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soooo i dunno.
things have been really really bad
but there have been some good which is really really good.
this is a really weird feeling.
this year has prob been the worst year of my life, but i survived and i just have 2 prepare myself for another 1.
hmmmm lets see- i got my report card, and i got an 84 in math and 83 in us( i dont need us tho just the exam) and i need math so i was happy and so was my mom
my dad said he was happy but then he was liek well how come u cant do this all year? n i was like hmmmm WELLL. maybe its the fact that there 4 5 kids in my math class which = extra help, as oppose 2 20
another reason- i feel comfortable in the classroom so i ask questions, i couldnt do that in math this year cause my teacher made me feel like an ass when i did
another reason- my teacher teaches the way i understand
and i like the class
so those might b some helpin factors?
oh and its summer skool, they sorta have 2 make it easier 4 u and teach u slower and make sure u get it
but i dunno
maybe i just slacked off and didnt wana try all year right?!
bull shit.
anyway,
im so fucking sick of pple.
im not gonna name any names,
but just people piss me off
i LOVEEEE how u can get ignored and the second they hear things r not right between u guys, they all of a sudden put an innocent lil sad face and try n b ur bff!
its sorta BULLSHIT.
it really is.
this year has been an up and down wit my friends, ive grown so much closer 2 some of my bestfriends, and ive grown so distant from some of my goodfriends, annd ive just completely lost or gained some.
so its whatever.
i learn from my friendships,
my fav quote since 4everrr-
some friends come into r lives and quickly go, others stay 4 awhile and leave footprints on r hearts, and we r never EVER the same.
thats kinda what i learned this year.
anywhoooo.
me and kenny go out now!(haha lindsey- i had 2 write it like that)
anyway. so as of now imr eally happy wit him. hes really cute and really nice and we just have alot of fun and i never liked a guy as much as i like him.
like its weird, i dunno i have feelings 4 this one.
i dunno, i kinda wana b wit him 4awhile.
the thought kinda scared me, but eh i dunno.
i really just dunno right now.
like i say i wana b wit him 4ahwhile and shit, but i see it lasting 4 about 2 months,
but whatever it will b fun, and ill learn something.
annnd hes written me notes and colored me pics and drawn me pics and tells me stories=]
but yeah....
ughhhh im so frustrated wit pple
i really just cant take it anymore
i want 2 scream, and not a good happy scream
a loud 1that gets all my anger out
i been havin head aches and stomach aches lately and i really think im letting things get 2 me causing me 2 feel sick.
ughhhhhhh
fuck fuck fuck fuck
i dunooooo
sometimes i really just wish i was dead.
like it would just b so peaceful and i wouldnt have 2 deal wit stupid shit anymore.
i dont see a purpose in my life,
but hey. whatevvvv.
im going to nyc this weekend so ican go shopping.
i need it.
oh hahahahahah i forgot! I DONT HAVE MONEY!
whoooo hooooo.
fuckkkkkkk out bitchessss
things have been really really bad
but there have been some good which is really really good.
this is a really weird feeling.
this year has prob been the worst year of my life, but i survived and i just have 2 prepare myself for another 1.
hmmmm lets see- i got my report card, and i got an 84 in math and 83 in us( i dont need us tho just the exam) and i need math so i was happy and so was my mom
my dad said he was happy but then he was liek well how come u cant do this all year? n i was like hmmmm WELLL. maybe its the fact that there 4 5 kids in my math class which = extra help, as oppose 2 20
another reason- i feel comfortable in the classroom so i ask questions, i couldnt do that in math this year cause my teacher made me feel like an ass when i did
another reason- my teacher teaches the way i understand
and i like the class
so those might b some helpin factors?
oh and its summer skool, they sorta have 2 make it easier 4 u and teach u slower and make sure u get it
but i dunno
maybe i just slacked off and didnt wana try all year right?!
bull shit.
anyway,
im so fucking sick of pple.
im not gonna name any names,
but just people piss me off
i LOVEEEE how u can get ignored and the second they hear things r not right between u guys, they all of a sudden put an innocent lil sad face and try n b ur bff!
its sorta BULLSHIT.
it really is.
this year has been an up and down wit my friends, ive grown so much closer 2 some of my bestfriends, and ive grown so distant from some of my goodfriends, annd ive just completely lost or gained some.
so its whatever.
i learn from my friendships,
my fav quote since 4everrr-
some friends come into r lives and quickly go, others stay 4 awhile and leave footprints on r hearts, and we r never EVER the same.
thats kinda what i learned this year.
anywhoooo.
me and kenny go out now!(haha lindsey- i had 2 write it like that)
anyway. so as of now imr eally happy wit him. hes really cute and really nice and we just have alot of fun and i never liked a guy as much as i like him.
like its weird, i dunno i have feelings 4 this one.
i dunno, i kinda wana b wit him 4awhile.
the thought kinda scared me, but eh i dunno.
i really just dunno right now.
like i say i wana b wit him 4ahwhile and shit, but i see it lasting 4 about 2 months,
but whatever it will b fun, and ill learn something.
annnd hes written me notes and colored me pics and drawn me pics and tells me stories=]
but yeah....
ughhhh im so frustrated wit pple
i really just cant take it anymore
i want 2 scream, and not a good happy scream
a loud 1that gets all my anger out
i been havin head aches and stomach aches lately and i really think im letting things get 2 me causing me 2 feel sick.
ughhhhhhh
fuck fuck fuck fuck
i dunooooo
sometimes i really just wish i was dead.
like it would just b so peaceful and i wouldnt have 2 deal wit stupid shit anymore.
i dont see a purpose in my life,
but hey. whatevvvv.
im going to nyc this weekend so ican go shopping.
i need it.
oh hahahahahah i forgot! I DONT HAVE MONEY!
whoooo hooooo.
fuckkkkkkk out bitchessss