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i was talking to my mom and iw as telling her how this year seemed 2 go by reallllllllllly really really really slow.
i dunno what it was, but i feel liek last summer was 5 years ago. it just really seemed extreamly slow n i dunno how 2 describe it, every day dragged on. every day seemed never ending and i hated it. n i went to camp n that week went by way 2 fast. it really did.
in liek a blick of an eye it was over. i dunno. i just feel like the year was way too long and bad, then the 1st good thing 4 me 2 happen in a year, is over, and happened so quickly.
i was really depressed this yera and i dont htink ihad any real good happen 2 me besides camp.
im so happy i ended up going, i really really am.
it was an amazing time, i smiled aloot. and a great time. and were wit the friends that i know r true. the friends i know ican fall back on when ineed it, and obv dorming wit lindsey was the best.
shes my bestfriend and i wouldnt have roomed wit any other person. she always makes me happy. never once has she let me down,
im just sad camp is over.
this year is really going to drag on 4 me.
i start skool 2morrow- and end mid/end of august. i have 2 weeks at the most, then skool again.
its gonna suck. i leave me house at 730 and im home about 1. it just is gona really really suck
u know whats the worst? okay- math. is understandable. whatever i failed n there was nothin i could do bout it.
but us- i passed the entire year. i never ocne faield a semester or i dotn think i ever failed a test. maybe 1 i did but ireally dont think i ever did. i did pretty decent in that subj n never once was iw orried or in jeopardy f failing. i started doin regents prep 4 that subj in january. the only subj i actualyl studied 4 the most. and i failed the exam. which sucks cause now im in skool 4 it. but what gets me the most is that i failed the exam by 4 points.
THATS 2 FUCKIN MULTIPLE CHOICES I COULDA ANSWERED RIGHT. like if i failed wit a 50 i woulda been happier. but that i failed by 4 points. ust realllllly aggrivates me. ANNNND. they always have a curve on the exams. this year there wasnt 4 us my teacher said. if they had a curve, like usuall. i woulda passed and not been ins kool 4 it.
im fucking aggrivated. pissed off. annoyed. upset. down.
ughhh
and the end of august when i take the exams again. im gonna b SOOOO STRESSED OUT. again.
i fucking lost 7 pounds in the 2 weeks of exams. i weighed myself over the time.
and i dropped 7 pounds.
and was sick.
i dont want a re enact that. but it will happen. cause its happened every time ihave exams or midterms
also- the chem exam. i failed. but im not goin 2 skool 4 it cause i dotn wana go 4 3 classes so im gona take the exam agaib by me just studying in aug then when i fail it again in aug ima get a tutor n take it again in jan cause i dont NEEEEED it 2 graduate. but thats the only thing keepin me from advance diploma.
ugh
but yeah the chem i failed the exam by 6 points and i could have easily gotten those points if i had finished. i had ike 4 pages blank cause i ran out of time, so if i had finished im sure out of the like 20 questions i could have gotten the 6 points,
so i dunno im just alil upset right now.
and pissed off.
whatever tho. i have a feeling this yera is gona b really long again.
like, im in skool from now until may
and imn taking like 13 classes now or 11 id unno, it sucks.
every day is gona b logn and stressful. and on top of all this i need 2 figure what the fuck img onna do,
am i gonna bhere 4 the summer or what? i dunno. im confused and lost and right now everything iwana do i dunno if it will happen 4 anotehr year.
ugh i dunnno
im just so lost right now.
and ifeel like im not here,
whatever.
i dunno what it was, but i feel liek last summer was 5 years ago. it just really seemed extreamly slow n i dunno how 2 describe it, every day dragged on. every day seemed never ending and i hated it. n i went to camp n that week went by way 2 fast. it really did.
in liek a blick of an eye it was over. i dunno. i just feel like the year was way too long and bad, then the 1st good thing 4 me 2 happen in a year, is over, and happened so quickly.
i was really depressed this yera and i dont htink ihad any real good happen 2 me besides camp.
im so happy i ended up going, i really really am.
it was an amazing time, i smiled aloot. and a great time. and were wit the friends that i know r true. the friends i know ican fall back on when ineed it, and obv dorming wit lindsey was the best.
shes my bestfriend and i wouldnt have roomed wit any other person. she always makes me happy. never once has she let me down,
im just sad camp is over.
this year is really going to drag on 4 me.
i start skool 2morrow- and end mid/end of august. i have 2 weeks at the most, then skool again.
its gonna suck. i leave me house at 730 and im home about 1. it just is gona really really suck
u know whats the worst? okay- math. is understandable. whatever i failed n there was nothin i could do bout it.
but us- i passed the entire year. i never ocne faield a semester or i dotn think i ever failed a test. maybe 1 i did but ireally dont think i ever did. i did pretty decent in that subj n never once was iw orried or in jeopardy f failing. i started doin regents prep 4 that subj in january. the only subj i actualyl studied 4 the most. and i failed the exam. which sucks cause now im in skool 4 it. but what gets me the most is that i failed the exam by 4 points.
THATS 2 FUCKIN MULTIPLE CHOICES I COULDA ANSWERED RIGHT. like if i failed wit a 50 i woulda been happier. but that i failed by 4 points. ust realllllly aggrivates me. ANNNND. they always have a curve on the exams. this year there wasnt 4 us my teacher said. if they had a curve, like usuall. i woulda passed and not been ins kool 4 it.
im fucking aggrivated. pissed off. annoyed. upset. down.
ughhh
and the end of august when i take the exams again. im gonna b SOOOO STRESSED OUT. again.
i fucking lost 7 pounds in the 2 weeks of exams. i weighed myself over the time.
and i dropped 7 pounds.
and was sick.
i dont want a re enact that. but it will happen. cause its happened every time ihave exams or midterms
also- the chem exam. i failed. but im not goin 2 skool 4 it cause i dotn wana go 4 3 classes so im gona take the exam agaib by me just studying in aug then when i fail it again in aug ima get a tutor n take it again in jan cause i dont NEEEEED it 2 graduate. but thats the only thing keepin me from advance diploma.
ugh
but yeah the chem i failed the exam by 6 points and i could have easily gotten those points if i had finished. i had ike 4 pages blank cause i ran out of time, so if i had finished im sure out of the like 20 questions i could have gotten the 6 points,
so i dunno im just alil upset right now.
and pissed off.
whatever tho. i have a feeling this yera is gona b really long again.
like, im in skool from now until may
and imn taking like 13 classes now or 11 id unno, it sucks.
every day is gona b logn and stressful. and on top of all this i need 2 figure what the fuck img onna do,
am i gonna bhere 4 the summer or what? i dunno. im confused and lost and right now everything iwana do i dunno if it will happen 4 anotehr year.
ugh i dunnno
im just so lost right now.
and ifeel like im not here,
whatever.