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Gaining trust chapter 12
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 12/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12 -
”Okay, everything is set. All we need to do now is do it!” Sounding pleased Saga lowered bottle of beer from his hands. He and his friends had been planning beach party for few weeks now. Saga was known to have lots of friends but this party only included people he knew better than just by name and work place.
Turning to face Aoi, Saga pointed his finger at him. “You better not miss out this party. It will be good.”
“Believe me I won’t miss this beside beaches are great places.”
“You got that right my friend.” Saga said as he wrapped his arm around Aoi’s shoulders. “And all of you feel free to bring anyone with you like.” Mischievous smile appeared on his lips. Beach party idea had been his and Byo’s from the start. “I take care of food and drinks, just remember to bring your ass to this awesome beach party.”
After everyone had left the beach where they currently were Saga turned to Aoi. “So, care to join me for a couple of beers?”
“Aah, I love to but you know I have early wake up for work tomorrow morning.” Aoi said running hand through his hair. “Wake up at 4 a.m. isn’t my kind of thing but boss insist me to be at work early.”
Shrugging shoulders Saga took another sip of beer. “Well, next time then. And remember do not slide from this party.” He said as he walked toward his home road. “I won’t forgive you if you do that.”
Shaking his head Aoi also headed off from the beach. It wasn’t late enough beach to be vacant from people. He knew he had to choose what he wanted to do and where he wanted to be but he knew for sure one thing, it was person he would take to this party.
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Knocking on a door he stood there waiting for the person he wanted to meet again to answer. He hoped other would be at home and not somewhere else where he couldn’t find other. Waiting few minutes without any kind of positive results, he turned around deciding to leave. Feeling bit of sad that he couldn’t meet other and tell what he had to say but he would come back tomorrow morning. If other wouldn’t answer then, he would have to decide if he wanted to go alone or take someone else with him.
Taking couple steps away of the door he heard it to crack open. Turning quickly around he saw door little open and the person looking at him from behind the door. “Glad to see you are home. I have something I want to talk with you. Can I come in?”
Uruha stared at Aoi not moving from his spot. He didn’t wanted to let other in, it felt weird to let someone he couldn’t trust inside of his home. And he also wanted to keep save distance between them; just to be sure Aoi wouldn’t do anything he didn’t wanted.
Awkward silent fell between them as neither of them didn’t said a word till Aoi noticed uncertainty from Uruha’s eyes. “Err, you are not going to let me in, right?” Seeing Uruha shook his head as a no, he sighed. “Well, I want to tell you I got invited to one party and I thought that maybe you would like to join me. I promise it would cool eve for both of us. You could meet friends of mine and I could get to know you a little better.” Aoi wanted badly cover his face. He could feel slight red colour rising to his cheeks. “What you say?”
Tilting his head to side, he gave thought about the party. Last party he had attended didn’t go well and it might happen again but then again he would love to go with Aoi for a party where Reita wouldn’t be to disturb or telling him what to do and where to go. Slowly opening door wider and stepping further away from it, he lowered his head but kept watch from corner of his eyes. Noticing confused expression on Aoi’s features as Aoi stepped inside of his house. In the small living room he answered. “I don’t know, maybe it would be best I wouldn’t come with you.”
“Aw, I wish you would come. Like I said it will be awesome and we could spend time together.” Aoi was sitting on the couch in exact same spot where he last time sat. “There will be only friends of mine and some other people who will come with people I know. It’s kind of getting circle of friends bigger thing.”
Frowning Uruha asked worry in his voice. “You do that kind of party often?”
“No, not really, maybe once or twice a year, if at all. We always have fun together, that’s for sure. And I’m sure you want new friends as well.”
Turning around his back now facing Aoi he spat. “No! I don’t want new friends.” Getting known Aoi was hard enough for him and Reita was always there for him. Reita knew him too well and he didn’t wanted to please more people, especially when he wanted to be quiet of what happened to him. He would only end up explaining to people why he couldn’t trust anyone or get close to anyone if they knew him better.
“Eh? You don’t want any new friends?”
Shaking his head quickly as a no. “I have Reita and he is all I need.”
It had been surprising to hear such a thing from Uruha’s mouth. Was Uruha closed person? “Ookey, anyhow, I would like you to join me. You don’t need to get to know anyone if you don’t want to but please accompany me.” Slowly walking behind Uruha he wrapped his arms around other.
Feeling panic grow inside of him as his crush wrapped arm around him. “Fine, I come with you.” He quickly escaped from other’s hold, it must have been matter of seconds he was there but it still felt forever. “What I should wear?” Even panic was on the top of his feelings, he felt also happy for making Aoi smile.
“I don’t know…just wear something nice for the beach and take something what will keep you warm when sun starts to set, like jacket.” Aoi waved his arms in the air explaining what other could wear but stopped when Uruha let small chuckle escape his lips. “What’s so funny?” Taking step closer to other he wanted to find out what made him amused.
Stepping slowly against the wall panic hit him hard. “No-nothing!” Closing his eyes he waited what Aoi would do but when nothing happened he opened one eye to see what Aoi did. Seeing Aoi frowning he gave short nervous laugh. “So, what time I should be ready?”
Awkwardness could be heard from Aoi’s voice. “I will come to get you around 4 to 5 at evening. Be ready by then.”
“Ok!” Uruha pushed Aoi out of his home, wanting badly to be alone and let his panic and embarrassment go down. “Bye~! It was nice seeing you again.” Fast as he could he closed the door and slide down to floor. “That was close.” He mumbled running hand through his hair but now he needed to keep his promise to go to the beach party with Aoi. ‘Maybe it is okay if I go there for a little while…’ It was good there was no need to worry over Reita; he would be working whole day tomorrow and only maybe stop at his place at the eve when he would sure be home.
Getting up from the floor he headed to his bedroom where he spent lots of his time. There he lied down on his bed his mind going crazy of thinking what he should wear and the fact he could be with other. Maybe they had a chance to be together? Maybe Reita would be okay with the idea in the end.
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Comments are ♥
A/N: Hope this fic is making some sense. Anyhow, enjoy! Anykind of comments are always welcome. ^^ Thank you for also taking time to read this(and other stories)
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 12/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12 -
”Okay, everything is set. All we need to do now is do it!” Sounding pleased Saga lowered bottle of beer from his hands. He and his friends had been planning beach party for few weeks now. Saga was known to have lots of friends but this party only included people he knew better than just by name and work place.
Turning to face Aoi, Saga pointed his finger at him. “You better not miss out this party. It will be good.”
“Believe me I won’t miss this beside beaches are great places.”
“You got that right my friend.” Saga said as he wrapped his arm around Aoi’s shoulders. “And all of you feel free to bring anyone with you like.” Mischievous smile appeared on his lips. Beach party idea had been his and Byo’s from the start. “I take care of food and drinks, just remember to bring your ass to this awesome beach party.”
After everyone had left the beach where they currently were Saga turned to Aoi. “So, care to join me for a couple of beers?”
“Aah, I love to but you know I have early wake up for work tomorrow morning.” Aoi said running hand through his hair. “Wake up at 4 a.m. isn’t my kind of thing but boss insist me to be at work early.”
Shrugging shoulders Saga took another sip of beer. “Well, next time then. And remember do not slide from this party.” He said as he walked toward his home road. “I won’t forgive you if you do that.”
Shaking his head Aoi also headed off from the beach. It wasn’t late enough beach to be vacant from people. He knew he had to choose what he wanted to do and where he wanted to be but he knew for sure one thing, it was person he would take to this party.
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Knocking on a door he stood there waiting for the person he wanted to meet again to answer. He hoped other would be at home and not somewhere else where he couldn’t find other. Waiting few minutes without any kind of positive results, he turned around deciding to leave. Feeling bit of sad that he couldn’t meet other and tell what he had to say but he would come back tomorrow morning. If other wouldn’t answer then, he would have to decide if he wanted to go alone or take someone else with him.
Taking couple steps away of the door he heard it to crack open. Turning quickly around he saw door little open and the person looking at him from behind the door. “Glad to see you are home. I have something I want to talk with you. Can I come in?”
Uruha stared at Aoi not moving from his spot. He didn’t wanted to let other in, it felt weird to let someone he couldn’t trust inside of his home. And he also wanted to keep save distance between them; just to be sure Aoi wouldn’t do anything he didn’t wanted.
Awkward silent fell between them as neither of them didn’t said a word till Aoi noticed uncertainty from Uruha’s eyes. “Err, you are not going to let me in, right?” Seeing Uruha shook his head as a no, he sighed. “Well, I want to tell you I got invited to one party and I thought that maybe you would like to join me. I promise it would cool eve for both of us. You could meet friends of mine and I could get to know you a little better.” Aoi wanted badly cover his face. He could feel slight red colour rising to his cheeks. “What you say?”
Tilting his head to side, he gave thought about the party. Last party he had attended didn’t go well and it might happen again but then again he would love to go with Aoi for a party where Reita wouldn’t be to disturb or telling him what to do and where to go. Slowly opening door wider and stepping further away from it, he lowered his head but kept watch from corner of his eyes. Noticing confused expression on Aoi’s features as Aoi stepped inside of his house. In the small living room he answered. “I don’t know, maybe it would be best I wouldn’t come with you.”
“Aw, I wish you would come. Like I said it will be awesome and we could spend time together.” Aoi was sitting on the couch in exact same spot where he last time sat. “There will be only friends of mine and some other people who will come with people I know. It’s kind of getting circle of friends bigger thing.”
Frowning Uruha asked worry in his voice. “You do that kind of party often?”
“No, not really, maybe once or twice a year, if at all. We always have fun together, that’s for sure. And I’m sure you want new friends as well.”
Turning around his back now facing Aoi he spat. “No! I don’t want new friends.” Getting known Aoi was hard enough for him and Reita was always there for him. Reita knew him too well and he didn’t wanted to please more people, especially when he wanted to be quiet of what happened to him. He would only end up explaining to people why he couldn’t trust anyone or get close to anyone if they knew him better.
“Eh? You don’t want any new friends?”
Shaking his head quickly as a no. “I have Reita and he is all I need.”
It had been surprising to hear such a thing from Uruha’s mouth. Was Uruha closed person? “Ookey, anyhow, I would like you to join me. You don’t need to get to know anyone if you don’t want to but please accompany me.” Slowly walking behind Uruha he wrapped his arms around other.
Feeling panic grow inside of him as his crush wrapped arm around him. “Fine, I come with you.” He quickly escaped from other’s hold, it must have been matter of seconds he was there but it still felt forever. “What I should wear?” Even panic was on the top of his feelings, he felt also happy for making Aoi smile.
“I don’t know…just wear something nice for the beach and take something what will keep you warm when sun starts to set, like jacket.” Aoi waved his arms in the air explaining what other could wear but stopped when Uruha let small chuckle escape his lips. “What’s so funny?” Taking step closer to other he wanted to find out what made him amused.
Stepping slowly against the wall panic hit him hard. “No-nothing!” Closing his eyes he waited what Aoi would do but when nothing happened he opened one eye to see what Aoi did. Seeing Aoi frowning he gave short nervous laugh. “So, what time I should be ready?”
Awkwardness could be heard from Aoi’s voice. “I will come to get you around 4 to 5 at evening. Be ready by then.”
“Ok!” Uruha pushed Aoi out of his home, wanting badly to be alone and let his panic and embarrassment go down. “Bye~! It was nice seeing you again.” Fast as he could he closed the door and slide down to floor. “That was close.” He mumbled running hand through his hair but now he needed to keep his promise to go to the beach party with Aoi. ‘Maybe it is okay if I go there for a little while…’ It was good there was no need to worry over Reita; he would be working whole day tomorrow and only maybe stop at his place at the eve when he would sure be home.
Getting up from the floor he headed to his bedroom where he spent lots of his time. There he lied down on his bed his mind going crazy of thinking what he should wear and the fact he could be with other. Maybe they had a chance to be together? Maybe Reita would be okay with the idea in the end.
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Comments are ♥
A/N: Hope this fic is making some sense. Anyhow, enjoy! Anykind of comments are always welcome. ^^ Thank you for also taking time to read this(and other stories)