reassurance
Alright I'm keepin' this one short for the time being, but last night I had a big tap on the shoulder from God telling me my one plan that I hated was wrong to bring with...I can't describe just how much a relief this is. It's nice to know that the thing that's haunted me was supposed to to make me see and not give up when I wanted. Things sure aren't going to be easy, but I really feel like I have some answers and that the road to getting my friend back isn't as dark as I thought it was. Thanks God...I know I don't say it as often as I'd like, but you're amazing...even when I don't understand why I hurt for you.