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Gaining trust chapter 13
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 13/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12 - Chapter 13 -
Uruha stood outside of his home wearing fully black outfit expect his jacket was white. His hair was tied on a loose ponytail and he was wearing sunglasses. Clock was almost 5 already and it made Uruha wonder if Aoi was going to show up to get him at all. Minutes went buy till unknown car to Uruha drove to parking area.
“Hi there. Hop in.” Aoi greeted other with happy smile and motioned other to enter his car with his hand. He didn’t get out from the car, only waited Uruha to get in.
Feeling uncertainty taking over him, he sat down next to Aoi in the car. The beach where the party was wasn’t far away which was good for him. It would be easy slip away and go home without having to cross whole city first.
“Hope you don’t get too hot at the party with those clothes.” Aoi stated while driving. He wore beige coloured loose pants and black sleeveless shirt and sunglasses. “Do you like beaches? I think they are awesome places.”
“Beaches are ok. I never really enjoyed the huge amount of people in there.” He tried to keep his eyes on the road but often ended up find himself from watching Aoi. How can someone look good without having much of effort?
Within an hour they arrived to the right beach. Sun was already going down but it was pretty high still, so it would warm them long time. “Ah, we are here.” Aoi stretched. His places were stuck after working and driving around. “Time to have some fun. C’mon let’s go.” He offered hand to Uruha wearing his happy smile.
Looking at the offered hand for a moment before he walked pass Aoi. “I can walk on my own, thanks.” He heard other laugh at his response but what Aoi seemed to not notice was that he felt uncomfortable and could feel panic grow slowly inside of him. Why did he have to agree to come here in a first place? Uruha did his best to sound confident and certain of everything he wanted to do. He stopped walking when he reached sand line. It had been long time since he had been in a beach. It was nice but beach was full of people he didn’t know and top of that he didn’t even know who Aoi knew and where the rest of the party people were.
“See, over there.” Aoi pointed at close by area close to rocks. “There we are going to have fun. Drink and dance and swim…Well pretty much anything we want to.” Chuckling Aoi took Uruha’s hand in his and lead the way towards right place.
Uruha’s mind screamed ‘Let go! Let go!’ And he also wanted to shout it out but it would get too much attention. He tried to pull his hand free but only ended up coming right behind Aoi. Other had stronger hold.
Aoi’s quickly stopped when they were next to party place. “Wow, more people than I thought would be.” He started to look around trying to find Saga among the people. It seemed that Saga had invited everyone he knew but what the hell it would be fun to talk new people and maybe get couple new friends. “Ah, there you are.” He turned to make sure Uruha would look the way where he pointed but his hand slowly fall back down to his side as he noticed Uruha looking horrified. It puzzled him to see Uruha wearing horrified expression. Something was wrong but what? “You okay?” His voice came out softer than he meant.
“I, uh, I uh…..I can’t stay.” Trying his best to say the words what he wanted but failing miserably.
“What you mean you can’t stay?” Placing hand on Uruha’s shoulder, Uruha flinched badly panic written all over his face. Then Uruha started to run, he ran away from the beach, going to direction where they had came not long ago. Aoi’s eyes were wide as his mind was still trying to understand what had happened. Couple minutes passed before he shook his head and went after Uruha. He was going to get bottom of this and he needed to know why other was acting weird.
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Panting hard he tried to calm himself. He had freaked out more as he had on his way here bumped into people he hadn’t noticed before the hit. Screaming out when someone suddenly called his name. Checking fast as he could who was the person who had called his name, he took deep breathe, it was only Reita. “Reita.” He was out of breath.
Worry was written all over Reita’s features. “What happened to you? Where were you?” Reita helped Uruha up and wrapped his arm around other as they made way back to Uruha’s home. “I left work earlier since there was someone saying something about party tonight.” He waited few minutes for Uruha’s answer and letting him calm down. It wasn’t first time when Uruha had run himself so that he couldn’t catch a breath easily. And besides Uruha was definitely out of shape, Reita made mentally note to himself to train other back in shape when it was time for it.
“I was at the party…” Uruha said after feeling able to breathe again. He was sitting on the floor while Reita stood next to him. “I saw them…everything came back..” Squeezing eyes shut to prevent tears.
Placing comforting hand on his friend’s shoulder Reita wondered what had made him go to the party and who he had meant. “You saw who?” Crouching next to other, he drew small circles to his friend’s back.
“Reita, I saw THEM. Those two who….who…who…”
Reita’s eyes went wide, he knew who Uruha meant because of how other was panicking and crying. “They are still free?” Seeing Uruha giving a small nod, he clenched his fist. Reita wanted badly go and beat them up if only he knew better who they were. Uruha never gave recognizable things of the guys, only some random things. It had been dark when it had happened. Other guy had black hair and other went with light brown hair. “Uruha… stay here. I will go and show those guys some manners.”
Turning to look at Reita with horrified expression and horrified feelings running inside of him. “You can’t do that.” He knew Reita wouldn’t know those persons enough well and he didn’t wanted his friend get into troubles cause of him. “Please.”
“Hn, those guys have to pay, one way or another.” Turning his gaze to elsewhere, anger took over his feelings. He would do anything to get those assholes inside of prison. ‘I guess Uruha is right. I can’t go beating up random maybe it is them people.’ Crouching once again besides other, Reita took firm grip on Uruha’s wrist.
Flinching from the pain Reita caused on his wrist, Uruha pulled his best wanting Reita release him. “Let go. Let go.” He found himself repeating same words again. His current feelings were over the edge already after seeing those guys who raped him, he bite quickly Reita’s arm and as soon as Reita released him, Uruha stormed out of the apartment.
Running through the park till he reached the cafeteria where they had spent lot of time as well. He couldn’t understand Reita. Why did he want to get violent over some people? Reita never did so; he had been most sensible person all the time he had known other.
Since it wasn’t late eve yet lots of people walked on the streets giving Uruha weird looks but no one did stop and asked if he was okay. He wanted badly to hide from all the people walking on this earth and even from his friends. It would be great if earth would swallow him from right there and now. Leaning against the cafeteria’s wall he slid down on the ground, cold hard asphalt.
Feeling someone placing hand on his shoulder made him flinch but he didn’t wanted to show his vulnerable side to someone he didn’t knew. It could easily be Reita, he knew Reita would definitely come after him and tries to talk but that was least thing he wanted to happen now.
“Hey, you ok?”
It was shocking to hear his voice from all of the people. Why did he come? He didn’t want to show him his tear stained face. Managing somehow do a little nod and “Uh huh.” sound, he hoped it would be enough to make other convinced.
Uruha told he was okay but he didn’t look like it. Something was definitely wrong. “Okay, let’s get up. It is no good to stay in here.” He tried his best to help unwilling Uruha up from the ground. As they got up Aoi gave hug to other, trying to find a way to comfort other. He felt younger flinch again in his hug. Curious and concern toward other just grew, he wanted to do something. “Let’s go somewhere nicer and quite.” Walking slowly they made their way couple blocks to place where Aoi had parked his car. They got in the same seats they sat before. Drove to destination unknown was quiet, neither of them really knowing how to talk with other or what to say.
Almost after hour and half of silence they arrived another beach where wasn’t much of people, only few adults besides them. “Uruha, come.” Aoi offered his hand to other.
Having skin on skin contact with Aoi felt great but still feeling sad and uncertain of everything. He still didn’t trusted Aoi but it felt right and safe to follow him to this place. He wouldn’t have come if he had felt horrified. He had told other he didn’t needed new friends but it was only because he knew he couldn’t keep them nor did he wanted to tell what had happened to him and how disgusting he felt.
They stopped middle of sand. Sand had gone little chillier since there was only glint of light left to warm it up. Aoi wrapped his arms around other letting himself smell the scent of Uruha. It had become almost like a drug to him and he couldn’t explain his need of to be around other. He could feel Uruha just standing there in his hug, not responding in any way till Uruha learned Aoi wasn’t going to do anything to him. As Uruha placed his arms around Aoi and hid his face onother’s neck Aoi felt satisfied and hugged other a little tighter.
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Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 13/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12 - Chapter 13 -
Uruha stood outside of his home wearing fully black outfit expect his jacket was white. His hair was tied on a loose ponytail and he was wearing sunglasses. Clock was almost 5 already and it made Uruha wonder if Aoi was going to show up to get him at all. Minutes went buy till unknown car to Uruha drove to parking area.
“Hi there. Hop in.” Aoi greeted other with happy smile and motioned other to enter his car with his hand. He didn’t get out from the car, only waited Uruha to get in.
Feeling uncertainty taking over him, he sat down next to Aoi in the car. The beach where the party was wasn’t far away which was good for him. It would be easy slip away and go home without having to cross whole city first.
“Hope you don’t get too hot at the party with those clothes.” Aoi stated while driving. He wore beige coloured loose pants and black sleeveless shirt and sunglasses. “Do you like beaches? I think they are awesome places.”
“Beaches are ok. I never really enjoyed the huge amount of people in there.” He tried to keep his eyes on the road but often ended up find himself from watching Aoi. How can someone look good without having much of effort?
Within an hour they arrived to the right beach. Sun was already going down but it was pretty high still, so it would warm them long time. “Ah, we are here.” Aoi stretched. His places were stuck after working and driving around. “Time to have some fun. C’mon let’s go.” He offered hand to Uruha wearing his happy smile.
Looking at the offered hand for a moment before he walked pass Aoi. “I can walk on my own, thanks.” He heard other laugh at his response but what Aoi seemed to not notice was that he felt uncomfortable and could feel panic grow slowly inside of him. Why did he have to agree to come here in a first place? Uruha did his best to sound confident and certain of everything he wanted to do. He stopped walking when he reached sand line. It had been long time since he had been in a beach. It was nice but beach was full of people he didn’t know and top of that he didn’t even know who Aoi knew and where the rest of the party people were.
“See, over there.” Aoi pointed at close by area close to rocks. “There we are going to have fun. Drink and dance and swim…Well pretty much anything we want to.” Chuckling Aoi took Uruha’s hand in his and lead the way towards right place.
Uruha’s mind screamed ‘Let go! Let go!’ And he also wanted to shout it out but it would get too much attention. He tried to pull his hand free but only ended up coming right behind Aoi. Other had stronger hold.
Aoi’s quickly stopped when they were next to party place. “Wow, more people than I thought would be.” He started to look around trying to find Saga among the people. It seemed that Saga had invited everyone he knew but what the hell it would be fun to talk new people and maybe get couple new friends. “Ah, there you are.” He turned to make sure Uruha would look the way where he pointed but his hand slowly fall back down to his side as he noticed Uruha looking horrified. It puzzled him to see Uruha wearing horrified expression. Something was wrong but what? “You okay?” His voice came out softer than he meant.
“I, uh, I uh…..I can’t stay.” Trying his best to say the words what he wanted but failing miserably.
“What you mean you can’t stay?” Placing hand on Uruha’s shoulder, Uruha flinched badly panic written all over his face. Then Uruha started to run, he ran away from the beach, going to direction where they had came not long ago. Aoi’s eyes were wide as his mind was still trying to understand what had happened. Couple minutes passed before he shook his head and went after Uruha. He was going to get bottom of this and he needed to know why other was acting weird.
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Panting hard he tried to calm himself. He had freaked out more as he had on his way here bumped into people he hadn’t noticed before the hit. Screaming out when someone suddenly called his name. Checking fast as he could who was the person who had called his name, he took deep breathe, it was only Reita. “Reita.” He was out of breath.
Worry was written all over Reita’s features. “What happened to you? Where were you?” Reita helped Uruha up and wrapped his arm around other as they made way back to Uruha’s home. “I left work earlier since there was someone saying something about party tonight.” He waited few minutes for Uruha’s answer and letting him calm down. It wasn’t first time when Uruha had run himself so that he couldn’t catch a breath easily. And besides Uruha was definitely out of shape, Reita made mentally note to himself to train other back in shape when it was time for it.
“I was at the party…” Uruha said after feeling able to breathe again. He was sitting on the floor while Reita stood next to him. “I saw them…everything came back..” Squeezing eyes shut to prevent tears.
Placing comforting hand on his friend’s shoulder Reita wondered what had made him go to the party and who he had meant. “You saw who?” Crouching next to other, he drew small circles to his friend’s back.
“Reita, I saw THEM. Those two who….who…who…”
Reita’s eyes went wide, he knew who Uruha meant because of how other was panicking and crying. “They are still free?” Seeing Uruha giving a small nod, he clenched his fist. Reita wanted badly go and beat them up if only he knew better who they were. Uruha never gave recognizable things of the guys, only some random things. It had been dark when it had happened. Other guy had black hair and other went with light brown hair. “Uruha… stay here. I will go and show those guys some manners.”
Turning to look at Reita with horrified expression and horrified feelings running inside of him. “You can’t do that.” He knew Reita wouldn’t know those persons enough well and he didn’t wanted his friend get into troubles cause of him. “Please.”
“Hn, those guys have to pay, one way or another.” Turning his gaze to elsewhere, anger took over his feelings. He would do anything to get those assholes inside of prison. ‘I guess Uruha is right. I can’t go beating up random maybe it is them people.’ Crouching once again besides other, Reita took firm grip on Uruha’s wrist.
Flinching from the pain Reita caused on his wrist, Uruha pulled his best wanting Reita release him. “Let go. Let go.” He found himself repeating same words again. His current feelings were over the edge already after seeing those guys who raped him, he bite quickly Reita’s arm and as soon as Reita released him, Uruha stormed out of the apartment.
Running through the park till he reached the cafeteria where they had spent lot of time as well. He couldn’t understand Reita. Why did he want to get violent over some people? Reita never did so; he had been most sensible person all the time he had known other.
Since it wasn’t late eve yet lots of people walked on the streets giving Uruha weird looks but no one did stop and asked if he was okay. He wanted badly to hide from all the people walking on this earth and even from his friends. It would be great if earth would swallow him from right there and now. Leaning against the cafeteria’s wall he slid down on the ground, cold hard asphalt.
Feeling someone placing hand on his shoulder made him flinch but he didn’t wanted to show his vulnerable side to someone he didn’t knew. It could easily be Reita, he knew Reita would definitely come after him and tries to talk but that was least thing he wanted to happen now.
“Hey, you ok?”
It was shocking to hear his voice from all of the people. Why did he come? He didn’t want to show him his tear stained face. Managing somehow do a little nod and “Uh huh.” sound, he hoped it would be enough to make other convinced.
Uruha told he was okay but he didn’t look like it. Something was definitely wrong. “Okay, let’s get up. It is no good to stay in here.” He tried his best to help unwilling Uruha up from the ground. As they got up Aoi gave hug to other, trying to find a way to comfort other. He felt younger flinch again in his hug. Curious and concern toward other just grew, he wanted to do something. “Let’s go somewhere nicer and quite.” Walking slowly they made their way couple blocks to place where Aoi had parked his car. They got in the same seats they sat before. Drove to destination unknown was quiet, neither of them really knowing how to talk with other or what to say.
Almost after hour and half of silence they arrived another beach where wasn’t much of people, only few adults besides them. “Uruha, come.” Aoi offered his hand to other.
Having skin on skin contact with Aoi felt great but still feeling sad and uncertain of everything. He still didn’t trusted Aoi but it felt right and safe to follow him to this place. He wouldn’t have come if he had felt horrified. He had told other he didn’t needed new friends but it was only because he knew he couldn’t keep them nor did he wanted to tell what had happened to him and how disgusting he felt.
They stopped middle of sand. Sand had gone little chillier since there was only glint of light left to warm it up. Aoi wrapped his arms around other letting himself smell the scent of Uruha. It had become almost like a drug to him and he couldn’t explain his need of to be around other. He could feel Uruha just standing there in his hug, not responding in any way till Uruha learned Aoi wasn’t going to do anything to him. As Uruha placed his arms around Aoi and hid his face onother’s neck Aoi felt satisfied and hugged other a little tighter.
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