of his toes. “Then there is this Reita guy…”
Nodding Saga sat down on the bench. “We can make some kind of situation where he cannot run away. What you say? You would get your fuck and then we could move on.”
After thinking for awhile Aoi nodded. “Maybe.”
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It had been couple days since Uruha had last seen Aoi. Now he was walking with Reita around the city without really needing to do anything. Reita usually wanted to get Uruha out of his house since he didn’t really do it himself. There had to be something what would make Uruha brave enough to go alone out. He had no idea his friend had waited him at the park couple days ago. “Uru, what have you done these past days? It must be boring only staying home all the time.”
“No, not really.” Uruha kept his glance somewhere where Reita couldn’t see his blushing face. “You know, those movies you brought once. They take forever to watch!” Showing with his hands the pile of dvds Reita had brought him a week ago. “There is too many! I will never finish them!”
Reita had to laugh, there were many movies but he had only though good for Uruha. “Yeah, maybe.”
Uruha gave a glare he tried to sound offended. “Not maybe, there is!”
Patting Uruha’s shoulder. “Ok, maybe I shouldn’t have brought that many to you. But there is no hurry to return them, since they are mine.” He smiled. He owned quite a collection of movies he happened to like but unfortunately taller one didn’t like that much of his movies. They had mostly different kind of taste but he was pleased to know Uruha was willing to watch his liking movies. He was sure Uruha would take forever to watch them but it was also making sure he was staying out of trouble. Especially, out of way of certain dark haired person, who also could keep his hands to himself. He feared Uruha had set his eyes on him but he wasn’t sure. He had never gotten much information who was the person Uruha liked; even they had talks about Aoi at times. “Ooh, now that I remember you have a crush. Am I right?” Luring his voice he teased and kept poking Uruha’s side.
Uruha’s eyes widened as he flushed red. “I told you, you don’t know him. Not at all…” Cursing Reita he wondered why he had to change subject to this.
“You can describe your crush to me. You can do that right?” Placing hands behind his head he kept grinning victoriously.
“Well, yeah… I could but I won’t!” Aoi’s name and describing him was out of the question. But maybe he could use some of his features. Reita wouldn’t guess it was Aoi, maybe. He sure hoped he could keep his crushes real identity as a secret.
“Listen, you.” Wrapping his hand around Uruha’s shoulders. “I tell you pretty much everything. Don’t you agree?” After Uruha had nodded, he continued. “So tell me~ What is hair colour? Is he tall or small? Have you talked with him yet? Does he live in Tokyo? Is he cool or hot head?”
“Black, smaller than me, not really, yes, I don’t know.” Uruha wasn’t going to answer any more questions Reita shot at him. What was already said was too much information.
“Hope it is not that asshole, Aoi.” Reita stated. “But sounds this far nice. Tell me more.” Curious often got best of Reita and once again he had that curious smile on his lips as he kept looking at Uruha.
Hanging his head low, he didn’t want to look at Reita at the moment. Why was he was always against Aoi? “No. I won’t say anything more.”
“Aww, c’mon Uruha. We are best friends. You can tell me anything!” Trying to assure other, only because he wanted to know more of this person, who had taken Uruha’s attention. It had been long time since Uruha had let himself to like anyone, let alone to communicate with others than Reita.
“Quit it okay? I won’t tell more about him.” Uruha stated pouting. “Don’t push it okay or you can’t come to my house this evening.”
Reita chuckled. “Okay, you are the boss.” All at the moment Reita could only wish was that the person, who had taken Uruha’s attention, would like him back. It would be sad to see his friend get disappointed again and fall down. He was sure it wouldn’t do any good for his recovery.
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Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 6/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 -
black_fenrir
Uruha was sitting in the park what located close to his home. For time being he kept playing with his shirt and also feeling nervous of being out this late. Even it had been long time since the rape he still couldn’t feel safe outside but lately he had courage to come at the park on day time when there weren’t lots of people. Only times he went these days out was when sun shined brightly.
Reita was getting out of work within minutes and Uruha knew his friend would walk through park, most of times. Only when Reita was working late he wouldn’t come to see him. It had grown habit of Reita to come and check Uruha. Well, at least that was what he thought.
Sun was almost down when park started to fill with people. For some reason this park always got filled with people after sun had set down, mostly it was youngsters and no adults. Feeling even far more uncomfortable Uruha stood up, his mind starting to panic little by little. As his mind was running his eyes were frozen to one spot to watch whatever was in front of him.
“What are you looking at?!” One almost adult teenager said with very annoyed voice.
It startled Uruha and he quickly bowed, trying to say sorry. He decided to leave; he couldn’t wait Reita any longer even he would have like to wait. He wasn’t scared of big amount of people, it was Tokyo’s daily life but people hide behind small alleys, behind trees, behind corners, behind everything just to attack you on any time. Turning quickly around he wanted to get out of here fast as possible but fortunately he ended up bumping into someone after few steps.
“Hey, watch where you are going!” The person said harshly but not moving from his spot.
Once again bowing Uruha said sorry with small panic in his voice. It was then when the person front of him grabbed his shoulders. It made Uruha flinch and in panic trying to pull himself free. This man was going to do something and he wasn’t ready to anything at that moment.
“Easy, easy. I won’t harm you.” Without realizing who the person was Uruha continued to push himself free. “Calm down!!” The person yelled and lifted his head with force.
Blinking few times, it took time to realize the person front of Uruha was someone familiar to him. Without really understanding what he did next, Uruha flung himself to this person body, wrapping arms around wanting to feel someone familiar against him.
Feeling awkward because of Uruha’s act, Aoi slowly stroked his back. “There, there now. It’s only me.” Aoi couldn’t understand why Uruha acted this way like someone was chasing him or wanting to hurt him. Sure, he was used to people jumping on his lap but he always pushed them away not wanting to be part of it. This time he couldn’t bring himself to push scared Uruha away and he felt weird sensation to need to comfort other and make him feel safe.
After couple more minutes passed when Uruha had calmed down, he pushed himself out of Aoi’s embrace. “Oh, I’m so sorry.” He bowed; red colour was decorating his cheeks. “I won’t do it again. I’m sorry.” Then turning around he ran away fast as his legs would carry him, leaving confused crush behind.
When Uruha got back to his home he flung himself to bed and took pillow placing it to his chest and staring to hug it. He was still blushing badly, top of that he was embarrassed of the fact he had went to do such a thing. It had felt wonderful but what was up with him? He knew he didn’t act abruptly about anything after what had happened. He was always cautious of his movement and words and who he was approaching.
It was sad that Aoi wasn’t his lover, it made him pout but then he couldn’t stop giggling like a schoolgirl.
Sudden text message came and Uruha happily reached his phone from his pants pocket. It was Reita just saying that he wouldn’t be able to come before tomorrow because he had to stay longer at work. Uruha was more than fine with it, all he wanted to do now is go back to moment where he hugged Aoi.
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“Aoi!!”
The man who was called by his name spun around to greet his friend. “Hi, Saga.” Aoi and Saga had agreed to meet in the park. It had been again one of Saga’s ideas to come here to talk.
“Didn’t you hear me earlier as I called you?” Saga said frowning. “What’s even up with you lately? I need to keep you in my contacts. You know that.” He wasn’t happy of short of losing contact with his friend. They after all did lot of the stuff they now days did together. “Oh, did you hear, few people have been asking where you are. They seem to want to have a fuck with you~” Stupid grin made it’s way to his lips. “Sounds cool, right? You can get your head back in a game.”
Sighing Aoi spread his hands. “I don’t care. Actually it is more like I don’t give a fuck.” He hasn’t been in a mood for going around and having fun with people’s bodies lately. He couldn’t place it why it was such but all he knew was that he would rather lie on his own bed and watch a roof and let his mind run.
“Oh, come on. You have to be kidding.” When Aoi shook his head as a no Saga got further annoyed. “I see, it’s all about that one blond guy who is stuck in your head. Am I right? Have you done him yet?”
Shaking head Aoi said with voice what showed that he wasn’t that much interested of the subject. It always surprised himself how his voice sounded something else when it was about Uruha. “Haven’t had a time. Besides he never stays long enough for me to do anything.”Pointing towards the road where Uruha had dashed off not long ago. “I just met him but he ran off suddenly. How can I make move on him when he never stays?” It wasn’t really a question but he had to say something to keep Saga out of his toes. “Then there is this Reita guy…”
Nodding Saga sat down on the bench. “We can make some kind of situation where he cannot run away. What you say? You would get your fuck and then we could move on.”
After thinking for awhile Aoi nodded. “Maybe.”
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It had been couple days since Uruha had last seen Aoi. Now he was walking with Reita around the city without really needing to do anything. Reita usually wanted to get Uruha out of his house since he didn’t really do it himself. There had to be something what would make Uruha brave enough to go alone out. He had no idea his friend had waited him at the park couple days ago. “Uru, what have you done these past days? It must be boring only staying home all the time.”
“No, not really.” Uruha kept his glance somewhere where Reita couldn’t see his blushing face. “You know, those movies you brought once. They take forever to watch!” Showing with his hands the pile of dvds Reita had brought him a week ago. “There is too many! I will never finish them!”
Reita had to laugh, there were many movies but he had only though good for Uruha. “Yeah, maybe.”
Uruha gave a glare he tried to sound offended. “Not maybe, there is!”
Patting Uruha’s shoulder. “Ok, maybe I shouldn’t have brought that many to you. But there is no hurry to return them, since they are mine.” He smiled. He owned quite a collection of movies he happened to like but unfortunately taller one didn’t like that much of his movies. They had mostly different kind of taste but he was pleased to know Uruha was willing to watch his liking movies. He was sure Uruha would take forever to watch them but it was also making sure he was staying out of trouble. Especially, out of way of certain dark haired person, who also could keep his hands to himself. He feared Uruha had set his eyes on him but he wasn’t sure. He had never gotten much information who was the person Uruha liked; even they had talks about Aoi at times. “Ooh, now that I remember you have a crush. Am I right?” Luring his voice he teased and kept poking Uruha’s side.
Uruha’s eyes widened as he flushed red. “I told you, you don’t know him. Not at all…” Cursing Reita he wondered why he had to change subject to this.
“You can describe your crush to me. You can do that right?” Placing hands behind his head he kept grinning victoriously.
“Well, yeah… I could but I won’t!” Aoi’s name and describing him was out of the question. But maybe he could use some of his features. Reita wouldn’t guess it was Aoi, maybe. He sure hoped he could keep his crushes real identity as a secret.
“Listen, you.” Wrapping his hand around Uruha’s shoulders. “I tell you pretty much everything. Don’t you agree?” After Uruha had nodded, he continued. “So tell me~ What is hair colour? Is he tall or small? Have you talked with him yet? Does he live in Tokyo? Is he cool or hot head?”
“Black, smaller than me, not really, yes, I don’t know.” Uruha wasn’t going to answer any more questions Reita shot at him. What was already said was too much information.
“Hope it is not that asshole, Aoi.” Reita stated. “But sounds this far nice. Tell me more.” Curious often got best of Reita and once again he had that curious smile on his lips as he kept looking at Uruha.
Hanging his head low, he didn’t want to look at Reita at the moment. Why was he was always against Aoi? “No. I won’t say anything more.”
“Aww, c’mon Uruha. We are best friends. You can tell me anything!” Trying to assure other, only because he wanted to know more of this person, who had taken Uruha’s attention. It had been long time since Uruha had let himself to like anyone, let alone to communicate with others than Reita.
“Quit it okay? I won’t tell more about him.” Uruha stated pouting. “Don’t push it okay or you can’t come to my house this evening.”
Reita chuckled. “Okay, you are the boss.” All at the moment Reita could only wish was that the person, who had taken Uruha’s attention, would like him back. It would be sad to see his friend get disappointed again and fall down. He was sure it wouldn’t do any good for his recovery.
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